My best friend gets a bang out of speculating what sort of girl I could end up with. She's of the opinion that I'll have to give up my superficiality (probably sage advice, but easier said than done), since the chances of someone finding me really attractive once they got to know me, and being highly attractive themselves, are pretty slim.
It's not that I'm unlikeable or think I'm unlikeable – plenty of girls seem to find me appealing and I’ve had a reasonable number of relationships and flings and whatnot, which have generally gone alright – I'm just unsure how to articulate what endears me to the people who like me. They seem to find me very interesting to talk to, but if you ask me what I did on any given day, I’ll rarely have an interesting answer.
I think some people in my life appreciate that I keep them guessing. Maybe they stick around out of morbid curiosity to see what will become of me.
Oh, and while I’m probably stranger than most people you meet, I’m way more normal than I’m making myself seem here.