Its been several years since I last had a partner,though for a typical romantic Libra like me, it feels like a decade. A painful decade of lonelyness. I almost forget what it's like to have a partner. I miss what it's like to have a partner. I remember having a picnic with her at the beach (tacos from Taco Bell-lol). I remember swimming against the waves with her, walking along the shore with her, hand-in-hand,checking out the shells and the view of the ocean. I would have a box of chocolates mailed to her from Godiva. I had Valentines stuff mailed to her for Valentines Day. I remember we would sit on the couch and watch a movie together. Her being wrapped up in my arms and her head against my left shoulder. I would give her a nice kiss on her head once in a while throughout the movie. I was always there for her. I never cheated on her. With the way she treated me, how could I ever cheat on her? Why would I ever do such a thing? I always made sure she was sexually pleased. Whenever we had sex, I made damn sure she cum also (lol). I remember taking her to the pizzeria, taking her to the museum, among other places. I also remember that I would text her at the end of most nights. It would be a typical "sleep well,sweet dreams,darling" text message. She would call me or text me to check up on me sometimes. It never bothered me. It would always put a smile on my face because it showed me that she was thinking of me and still cared about me. I always cared about her. I was always there for her. I was never to busy to listen to her when she needed someone to talk to.
Unfortunately, she wasnt the person I thought she was. So here I am, single. Single for several years now. I had about 3 friends-with-benefits during these pass few years. But that's not what I'm after. I dont want just sex. I want companionship,partnership. Love.
"A woman would be lucky to have you,Sam. You're cute. And you're a very sweet guy.", several of my female friends would say. But when I ask THEM out (only a few of them I was interested in), they would give me some bullsh*texcuse about how they dont want to date anybody. Each of them currently has a boyfriend, by the way. I'm still friends with them because I understand that I'm just not their type (Lol). They wanted me as a friend and nothing more. There's been about four women who liked me but they weren't my type. So I understand.
Are you my type? Am I your type?
I'm the type of person who likes to hang out with friends,go to different places like theme parks, concerts,historical places, supposedly haunted places,the beach. I like doing things like drawing, helping people,the arts,music,hiking,camping,nature,fishing,survival stuff (yes, I'm a prepper),hunting,etc. I'm very open-minded and tolerant individual. I can get along with anyone regardless of religion,race,political beliefs,or sexual orientation. I judge people by how they act not how they dress. Many say I have a sense of humor and that I'm one of the nicest guys. I finally finished Massage Therapy school. Now I'm just studying to go take the state exam to become a Licensed Massage Therapist. Then from there I wanna study Reiki,Shiatsu,sports massage,etc.
On and off, I'm a paranormal investigator. Currently not active. I been a member of Space Coast Paranormal Society (Melbourne) for a year but unfortunately had to leave the group because I finally moved back to Deltona.
I'm interested in things having to do with spiritualism,divination, and magick. I'm not a christian. No, I dont "worship the devil". Now I usually keep this stuff to myself. I dont go out wearing pentagrams or what not. If you're an atheist,I'll still go out with you as long as we respect each others views.
SHOWS= RussiaToday (news channel), The Crow:Stairway to Heaven,Charmed,Xena,Hercules,Spongebob,old school Nickolodean shows,GhostHunters,Doomsday Preppers,Walking Dead,BeyondBelief:Fact or Fiction,Mythbusters,Dark shadows,Family Guy,Simpsons,those weird AdultSwim cartoons, Robot Chicken,The First 48,Conspiracy Theory with Jesse Ventura,Ghost Adventures, etc.
MOVIES= Action, Science fiction, Comedy, Drama, Documentary, Horror, Thriller, Erotic,etc.
MUSIC= Many types. Rockabilly, Psychobilly ,old-school punk , horrorpunk ,, Black Metal , Doom Metal , Death Metal , classic rock,Classical, Industrial, Techno , Dubstep , New age/ pagan /folk, old-school goth /post-punk, darkwave/ebm, Psychopathic Records (think ICP), horrorcore rap. Here's some band examples= Nekormantix,Horrorpops,Dead Kennedys,Black Flag,The Misfits,Rammstein,Dark Funeral,Burzum,Cradle of Filth,My Dying Bride,Candlemas,Black Sabbath,Led Zeppelin,The Police,Kiss,Ministry,NineInchNails,Marilyn Manson,Daft Punk,Darude,Skrillex,Deadmau5,Bauhaus,Sisters of Mercy,Death in June,The Smiths,Cruxshadows,Bella Morte,London After Midnight,King Gordy,Insane Clown Posse,Twiztid,Boondox,Blaze Ya Dead Homie,Kidcrusher,ABK,Axe Murder Boyz,etc.
BOOKS= political , Occult , Wicca , Fantasy, History , Horror , Erotic, Humor, Instructional, Mystery, Philosophy, Political , Religious, Science fiction, paranormal , spiritualism .
WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR IN A PARTNER/RELATIONSHIP=
I'm looking for a date with a woman between ages of 23 through 32 who is pretty (I'm not asking for a model),kind,caring,honest,romantic,FAITHFUL/LOYAL (just like me),respectful,responsible,etc. you know...a good,sweet woman. If I seem quite interesting to you, you're more than welcome to contact me, and we'll hangout, see what happens. I'm interested in long-term dating. Hopefully we'll end up becoming more than just friends. I only go out with a woman whom I share many interests in common with. If we're still not a match after we date, we can then just be friends or go our separate ways.
Ok, it's 2013, most women are bisexual (lol). So I'm gonna say this= if you're bisexual, it does not bother me. As long as I'm the ONLY MALE in your life. I dont cheat. I'm not that type of man. Also,I got a clean record. No felonies. No dirty background. And I have several ways of proving it.
If you wanna know more about me, please dont be shy and feel free to message me and ask me anything.