Well... let's see... I am shy, withdrawn, quiet, and vanish at social gatherings, and a lot of people have likened me to a shadow since I seem to disappear all the time. Don't take that to be a lack of confidence, since that is only the part that is seen. The rest of me is formulating chemical recipes, imagining what life on other planets would be like if I did not need to eat, drink, or breathe, and speculating on what the best use of such power could be. Is paradise an actual place on Earth? Or is it on another plane of reality entirely? Other things I might be doing is conceptualizing computer software for teaching the organometallic biochemistry behind Nucleic Acids, linking the possibility of immortality, considering the relevance of triphosphoric acids and chelation in cellular metabolism, and the fact that calcium phosphate is present in urine.

Many people are fascinated by the romantic idea of vampires drinking blood, living forever, and having supernatural powers, but they don't believe that it's possible. However, many things are being done nowadays that were previously thought to be impossible.

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Personally? I'm into consciousness-expansion of many kinds, artwise and neurohormonal. Consciousness-contraction likewise. I'm not shitting you. The spirit molecule is everywhere. Sometimes I find it difficult to find others who think they might be like me. Sometimes others look for something in me they that will never find. Sometimes my mind is too full. Sometimes it is completely empty. I wish more of us knew the link between What is it?, the Pinecone, and Dreams. Life is a waking dream. I am everywhere again.

If there was a perfect gender, would I find it to be in-between somewhere? I'm sexually open-minded. I'm more clever than I sound. I seem shy in a crowd, but on stage I take the cake. I know about Entheogens. I know about Vampyres. Hey, Vampyres, there's a cure for your affliction! When people do drugs, they become them. I like drugs. Some I prefer more than others. I know about the organization for the organized. I am one of them. I breathe] chaos. Light is my spectrum. Clean your windows. Do you wanna be on what I feel?

Do I believe in god? Do I believe god is in me? Do I believe I can be a god?

[Welcome to Designer Bardom]

Sometimes the right god in the wrong world can make all the difference in the planes. Ask the wrong questions, get the right answers. I break like glass and melt like sand. I am in the ocean and the sea is in my hand.

We are all Salt, Sulfur, and Mercury.

The End is the Beginning is the End. Over and over, a neverending story. I would like someone to perhaps be decadent with.

Taking care of my 3 year old child, and my Philosophical Child. I find that when I look for something, I really do find it. Either that or it finds me. Trouble seems to be looking for me right now, but I don't think it knows where to look, exactly.

One of the most important things I'm doing is extracting Ormus from mineral-rich sea salt, and researching the chemistry behind the impossible: immortality, telepathy, telekinesis, levitation, clairvoyance, prophecy... it's all possible, according to quantum mechanics. For that, I have leads pointing in the direction of m-state Iridium, and also leads stating that m-state Rhodium cures cancer and AIDS. (they say it's in the acetylated mannans, extracted from Aloe Vera)

Aside from most things people do, I am interested in the unexplainable. I've found a book that details the construction and working mechanism which gives interstellar craft its levity and incredible momentum. Completely propellantless. Those who don't understand how it's possible, should read up on black holes, quantum singularities, and vortex fields. I can show you where to find it if you're interested. It's titled "Gravitational Manipulation of Domed Craft".

There's also a ton of videos of UFO sightings on youtube (not the obviously fake, doctored ones). And I think it's extremely interesting - the link between NDE's and abduction experiences. I had a close encounter myself, a long time ago. Yeah, it could have been a dream, and I've had more vivid dreams since then (specifically when taking ORMES), but it was the only dream I've ever had where a feeling of absolute terror turned into a feeling of unconditional love.

Thinking beyond the boundaries of Entrainment Plantation.

I'm really good at digging up information, searching for answers to things that seem impossible. However, without the hard work and dedication of many other people who seek truth and push our understanding of the world forward, I would have nothing to go on, except for entheogens.

I am greatly indebted to the internet and Wikipedia for establishing a place to find good information and share ideas. Without a global information age, I would be so bored. The only thing I think is kind of sad, is when all of this information is at the tip of all of our fingertips, but most people are more interested in sharing what their dog ate for lunch, or their new "flaming little shit" (from Fight Club). I fear that once the internet is gone, most people who have had access to it will never know how great of a resource for obscure and highly relevant information they had. I hope there is an EM-shielded massive petaserver out there somewhere with the goal of backing up the entire internet, in case a solar flare were to wipe out all the hard drives and servers on the surface.

At least there's an underground bunker for porn stars.

Yes, the world can rest easy, knowing that PORN will survive the end of the world..

XD

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If you're interested in researching connections between NDEs and UFO abduction experiences, you might find The Andreasson Affair interesting.

