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Ambivisionary

33 M Fort Collins, CO

My Details

Last Online
Yesterday – 9:43pm
Orientation
Straight
Ethnicity
Height
6′ 0″ (1.83m)
Body Type
Thin
Diet
Mostly vegetarian
Smokes
Drinks
Socially
Drugs
Religion
Christianity
Sign
Libra, and it’s fun to think about
Education
Job
Income
Less than $20,000
Relationship Status
Single
Relationship Type
Offspring
Pets
Speaks
English

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My self-summary
Briefly.
Idealist/ Dreamer / seeker / ambivilant / musical / very concerned about the terrible things happening in the world / a bit scattered and distracted / passionate/ romantic / Christian - Episcopalian / spiritual / confused / enthusiastic about ideas / thinker / compassionate /

INTP personality type.

I want everything. Sometimes I think I should give everything up.

There's really so much to say, but it's hard to think of the right things. I'll get it out at some point.

I'm getting in shape again now that I have access to a gym at school.

I make friends easily with most people, but it's hard to find someone to really connect with.

I like music too much. I worry I might not be able to love someone as much as music, but really the best music to me is music that expresses love for someone, so I am looking for the person all the songs will be about - for me.

I want:

Someone who likes talking for hours and hours, from intellectual things to fun things.

Someone who is 'balanced' in some sense of the term: Compassionate, but also critical. Worldly and otherworldly. Confident and humble. Rational and emotional. Sensual, hedonistic, animalistic, but also loving, devoted, spiritual, principled. Maybe 'integrated' is a better term.

Someone who is inspired to innovate modern life.

If you are a Quaker or a Sufi, then I would love to at least chat with you, as I am learning some about these traditions and they are interesting to me.

I don't know if I believe that some people were 'meant to be' together. But I know what it is like to feel that way with someone, and I don't think I could settle for someone I don't feel that with.
What I’m doing with my life
I work in the music department at Barnes and Noble.

Starting my second year at a community college after ten years out of school. Taking music classes, logic, and Islamic history.

I often dream of finding a radical new lifestyle that will allow me to have all my dreams, but still significantly work for justice, peace and ending poverty. This usually involves living in a super tiny home. The world just seems full of abundance, I can't embrace self imposed poverty as the best solution to wealth disparity.
I’m really good at
Confusing myself.

Giving people the wrong impression.

Questioning things.

Surprising people.

Sometimes I record nice piano melodies.

If I have a few drinks I can usually get some good laughs out of people.

Back massages.

Things I'd have to prove to you.
The first things people usually notice about me
I'm a dork. I'm easy to talk to. Several girls have told me they didn't expect to like me at first, but when they really started getting to know me they became interested.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Music: Smashing Pumpkins, Lights, Shiny Toy Guns, Silversun Pickups, David Bowie, The Flaming Lips, Imogen Heap, Hanz Zimmer, Adele, Bjork, Counting Crows, Suzanne Vega, Mutemath, Amiee Mann, Loreena Mckennitt, Delerium, Leonard Cohen, The Sounds, CSS, Lights, Ronald Jenkees, ...

Books: 1984, WE, Brave New World, The Fountainhead, Phillip Dick stories. The meaning of Jesus: Two Visions. Love Poems by Pablo Naruda, The Book of Love by Rumi, Meeting Jesus again for the First Time, The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran. I like books about ideas, books that give me some sort of inspiration, or help me defend my truth.

Movies: Sci fi. American Beauty. Movies from P.K. Dick books (Blade Runner, Total Recall, Minority Report...), Before Sunrise,
District 9, "The Never Ending Story". Good Will Hunting.

Food: Asian... Thai, Chinese, Sushi (vegan). Indian. Middle Eastern. Most ethnic foods. Not steak and potatoes. Cheap and easy (Beans and Rice). I curry or stir fry is fun to cook with someone else.

TV: Firefly. Star Trek. Stargate Universe

TED TALKS IS MY NEW OBSESSION.

I'd like to start watching more documentaries. Universe, Guns Germs and Steel, for starters.
The six things I could never do without
I don't like to think about doing without. I used to do this all the time, "What if I were blind? What if I lost my sex organs?" Those questions just torture me. If it happens I'll deal with it then.

Here's one thing that comes to mind, though. I need space to think. If I'm at some social or family function for too long I start to feel crazy because there's often a lot I keep to myself and push under my awareness to keep myself hidden, and being alone helps me connect with who I am again.

Oh, also I'm pretty miserable if I don't get enough caffeine everyday.

All right I thought of a third thing worth mentioning... half way there: SLEEP. Oh, I hate not getting enough sleep. Though I do have some pretty crazy/ cool lucid dreams when I have trouble sleeping.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Everything. How to think more effectively. Religion/ G-d. Music. Sacred reality/ the life behind things. Who am I? The world. How to live a fullfilling life and still make the world better. Girls. Beauty. Sex. Revolution. How to make everything more efficient. How to be a good person. What is good and true and how to prove it. Suffering. Ecstacy. Love. Oppression. Freedom. Individuality. War. Sweatshops. Poverty. Conformity. Society/ pop culture. My idealistic visions. Enequality / Injustice. Coincidence. My future. The end of the world. Human potential. How to make time for things. What love really is. Am I good enough? How to harness the creative positive force surrounding us. How to buy affordable fair trade everything / Acceptance / grattitute. Desire. Self-esteem. Domination/ submition. Tyranny. What it means to be human / what it means to be divine. Liberation. My next step.
On a typical Friday night I am
Not sure there is a typical Friday for me.
I’m looking for
  • Girls who like guys
  • Ages 24–33
  • Located anywhere
  • Who are single
  • For new friends, long-term dating, short-term dating
You should message me if
You relate to the above.

You have a dream/ hobby you want to accomplish, but feel that you would have much more energy and enthusiasm for it if you found the right person to bring joy and pleasure to your life and to support and encourage you.

You are willing to hear random unfounded theories and can contribute to their development/ destruction.

If you want to make the world better.

If you are a seeker.

You have a good sense of humour... and can laugh at dumb things as well as witty things.

You like being adored and being told you are beautiful and sexy.

You don't want a 'normal' status quo life.

You have a balance of positive and negative. So many people on this thing seem so at ease with life... I'm a positive person in many ways, but I'm negative too and if you are put off by that we might have trouble connecting.

You won't be upset if I don't respond. It's really hard for me to find someone with the right things in common. Love is a very huge investment in my opinion and I just can't give it to anyone less than truly right for me. It's hard for me to back out of something once there's any sort of connection is made, so I avoid making connections unless I'm super confident about them.