I am.

Autumn is always a time for endings and beginnings. The darkest phase of the year, with sunlight growing lesser and lesser every day. In these times, it is often hard to remember nature dies just to gain a way to bring new life.

I'm optimistic. I believe I'm here because I make a choice to be. I do that every day (though sometimes I forget). I'm quite sensitive: to the world, to people's moods and feelings, to their thoughts... I'm learning to be sensitive towards myself, too, but that's somewhat harder.

I love myself and many others. I'm polyamorous and quite happy with the lifestyle I've chosen.

Meditating, consciousness yoga, dancing in forests, talking mostly to trees (I started with butterflies at the age of seven) but sometimes some ascended masters and gods, too. Being in peace. Being with people I love.

I study philosophy, religion sciences and anthropology at the University of Helsinki. I'm a live-action role player, so if you find me doing a ritual somewhere, I could be acting. Not likely, though.

I follow my intuition and I get excited as easily as I forget my excitements. In my life, only a few things don't change constantly, and yet everything I love seems to change and grow with me.

One day I'd love to live with my loved ones and close friends on a farm, providing our maintenance through handicrafts, organic farming, spiritual and art courses etc. Being creative, helping others.

arts (drawing, painting) and long conversations about religion, spirituality, philosophy etc. Changing the parts I don't like in myself. Following my intuition. Spiritual awareness.

I smile a lot. I'm talkative and shy, extroverted and introverted. Many do notice my hair (long, curly and somewhere between blond and red), too.

I enjoy good fantasy books: The Song of Ice and Fire by George R. R. Martin, Lord of the Rings and Silmarillion by J. R. R. Tolkien and books written by Ursula K. Le Guin, Raymond Feist and Robin Hobb. Some partly history-based books have also gained my attention - especially the ones by Bernard Cornwell and Jan Guillou. Epic stories, battles between good and evil, psychology, philosophy, spirituality etc. Many poets, too - mostly arabic, chinese and japanese.

As a teenager I listened only heavy and metal, nowadays I concentrate mostly on beautiful and melodic music. Celtic and irish stuff, traditional music, psytrance and afro. Proge, folk, rock, classical, renaissance, trance and medieval.

Movies: Sin City, Lord of the Rings, Chicago, Schindler's List, The Gladiator, Stardust, Princess Mononoke, Johnny Depp -movies, countless documentaries (history and animals). Many, many others. My favorite tv series of all time is Battlestar Galactica (the newer one).

Asian and mexican food. Anything spicy, really. I love chocolate more than most. Olives, yum.

Ability to create
Love
Rhythm and chaos
The feeling of being connected to everything
Meditation
Change and stability

spirituality, human behavior, my behavior and my way of being in the world, magick, cultures, the universe, science, my studies, philosophy, religion... Well, I think a lot and I live quite a lot in my head.

In a party or get-together with people around me, in a weary cottage in the middle of a forest or at home with my loved one, a close friend or an enjoyable book.

you'd like to talk with me and get to know me better. I'd love to get to meet new, like-minded people.