I can be reclusive, most people make me weary... I have experienced an awful lot of difficult, painful, or traumatic situations for my age. Many of them before the age of ten. Because of this, I act a lot older than my age. I am attracted to men significantly older than me because that's how old I feel. Sometimes people my age seem like preschool children to me.
Pansexual sapiophile is not a perfect description of me, but it is close. While a nice looking body is nice, it is one of the least important tributes to me. I don't care what your gender is, what you look like or how you dress. I care about the way you act and why. I don't care what we do together, I care about the way you make me feel. I am interested in your thoughts and feelings, not necessarily your intelligence and definitely not your level of education. Those things are relative because the most fundamental truths are inaccessible, I believe, and the world is nothing but a constantly changing state of human perception.
An educated person has pre-existing knowledge, an intelligent person can easily obtain new knowledge. I am not concerned with what you know, as much as how you apply the knowledge that you have.
I am attracted to emotional connections and characteristics, not ideas or material possessions. People who can still be calm and kind even when their whole world is crumbling. People who care for others even if they need care themselves, who encourage others even if they are discouraged.
Emotional maturity and fortitude is so much sexier that big muscles (which can sometimes be gross). For a lot of men vulnerability is a lot harder than brutishness, which is why I am attracted to that. For women emotional vulnerability is more socially acceptable, so I tend to be attracted to women with a lot more emotional control than usual.
Mental agility and strength are my some of my biggest turn ons. Also loyalty, selflessness, and perseverance.
*I WROTE THE DESCRIPTION BELOW 5 YEARS AGO*IT IS CUTE, BUT VAGUE...*TRY MY WEBSITE*
I believe I am legitimately different from most people. Normalcy makes me uncomfortable. Ignorance makes me irritable. . I am generally very restless, I often can't sleep at night... I love midnight antics. I spend a lot of time by myself, thinking. I'm a very independent person, I act much older than my age. I have been described as Laconic (which is a cool word). When I find someone I like, I don't easily tire of their company. Life is too short for games... but I have learned to play well. I sometimes I lie, even when I don't want to, so I like finding people who can tell when I'm lying. I am difficult to be around, in more ways than one but my personality is possibly one of the most addictive things you'll ever encounter.
I am an artist with intentions of changing societal perception on life and love for the better. I've got a lot going on and I am looking for the right people to be a part of it with me.