I have been monitoring this a whole lot more now that some people have actually sent me messages rather than goddamn winks. Basically I'm in the market for friends or a social group. I'm not married, I don't have kids, so that leaves free time open on the weekends.

I absolutely love demotivational pictures or funny ones in general but for some reason pictures of babies and small children urk me. WHY ARE THE CHILDREN SO FREAKY?!

Trying to figure that all out. I don't want to be stuck in a job I hate unless I'm getting paid damn well to do it.

Self discovery plays a huge role in my life. For instance, I have been extremely tired these last couple of days at work since I was off 5 days straight because of Thanksgiving. I had plenty of time for rest then but now I'm having to pace myself and force myself to actually go to bed at a descent hour. I wake up groggy, I cannot answer any sort of questions, communication is basically shut down. I some how manage to get dressed and get to work on time. I have no memory of what I was doing the day before and sit there thinking about it for half an hour, browsing the news headlines. I make coffee, creamer and sugar a mus... where is the creamer and s-sugar? :( After two days of constant consumption of caffiene my blood has basically turned to sludge-but-I-need-a-fix or suffer a dehabilitating crash... I drink the coffee black.
I used to consider myself a coffee person, though it's mostly lattes and cappuchinos I favor... straight coffee I prefer half and half with milk or flavored creamer-anyway- I have came to the conclusion that you cannot with dignity call yourself a coffee drinker until you drink a cup of black coffee- coffee so black and bitter it can only be compared to sucking the ass of an unclensed coffee bean- willingly. The things I consumed before can only be named warm or hot beverages, not coffee. They were too pleasant to be labeled "coffee".

Conversations. I like talking to people (I listen too). Anything important, thought provoking, inspiring (stories, not beliefs or religions [though sometimes that can be fun]), controversial, etc. I even like debates so long as everyone's feelings aren't hurt in the end and nobody's closing argument is a big "well F*#$ you!" (though sometimes that can be fun, too).

Video games. I am addicted to certain games. I love RPGs and survival horror but my current love child is online competitive first person shooters. ... and I'm GOOD at them. You would think my pride would first shine from my education, but really it doesn't. I paid for my education, I didn't pay to be good at video games. (GEEEEEK-EEEE)

The dilated, childlike wonder in my eyes has faded to a piercing scrutiny of cold blue.

I'm a cut up, but lil things piss me off (like stupid people).

I love Henry Miller so... Tropic of Cancer/Capricorn I still need to finish Anne Rices Mayfair Witch Trilogy - I absolutely loved Memnoch the Devil

I have too many favorite movies to list top ones so I'll pick some from various genres: 300, Ameile, Sleepy Hollow, Grudge 2, Dawn of the Dead (remake), Monty Python's Holy Grail, Grandma's Boy, etc.

My music tastes ranges. Honestly I think this was the summer of the 70s for me and though I never made it around to seeing damn Tom Petty or ZZTop, I did get to see Tool finally before summer began. Needless to say, my favorite band is Tool, with close second going to A Perfect Circle and Puscifer. You probably see a trend - I also enjoy the music stylings of Slipknot, Marilyn Manson-stop. I try to keep an open mind so I even dabble in movie soundtracks (this includes the score ones as well) and I find female vocalists irresistible (but that excludes most mainstream pop stars)... so Martina Topley-Bird and the like, I love you. :D Rap has its issues. I like some but I hate the idea of "thug-life" and find it extremely annoying. Why do people still sing (if you can call it that) about bitches and hos???

As far as food, I'm tired of the usual. Should probably start venturing out more. There's only so many sandwiches I can take. It's sad when I actually start craving salads.

A pulse (unless vampires do exist), my cigarettes, my friends and family, love and respect.

Existential dilemma, money, dating, but then who doesn't?

If you noticed at the top you will see that I put down bi as sexual preference. I'm not straight, gay, or bi. Nor am I an opportunist. My opinion concerning sexual orientation is this: Personally, gender does not matter in who I choose to love. (It just happens to be men more often. ... cause they're easy. And being a chick and getting turned down by a chick would just crush me. LOL)

Working or running errands... plotting what I shall do on Sundays.

I have a really high tolerance in person, but whenever I'm getting to know someone I'm looking for almost anything to dissuade me from liking them. I call it being cautious.

Someone asked me a couple of nights ago if you flip a coin 100 times and it lands on heads every time, what are the chances of it landing on tails the 101st time? I gave my answer and seen his point, but dating is far different than flipping coins. If men were the coins, I seriously would expect heads on the 101st time.

Message me, but don't give me any shit. Seriously. I'm not a cam whore, I don't enjoy sexual solicitations from strangers. Believe me, I'm no prude, but don't show me your junk or offer to show me your junk unless I'm holding up a dollar bill.