Ok, let's see if I can do this in at least a thousand words. I have sent out several little messages to people that have been in my quiver. I am kind of wondering who's quiver have I been in because I have yet to hear from anyone saying I was in theirs. This is a mystery and I'm slightly befuddled as to whether or not it's only a chic thing. Are guys getting quivers as well or just more shy about it than I happen to be? Well, I am nowhere near a grand on this topic so let's move on...
I just recently broke up with a boyfriend of about two months. But I have known him for eight months. It is amazing to me how you think you know someone fairly well, only to find out that they have been manipulating me damn near the whole time. I consider myself to be a reasonably intelligent person and can't understand how this happened. Honestly, I am relieved the ordeal is over with but how do I keep this from happening again without coming off as bitter or overly cautious? Because as of this moment, I am not by any means upset that he is out of the picture, just a little distraught by the fact that it makes me question my own ability to be in a normal, healthy relationship. Obviously, I would not be on this site, nor would many other people, if we were already in a good relationship with someone. So do these sites really work? Will it work for me or am I destined to continue to be the exception?
I really hope this totals a thousand words because I am finished. Feel free to peruse this jumble of thoughts and comment as deemed fitting. If you so choose... yadda, yadda, etcetera, etcetera...I am going to bed.