Let's be honest. I am no where near perfect. Even though I come across as very confident I am actually shaking inside. Life is a mess of disappointment for me, but I still have hope!

I am an artist. What is my medium? Life, pure and simple.. life in it'self is an art form.



I am artistic, strange, and a tease

Studying to get my Diploma (updated: I got my GED finally woo)... then it's off to community college! haha

Mostly Everything. I have a huge amount of wasted talent just waiting to be used.

My blood lust or perhaps it's my breasts... or how tall I am... or how they just get this incredible overwhelming massive urge to beat me over the head with a blunt metal object.

Blunt objects aside I suppose people notice how different I am. By looking at me you could assume so many things about my character.. I'm not saying that your assumptions would be wrong, but their probably all right. I am a stereotypical human being, everyone is and those who say differently are just wrong.

Books: stephanie plum novels Movies: Hedwig and the angry inch, Kung Fu Hustle, Donnie Darko, kill bill, Chicago, Fight Club, LOTR, The Birdcage, and much more... Music: Travis, Mazzy Star, SOAD, Flaming Lips, YES, Co&Ca, Gorillaz, Beatles, D. Bowie, Queen, Disturbed, Korn, NIN, Led Zeppeline ect. Food: I love food, all food YUMMY although I really love like mashed potatoes, pot roast, steak, just anything that is hearty!

Besides the obvious? (oxygen h20 ect.) 1.)Semicolons aren't they just adorable? ;;;; 2.)Glasses/contact lenses.. who doesn't want to be able to see??? 3.)(this used to say John, but now I know that I can do without him.) 4.)Thanksgiving, you see your family only twice a year and the best part about it is you get TONS of free home cooked food. I crave thanksgiving all year long. 5.)The computer, it's the easiest way for me to express myself as an artist. I don't think I remember what using a pencil and paper feels like. 6.)Lastly would have to be Hooded Sweatshirts. On my most insecure day you will see me wearing one. They make me feel so comfortable and safe.. like underneath them I can just let it all hang out (hehe) and I don't have to put any effort in at all. I went through a period of life where you would not see me in anything but a hooded sweatshirt (even in the summer).

Now that I think about it.. I could actually live without any of these things, but I had to give some kind of answer.

How mentally insane I actually am.

Hillcrest checking out drag queens, coffee places never drinking coffee, the beach taking long walks with no where to go, out in the middle of the desert.

I was Jewish in a past life.

If you have the drive and ambition to actually click on the little yellow message button, add my sn to your buddy list or hunt down my phone number, address, social security number and begin stalking me, so be it.