I'm a fairly strange, sorta geeky, slightly off kilter, loud & foul mouthed chick who has a lot to give but is having the damnedest time finding someone that both sparks real, mutual interest and proves themselves worth it. Honestly I'm not looking for casual, I've been there, and I've done that, and I'm over it.
I have my ups and downs, and I can be a real handful- but I know I can be an awesome girlfriend and can make someone really happy. I just don't know who the hell that someone is yet.
Will I find them online? Part of me doesn't think so, but another part of me doesn't want to cut off the possibility cuz it doesn't seem to be happening IRL.
So, what *am* I looking for? Much could be said here and I'm a talker/sharer so I guess I'll go ahead :-P ... I'd like someone who doesn't think of themselves as an "average guy." Someone who is motivated and self assured but also knows that we're all a 'work in progress.' A guy with a strong sense of self (and a strong sense of style is ALWAYS a plus!). Someone with ambition (whether job related or artistic or whatever, I don't mean you have to have the best job, I mean you have to want to grow)- that i can support and cheer on towards their goals, and who will do the same for me (I always do "better" when someone else is 'in it' with me)A partner. Someone who loves to be the big spoon, but isn't adverse to switching it up on occasion. Someone who can learn to love my big fat mouth and continual insecurities while feeling comfortable sharing themselves and their quirks too. Someone i want to spoil. Someone to serenade me, no matter how embarrassed they may get. Someone who won't run when I sing to them while looking them right in the eye. Someone who knows what they want and isn't afraid to ask for it. Someone who respects and trusts. Someone with whom I share an undeniable chemistry...
Sorry, ladies, I'm not interested in pursuing another member of the fairer sex at this time.
I have been told that my openness about being somewhat "picky" or my focus on "spark" is intimidating. I don't mean for it to be, I just know that there are certain intangibles that exist and pretending to be able to define "chemistry" or even physical attraction is silly and presumptuous. But i *am* picky. and I *do* want spark. but I don't think I'm asking for too much- and when it presents itself I am gonna be all up on that shit. So please, send me a message- ask me something strange- see if we can start a convo and maybe more. I'm not in the habit of responding to just anything, but I'm ready to be challenged by the right person.