Deranged, Unhinged, and Abject
My self-summary Propose an edit
Has anyone ever wondered why these "things" are called essays? I
mean, it's not like we're being assessed on them. Well, I guess
people ARE going to judge me based on what I write in my "essays",
but still. It's weird.
I'm strange. No, really, I am. In a suitably strange manner. I
don't do much. Actually, I don't do anything except write and write
and write and write (both prose and poetry). I write a lot of songs
(which are accompanied by the piano). My songs suck. Seriously. But
I try. I like experimenting, and I guess I'm pretty "open". I'm
very blunt and blatant; if I have something on my mind, I say it.
I'm not scared of a lot of things (except rapists......).
I have tendencies to stalk people. I stalk a lot of people. Some
people could identify me as a tad bit obsessive, but I don't think
I'm THAT obsessive. Only when it comes to love. God forbid I fall
in love with you.
Speaking of god, don't believe in it/him/her/whatever.
I don't really like to identify myself as an "atheist", would
rather call myself a nihilist, but in reality, I don't really want
to call myself anything because I believe in nothing.
Here's a nice fact: I'm manic depressive.
I tend to be friendly, but if you give me a reason to act
otherwise, I will.
..And all of this is a pile of shyte because I really don't know
anything about myself. You'd have to ask my mind. And it's not
replying to anyone at the moment.
What I'm doing with my life Propose an edit
I'm in high school. Planning on studying psychology once I get out.
I'm really good at Propose an edit
Writing. Reading. Being a bitch. Playing the piano. Singing.
Screaming. Being paranoid. Being delusional. Hmmm.. Drawing, I
guess. I'm really good at convincing people, though I hadn't
noticed that before...
The first thing(s) people usually notice about me Propose an edit
MY PINK HAIR. And if I'm manic, they'll notice my random outbursts
of nothing. People tend to assume a lot of my 'personality traits'
according to the way I look, which is quite funny, actually.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food Propose an edit
Anne Rice, Paulo Coelho, Shakespeare, John Ford, Edgar Alan Poe,
Sidney Sheldon, Elizabeth Kostova....And much more names that have
hidden somewhere in the corners of my occipital lobe.
Movies: Whatever. A lot. Tim Burton movies. ALL psychological
thrillers/psychology based movies. Horror. Comedy is fun. And sappy
romantic movies (they usually make me cry.. ha ha).
Music: Everything. My two favourite artists at the moment: Amanda
Palmer and Emilie Autumn.
Food: I don't know.. As long as it's tasty.
The six things I could never do without Propose an edit
Water. Cigarettes. Bed. Piano. Book. Pen.
I spend a lot of time thinking about Propose an edit
Foolish things and problems that are impossible, perhaps even
inhuman to solve.
I think about strange philosophical matters that don't even make
sense in that deranged head of mine.
On a typical Friday night I am Propose an edit
Writing and drinking Earl Grey.
The most private thing I'm willing to admit here Propose an edit
I don't know...
You should message me if Propose an edit
You feel the sudden urge..
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My personality awards
Questions She Cares About View all
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- Which of the following would you be most disturbed to find in a 13-year-old child's room?
- · Condoms.
- · Illegal drugs.
- · Pornography.
- · Weapons.
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- Scientology...
- · Is a religion, like any other religion.
- · Is MY religion.
- · Is absolutely ridiculous.
- · What's Scientology?
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- How do you feel about kids?
- · Kids are precious - they love me and I love them!
- · They're okay, but keep the unruly ones at bay.
- · God, how revolting. *shudder*
- · I'm indifferent.
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- Which of the following do you dislike most?
- · Narcissism.
- · Hypocrisy.
- · Racism.
- · Pessimism.
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- If someone was being rude to your partner, would you openly stand up for them?
- · Yes.
- · No.
- · It depends on the situation.
Tests She's Taken View all
| Title | Her Result - female | Your Result |
|---|---|---|
| Title | Her Result - female | Your Result |
| The Why are you single? Test | Shrinking Violet | Take it! |
| The "So You Think Your Family is Dysfunctional?" Test | Roseanne | Take it! |
| The Psycho Girlfriend/Boyfriend Test | Normal (17% psycho!) | Take it! |
| The Astrological Passion: What kind of lover are you? Test | - Flirty Air Lover | Take it! |
| The Thief Type Test | Prowler | Take it! |