Also, if you've linked DMT "The Spirit Molecule" with NDEs, you might be familiar with Rick Strassman's work:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rick_Strassman

There is also a whole website with a plethora of Near Death Experiences: http://www.near-death.com

To find experience reports from people who have tried DMT, check out Erowid's Experience Reports:
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/subs/exp_DMT.shtml

You think I'M "out there"?

I'm actually "out here", and most people are "in there"!

Talking about the box, and thinking outside it.

Take the Red Pill and see how far the rabbit hole goes, Alice.

Quiet guy.

Tough. Books I've read, but aren't experts on are Alchemy, Cabala, Wicca, Satanism, DMT: The Spirit Molecule, Book of the Dead, I say too much... You'd never believe me if I told you. The Matrix is Green. Green means Go. I took both pills at once and followed the white rabbit into a Black Hole. Then got big-banged out into another universe. God is a mushroom. Don't forget the Calendar of Illusion resets in 2013. Y2k hasn't truly begun yet. Will we survive? Will it feel good to die? Is death such a bad thing, Claudia? What color of death will you choose? DO I SCARE YOU? Of course not, I am a simple fuel. The Snake seeks a River of Conspiracy. I just need to WANT to hurt my self. Yeah. And it worked. Yes it did. I cook for you, you feed without killing. Taste me. I'm crazy for snails and raw fish. I'm choking art.

Now, "The Path of Alchemy", working with... "Spagyrics: The Alchemical Preparation of Medicinal Essences, Tinctures, and Elixirs", and studying... "The Practical Handbook of Plant Alchemy: An Herbalist's Guide to Preparing Medicinal Essences, Tinctures, and Elixirs" was an excellent preparation for understanding the patience and attentiveness required to do alchemy. And much of what I am reading now rings that bell of familiarity.

Now, I'm reading, listening to, digesting, taking notes, compiling references, and constructing an outline for a successful creation of the Stone, as per The Book of Aquarius. This is my way of doing it their way - picking every little bit apart, into the smallest components. It is becoming a fascinating project, because the more information I soak up from this book, the more I learn about the process, the signs, the heat, the timing, ingredients, relevance, of the Great Work, the more REAL it looks. Coming from the angle of science, conceptualizing molecular arrangements, writing chemical equations, working with everything I know about the secret ingredient, the reverse-engineering into scientific theory is coming a long way.

I am still interested in attending Flamel College and becoming a certified Master Alchemist (awarded to students who have acquired the Diploma in Alchemy and successfully complete Module 7 of the Alchemy Home Study Program). I would be certified to teach alchemy to students who are interested in the art of personal transformation.. And that will definitely come in handy when I put everything into place. Ideally, I'd like to perform seminars educating students and using the Book of Aquarius as a reference. This is where I see myself in the next 15 years, and hopefully much longer than that.

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Books, movies, shows, music, food... a list is coming.

There are seven: Ten Emanations, Seven Operations, Five Senses, Four Elements, Three Principles, Two Lovers, and The Philosophical Child.

But I'll also mention...

Body, Secret, Light, Humor, Ears, Light.
Being, Feeling, Action, Love, Speech, Sight.
Dirt, Water, Sun, Sky, Fruit, Flowers.
Shelter, Food, Heat, Air, Internet, Orgasm.
Art, Magic, Blood, Tears, Sweat, Dreams.

Alternatively:
Earth, Water, Wind, Fire, Sun, Moon, and...

The Omniverse. Bridging Microcosmic Reality with Macrocosmic Reality. Probability. Possibility. Limitlessness. Homeostasis.

Overcoming the eternal struggle of Love. Blood. War. Design. Deceit. Control.

To free my body and mind.

Spending time with my child.

Diligently taking notes, sketching diagrams, conceptualizing molecular configurations, learning to understand how to make it, what it is, and how it works. When someone finally achieves the creation of one, what will be possible? What will be done next?

I'm not Santa Claus. I'm not making a list.
I'm just looking for a little fun before I disappear again.
And I gave you the key. It's the first thing in this profile.
I deserve no reciprocation, as I was not the one who wrote it. However, I felt it necessary to pass it on, and I hope you do as well. The Author is not looking for money. There is no need to lie.

Everything you've read has been writ before. The statues watch me. I dance alone. It was never really about me. Did you know the oceans are getting warmer? They say it's going to end soon.. They also say the Stone takes 3 years.. but it can take as little as 18 months. Who will survive?

Much of the above paragraph is figurative and not to be taken literally. I don't really dance all by myself, the elves keep me company. =P

Any reason is truly fine. =)

You don't even really need a reason.