First off, I have to address my user name. It is Suffer or the closest equivalent I could get. The story behind it is this: way back when I was first starting out on the internet seriously(I had been on the net for years before that but not seriously^^)I needed a name for my very first shiny e-mail. I could not think of a name for the life of me, I went through all my favorite characters from books, video games, and movies, guess what They were always taken. so I decide to simplify it and go with science fiction and fantasy reader, sffr for short. Completely ignorant to the similarity between that and suffer I went on and made sffr2003. Right off the bat people thought it meant suffer, I didn't want to argue and thought it sounded cooler that what it really was lol,so it stuck. Silly and nerdy that's the reason it is what it is.

Now about me personally. I have a car, a phone, and a life. I'm not looking to find someone to constantly bug. I'm not a clingy person, you have your life and I have mine. If our lives happen to intermingle, awesome. I'm here looking for a partner, I want someone to share things with, I feel like i have a lot to offer to a relationship, like loyalty, understanding, and I like to cuddle. I like to make people laugh, I'm a goofball and will often say random things, or start singing an old cartoon or sitcom theme for fun. My friends and I are always quoting movies and t.v. shows, I'm definitely a nerd. I play video games frequently, not as much as i used to, but I do. I like to surf the internet, I go to message boards, play games, and check my e-mail here. I have a myspace that I actually update every now and again.
I like to go to the movies but I would actually rather just stay at home and watch one. You can pause it if needed, or if it's not what you like you didn't just pay 14 dollars to get in, not to mention the popcorn and drink.
I have a healthy relationship with my family, I like my parents and actually go to their house once a week(usually), I generally talk to my brothers a couple of times a week.

I am looking to get back into school. I am a procrastinator so it's slow going. My current job, though it serves it's purpose, is just not what I see myself doing for much longer. I pay my bills though, have a phone, have a car, I like to say that at least I'm responsible enough to take care of myself in those respects.

I'm not really good at anything in particular, I like to think I'm a decent cook, no one complains about my food, but maybe they're just being nice? I'm good at long involved thought provoking conversations, I'm good at listening. I can give a mean foot massage, but I mean any guy looking to score points with a lady should have that skill. :D Also I'm fair at processing information and storing it.

People often say things like "Oh my god, you are a big guy!" or "Jeez look at how broad your shoulders are! I bet you used to play football!", I think it's kinda funny, like they've never seen a big tall person before. I am not usually offended by it, but it seems to be a statement that get's past that filter, you know the one between the brain and the mouth that people usually have? Sometimes they look at me as though they can't believe they just said it, and that often makes me laugh. ^__^

I am an avid science fiction reader, I've read almost all of The Chronicles of Thomas Covenant, there is one more due to come out and i haven't read the second book of the third set, yet. I have read a good majority of the Dune books. I love Piers Anthony's Incarnations of Immortality. I listen to rock, classic rock, and metal. I have a pretty small array of tastes when it comes to music, I am not really into listening to new music, but I usually at least try. Some of the bands I'm into right now are TOOL, Between the Buried and Me, Born of Osiris, Stick to Your Guns, Five Finger Death Punch, Slipknot, Chevelle, and I love classic rock like Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Rush, Moody Blues, Beatles, you know, I mean it's pretty basic if you like rock you like most of these bands I'm not gonna go through the whole list lol.

1. Family (I have a healthy relationship with my family)
2. Friends (I hang out with my friends a lot)
3. Food (I like food...)
4. Internet (I wouldn't even be here without it)
5. Movies (I like to sit home and watch a good movie)
6. Phone (It almost never leaves my side)

"Today a young man on acid realised that all matter is just energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves.” - Bill Hicks

A typical Friday night may consist of me going to my brothers and getting drunk, or going to a friends and hanging out playing a game or two, or just staying at home and relaxing. Though going to my brothers and getting drunk has kind been the trend as of late. Lol.

I tap my toes to boyband music. Only sometimes, I swear...and always stop myself quickly.

What I've put in here intrigues you, if there is something you think I should change, or if you just want to chat.