Physically I'm 5'7", Brown hair and eyes, average build (maybe a couple extra lbs), huggable, mid 40's, work in progress, boy next door type, clean cut, no tats, no diseases (well possibly heart disease if I don't cut down on the french fries).
Spiritually I feel connected to God and earth but don't practice a particular religion. Raised Christian, I have those fundamentals. I believe we have a soul. I'm kind and compassionate. I like helping people. I find myself caring more and more about our planet and what we can do to care for our home. Learning to live a more symbiotic, harmonious, passionate, spontaneous life.
Morally, I have a strong innate sense of what's fair, just. I struggle with that as the world is not fair or just. But, I try to live my life honestly and with integrity. Not perfect, but I try. I'm usually an open book... ask away. I try not to judge people and try to look for the good in everything. Cautious optimist.
Existentially, I was born...Now what? Finding out *why am I here?* and the *what is my purpose?* is a tough one. Thinking that we are just a big pool of molecules and genes that happened to find a great habitat to grow in and live as part of a mindless ant farm is too sad for me to bear. I like to think we are special, we have purpose, a mission, passion! I have to admit, I've been on a very lazy quest to find myself. Still searching, but feeling more daring lately. I feel that a life without passion and purpose is one that is wasted. So, I've committed to not wasting mine.
Sexually, uh, I like sex, who doesn't. No apologies. We are sexual beings, why hide that. I'm learning to explore my sexual instincts, fantasies, desires. But sex without passion (and dare I say love) is not as fulfilling (or fulfilling at all). Doesn't mean it doesn't feel good, just not as utterly deep and rich, and moving, and earth shaking, and spiritual. Oh, and a little light kink can be fun too!