When I have time off my mind like to think about girls. Why they pick me when they want a good guy? Why doesn't anyone see me and go, "I want to get to know that guy and be girlfriend?" It's stuff like that that'll make you depressed.
So why don't they pick me? Looks? Maybe. Lack of money? I have money. My social anxiety? Maybe. It could be anything but what I think it is, is girls not giving me a chance to show them who I am. It takes time and I am not the best person when it comes to interacting with people. I'm like a Vulcan from Star Trek. That's one way it was put. Some say enigmatic. Okay then?
I just know that I want a wonderful girl. Someone I'm attracted to who is also attracted to me.
There's sleet outside and I'm here thinking how great it would be to cuddle with her right now. Where are you?
I'm not looking to get some (but would be nice. Come on I'm a guy.) in the way normal guys do with their hit it and leave it tactics behind a nice guy mask.
I am who I am and I don't try to hide it.
I'd much rather see a movie than get drunk at one of the many cheap clubs and bars Arkansas has to offer. Say Dixon and I'll leave. Say the Bayou and I'll have to disown you.
F*ck!! This isn't helping me is it? At least I'm real.
I'd rather cuddle and kiss your neck or go grocery shopping. Any kind of shopping.