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My self-summary Propose an edit

Introverted, thoughtful, considerate, moody, masochistic, awkward, shy, strong, empathic, logical, dorky, broken and badly mended. You know... a bit like a ragdoll that has been played with and thrown around so much that my right arm is dangling from my body and a bit of my stuffing is coming out. Once I put all the stuffing back in and sew myself up, it is only a matter of time before the stitches come loose and I start to fall apart again. I have not decided if I am looking for a seamstress, or just someone who thinks my uneven stitches just add character and look cool.

What I'm doing with my life Propose an edit

Living it.

I'm really good at Propose an edit

Being honest. Caring... sometimes far too much, and about the wrong things, and especially caring about people who don't know how to care. Hurting. Picking myself off the pavement, even after I have been walked on so many times that I have become one with the ground, and part of me is still stuck to the bottom of their shoes. Listening. Organizing things. Eating cupcakes.

The first thing(s) people usually notice about me Propose an edit

My hair... I tend to hide behind it. My eyes. I am told by everyone I meet that I am hard to read. I do mean everyone. Some people see it as a challenge. Others tend to fear the unknown and think the worst, unfortunately. My advice would be: If you can't read me, then stop trying. Just ask. I will tell you. It makes things far less complicated.

My favorite books, movies, music, and food Propose an edit

Movies:

Almost Anything by Tim Burton or Rob Zombie, The 5th Element, Only Human, Alice in Wonderland, Edward Scissorhands, Wit, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Tank Girl, Four Rooms, Little Miss Sunshine, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Dirty Love, The Witches of Eastwick, Shaun of the Dead, Toys, Interview with the Vampire, The Brain That Wouldn't Die, Little Shop of Horrors, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Serial Mom, I Spit On Your Grave, Nightbreed, Hellraiser, Mars Attacks, Clockwork Orange, Saved, Slither, zombie movies...

Music:

Dargaard, Nightwish, Switchblade Symphony, Alice in Chains, Tori Amos, VNV Nation, The Eels, Pink Floyd, Jethro Tull, The Doors, Otep, Rob Zombie, White Zombie, Ozzy, Slayer, Poe, The Cranberries, The Sisters of Mercy, Depeche Mode, The Birthday Massacre, The Cruxshadows, Tracy Bonham, Seal, Voltaire, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Stabbing Westward, Garbage, The White Stripes, Siouxsie & the Banshees, Jack Off Jill, New Order, Portishead, Nine Inch Nails, Tool, Massive Attack, Snake River Conspiracy, The Cure, P.J. Harvey, Danzig, Porno for Pyros, Janes Addiction, Faith No More, Wumpscut, The Church, Apoptygma Berzerk, Stone Temple Pilots, Sound Garden, Fiona Apple, Evanescence, Lords of Acid, Loreena Mckennitt, The Dreamside, Covenant, Morphine, Bjork, Echo & the Bunnymen...

Books:

Non-Fiction.

The six things I could never do without Propose an edit

-Brushing My Teeth
-Bathing
-Rain
-Music
-The Night/Moon
-Long Hair

I spend a lot of time thinking about Propose an edit

I spend a lot of time thinking about moving far away from Oklahoma. Somewhere colder, with clear water, mountains and lots of rain.

I spend a lot of time wondering why everyone is so noisy, and why I am expected to be the same way.

I spend a lot of time wondering if there are many people out there who have been shit on repeatedly by life and those around them, but are capable of not turning completely bitter in the process. Someone who can actually understand my bad days, but celebrate the good ones. I don't want to be Misery's company. I can't stand people who are *constantly* bitter... no matter how much I can relate to what you are going through. If you are looking for someone to be miserable with you... move right along.

On a typical Friday night I am Propose an edit

Having "Taco Night" with friends. (Which involves tacos, silly friends, music, Everclear and lemonade, and just a hint of lust, which always follows the drinkage for some reason.) Walking around Bricktown with a friend, listening to some live music, going out to dinner, maybe catching a movie. Walking around somewhere quiet. Driving around with a friend listening to music. Sitting at home, getting drunk with an online friend while playing Scrabble on Yahoo Messenger. And no... none of those things are the least bit boring to me.

The most private thing I'm willing to admit here Propose an edit

Yes, I am bisexual. No, that doesn't mean I am sexually confused, nor am I promiscuous by any stretch of the imagination. It just means I don't care what equipment you have... end of story. I fall in love with people, not their body parts. If you can possibly refrain from messaging me about your bisexual fantasies, please do so.

You should message me if Propose an edit

If you feel the need...

"The need for bleed!"

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