I'm emotionally complicated, I suppose... yet materialistically simple. All I need in my life is my dog (I adore animals in general), and music (I can't go a day without good music). I mainly listen to black metal, old-school death metal, doom metal, some old-school thrash, folk metal, classic hard rock, some old alternative rock, and a lot more. Other than rock and heavy music in general, I also listen to the other side of the musical spectrum. I listen to a lot of beautiful music... like neo-folk, classical music, some shoegaze/post rock, movie soundtracks, and A LOT of video game soundtracks... especially Final Fantasy. I use music as a filter, to basically not take out my anger on people who may or may not deserve it. I collect vinyl records, my favorite format.
Music aside, I really enjoy anything creative or artistic. I especially like occult/horror art, but I'm not exactly limited to that either.
Despite my looks, I'm pretty much a really nice guy for the most part. If you earn my trust you can expect to be treated really well. I'm honest, loving, expressive, caring, and generally extremely romantic, haha. So, I need someone who can match my intensity on this kind of topic. Someone who isn't about playing games, or bullshitting lies. A girl who doesn't like toying with people's emotions... and who is looking for something real, mature, and committed. I'm tired of dead-end relationships.
I believe that as powerful as darkness and hatred can be, love is the most important aspect of life. In my mind there is nothing as beautiful as being in love with someone special, and with all sincerity I say that is truly what I consider the essence of true beauty. That is when the world matters not beyond the borders of what is happening within the love you share and your yearning hearts.
In a special someone I generally look for a girl who can be intelligent, funny, caring, thoughtful, sweet, kind, someone who loves animals, conversational, less shy than myself, and yeah... someone who I can find physically beautiful as well (remember, beauty is in the eye of the beholder). Of course, I'd like to share a mutual attraction (meaning it would be nice if you found me attractive as well, it's only fair). Just a heads up, I don't really find girls with short hair attractive, it's just not my thing... sorry. Ummm... someone who is artistic in any way, shape, or form is always a huge plus for me.
So far I’ve gotten nine tattoos, and I plan on getting more (just not too many more). I love anything artistic in nature.
Now, one thing I should point out is that I despise religion. I feel very strongly about my own views and convictions on that subject, but if you don’t consider yourself to be too religious or pushy about it, and can tolerate blasphemous music and tattoos, it could work. I need to feel as though I can be myself around you. There are certain religions that I can respect more than others, but I'm fine with dating any religious person so long as they aren't crazy about it.
Anyway, I'll leave it here for now... message me if you want to know more about me.
Anything else you’d like to know just ask. I think the questions I have answered so far are some really good insights to who I am, especially the ones with explanations.
PS - I DON'T have casual sex, I loathe it. I need to feel love before wanting to have sex with anybody. That doesn't exactly happen overnight, so if you're looking for a quick lay then just get the hell away from me. I don't care if that doesn't sound manly... I'm a hopeless romantic and damn proud of it!