I am a very awkward person. Which is the main reason why I resort to meeting people online. I'm not crazy, I'm not ugly, or whatever. I'm just extremely awkward about meeting new people. This site is honestly turning into a joke, for the most part some people on here think their hot shit, and nobody seems to have the guts or courtesy to give closure when for whatever reason, why they no longer want to talk to someone, so they take the most cowardly way out by just ignoring it/them and hoping shit just goes away and solves itself, which is pretty freakin low. Please don't bother even messaging me if you are a judgmental, prejudiced person incapable of being perspicacious. I'm sick how some people deal with their issues, grow the hell up. it will be easier for you and hurt others a lot less in the long run, whether you think so or not.
well, with no further adieu
Read this book of a profile :P
This is the very best I can do in letting you know more about me, so I spent the time in doing so because I value the importance in it. But yet this is just the tip of the iceburg of the whole "Who is Kyler".
Well hello there, I’m Kyler :)
I'm a pretty easy going guy, I believe myself to be intellectual for my age mostly because I've been through a lot and was forced to grow up pretty fast at a young age, I feel that I think too much sometimes but I’m upfront and realistic and I am never afraid to tell you how I feel or what's going on in my head or within my heart, I question things quite frequently and wonder about existence in general. I'm very philosophical and I really do feel I go too deep into subjects that probably, should be left alone sometimes... some things are just too difficult to understand and not enough people are intelligent enough to understand them, or rather, not care to understand them, but hey nothing's wrong with that I respect people's differences, but the ones that can and those who willingly seek and find enjoyment in discussing philosophy and the complexities of the universe tend to be my idealistic friends. I like deep thinkers and conversations that follow.
I am a very passionate person who kinda wears his heart on his sleeve, It's found me happiness and it has brought me pain. I like to believe anything and everything that ever happens is the sheer results of choices (somebody's) that either lead to reward or consequence that outcome is yours to make, Carpe Diem!. I like to think about the Yin-Yang aspect of life and am starting to really realize, how balanced life in general is, how there is as much joy as there is dismay in the course of a life time there is always an opposite to everything.
I've always found it rather difficult to express feelings through the limitations to only so many pixels and characters on a screen.
I'm a 90's kid with a functional brain who takes things at face value, and that seems to be an uncommon thing in today's world. I wish people would be more truthful and real with others and give them closure if things just dont work out between them...igoring someone and not just telling them SOMETHING like; "Hey I'm not all that interested in you and I think I may have found someone I really like and well I'm sorry to say, but this is my last message to you to say goodbye and it was a plesure to have talked with you." (And really that goes with friends to) and actually being a resectful person of society and showing a little dignity, trust me, it tells a whole lot about someones personality and the level of self esteem they have and respect for others in how they handle situations or how they run from them. My mother raised me with the level of respect to accompany a queen, and taught me to stay away from those Lannisters! (Yeah, I might have an slight addiction to GoT)
hmm on to some random things:
I have 1 tattoo and plan getting several more and my ears are currently gauged to a 0. I love tattoos and piercings I find them to be mighty attractive on people.
I always feel like I can be a better person than I am,
I push to break limits and move mountains,
I feel I can be very awkward at times, I feel life just isn't as fun without it, am I right?! :3 And one must never forget music! (Modest Mouse FTW!)
Music it’s my reign, but yet I feel as if I could never conquer it I love the beauty of music because I feel no matter how different we are as people there is always one thing that we all share in common, which is love for music; in any form whatsoever..
Oh yes! and again to elaborate my love for music, music is pretty much the very heart of me, I write it, I cover it. I play piano very well, I am self-taught, along with guitar in which i play both acoustic and electric, I've been in choir for 12-13 years. and being in choir in high school was the best experience ever and I really miss having it a part of me. I want to try to major in music someday, I would love to teach children how to sing and read music. I am a huge gear head, I love mechanics.
When I was in school I took Auto mechanics for four years I very much miss those years :').
I'm pretty simple, but not simple minded,
I love psychology and I enjoy the small things in life, like watching the stars at night while lying next to your best friends.
I don't think people realize how short life is; Just live it. Stop worrying. (I should take my own advice)
Well This is my life don't try to mess it up 'cause I’m more than capable of doing that on my own lmao :].
I am totally willing to meet people on here, I’m all about having a good time, and I can show you a good time if you were to let me in and give me a chance for you to get to know me, I’m a very easy guy to be and get along with l as I said. If you find me at the very least bit interesting please don't hesitate to message me and all that :)