自分『summary』のか。。。

i might be a writer at heart, but the one subject i can't conquer is myself--please forgive any vagueness and my blatant disobediance in using the [shift] key when i type. *grins* i blame e.e. cummings. sort of.

even *I* can't figure out what i'm going to do next sometimes, but above anything else i try to remain sincere in everything. i'm one of those strange people that doesn't even like answering the question "How are you?" with the expected response of "I'm fine" if it's not true. i also don't like not (being able to) do anything about something, whether it's my own issues or that of a friend.

sortta multi-lingual, spanish second to whatever this is i'm typing in (lolz). japanese takes third.

besides languages, i like reading, writing, music, designing/making clothes and trying my damndest not to be mundane. card games are fun, too. and cookies. yumm.

right now, as for the past few years, been trying to figure out just what and where in the nine bloody hells it will lead to. i really don't know where it is i want to be, and i'm very afraid there *is* no one place. that can be a good thing as well, but the Virgo/Ox part of me is dying for an answer.

for the moment, college needs finishing, and i have to figure out how to work that in with two jobs. virtually was virtually robbed out of finishing by fate, really crappy allergies, and an interesting parade of doctors who need to think outside of the box more.

nope, i've no clue where it is i want to be in the end, but i do know this--i RE-F*&%G-FUSE to be bored while getting there. anyone who wants to join the ride is more than welcome, but i make no guarantee for your sanity if you call shotgun.

er, i really hoping not to jinx myself, but i'd have to list a few as:

languages, singing, being a tech-whore, and, hopefully, helping people get out of things, whether it be confusion over something, or a bad mood.

and, to play the devil's advocate, time to list the things i suck at:

time management (sometimes, i really do need more hours in the day for my crazy sched.), acting like a straight female (i'm pretty sure i come across as a (gay) male most of the time -_-* ), and being photographed. the camera hates me unless i'm taking a picture of someone or something else.

no one's really said anything, so i'm not sure. *laughs* more than likely, it's that i'm not what they were expecting

ooh, another tough one. i'm not too much of a movie buff unless there's something i really want to see, though there's never really a time i'm not reading or singing something. and munchies are always fun.

そうですね。。。what comes to mind for movies at the moment are Labryinth, Stargate, FF7: Advent Children, Juon and the two newest Batman movies. Especially The Dark Knight. the characters are deliciously twisted in ways that make me very, very happy.

needless to say, my preferred genre of multi-media and reading material involve sci-fi/fantasy, comedy, and horror. and the occasional shounen ai manga *coughs* yeah. muscally, my first true obsession is Dir en Grey. at the moment, i'm nowhere near Kyo's demonic vocals or Kaoru/Die's ridiculous control over guitar, but all five of them really inspire me to try to find my limits.

and, on the totally opposite side, i also love Hikaru Utada, Do As Infinity L'Ark, Luna Sea and Malice Mizer/Gackt. go figure =-/
list of "English" music includes Bjork, Missy Elliot (that woman's insane), Metallica, Garbage (somethin' about her pipes that makes you listen); some of the things i've recently got (back)into are AFI, Avenged Sevenfold, and punk.

foooodage: tea, asian, and whatever someone who's allergic to chocolate and tomatoes can get her hands on.

in short, this section can be summed up as--i like things with meaning, feeling, originality and flavor. especially the food part =^D

六：androdgeny. for those days i'm really not feelin' this gender bullsh*t

五：pocky!!!!!!

四：my computers--phone included, even though it's acting cursed

三：music

二：my mind.

一：my friends and family. as cheese-tastic as it sounds, i really could not have gotten through some things without them, and for that i'm eternally greatful

everything and nothing

usually out, but sometimes in in major chill-mode. i love hanging out, but i need my alone time as well. *makes a face* working saturday mornings afterwards can be a drag, though.

i like cheese?

other than that? oh, well, um, let's see...i sometimes don't know whether i like guys or girls more, but i have strange luck with both. and i really think they should have a choice other than "bi"--"doesn't give a flying f*) "--

for me, it's who i'm attracted to. and sometimes it doesn't always make sense, so i've stopped trying to label it.

*new edit*: about that gaydar test, mine is horribly misaligned 90% of the time--or in this case, 50%. hence why i'm single, but never short on good company

you're bored and/or i haven't scared you too badly