I am crazy, loyal, and instinctual.
My Self-Summary
Self Summary...
I could give a deep relfective look at the self and what it means
to me. I could glossy myself up to meet the social standards and
all that or, I can tell the truth.
I'm a recent highschool graduate, average grades due to a work
ethic problem. I joined the military soon afterwards, got over some
of my issues such as my work ethic and lack thereof, and I have
been serving for about a year now.
I have some self confidence problems, having then a few great
things and then spent years inbetween doing nothing, so I tend to
underplay myself- or so i've been told.
I'm average build but I'm trying to work my body into a more
athletic shape- not muscle bound so much as cut.
I believe in true love and love at first sight. So I'm kinda hoping
that can extend to work with online buuut it may not. It's kinda up
in the air right now.
I'm loyal to a fault and will only leave someone after weeks of
agonizing over it and trying to work out the problem causing me to
leave. I hate abandonment and the feeling of someone being left
behind.
I'm a gamer, I enjoy
WoW,
DnD and Warhammer. I watch and read
fantasy and/or
sci-fi
books, movies
and
comics.
Sometimes...my logic is slightly off and I do thinks outside the
norm. It's part of who I am.
I just got out of a 6-month relationship and I'm feeling slightly
tender about it still- having to leave it of my own will and all.
What I’m doing with my life
I'm currently getting started. I just left my home and I'm
adjusting to the real world. I'm figuring out things and learning
how to survive on my own. All that good growing up stuff.
I'm in the military right now and will be for a while longer. Great
job security even though it has the chance of ending very suddenly
I’m really good at
Ummm... Blasphemy.
No, really. I'm good at figuring things out and looking outside the
box. Actually i've been doing that so long that I'm not a 100% sure
whats in the box. A dildo maybe? Bah, I have no idea. If it didn't
have lock on it, I'm sure I'd know.
Oh, also tangents and running with jokes. I'm really good at that
for some reason.
I'm also really good at being sarcastic and caring at the same
time. I may mock someone for one thing and follow it up with a deep
remark about my feelings towards them.
The first things people usually notice about me
My strangeness. You'll see if you meet/talk to me. I'm very
strange. Also my words sometimes slur when I talk too quickly. It's
so embarassing sometimes.
Also my eye change color depending on the level of light around me.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
[b]Books:[/b] So many books. All so good. Can't choose. Must not
type in quick sentences again. I like many types of books from Teen
Fiction to Adult Novels- not like that pervert- and Comics. Lord I
love novels with pictures in quick small chunks per month.
[b]Movies:[/b] Princess Bride, Princess Mononoke, The Labryinth,
Gandhi, Peaceful Warrior and Serenity. Also I enjoy T.V. shows like
Firefly and Dollhouse. (Someone out there just totally had to
google that)
[b]Music:[/b] I listen to many, many generas of music. According to
my itunes my main types are Punk, Alternative and Pop.
[b]Food:[/b] HOT WINGS!! *Drool* I love hot wings....
I mean, I'm not picky?
HOOOOOOOOT WINGS!!!!
The six things I could never do without
1) Procrastination...
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Life and all the religions.
I like thinking about theories and all how things might work, could
work, etc.
Just a tip, if you can't run with that then you're fucked. I'm
sorry but I really do want someone who can run with jokes and "what
ifs".
Also I sometimes just spend time unthinking. I think alot about
thinks too much, so sometimes I just sit back and enjoy not
thinking at all, be nice to have someone to tak my mind off things.
On a typical Friday night I am
Planning for my Saturday Warhammer game, Sleeping or Writing.
Also i'm more than likely reading some new webcomic or catching up
on a show I missed watching online.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
That I'm alive?
I swear I'm not a zombie.
Cause if I was a zombie why would I need a mate?
Unless I was a sexual zombie.
Which I'm not
>.>
No really, the most private thing I'll admit to here is that I used
to have a problem with lying. I know that sounds bad but I did lie
a lot before I joined the military. Not to hurt anyone but lie
would just kinda slip out. I'm really embarassed about it and
sometimes I fall back into old habits, but I am trying my best not
to lie anymore.
You should message me if
You're in the area and you're looking for a friend- hopefully a
boyfriend, but girls can hit me up to go shopping or w/e. Wow, that
sounds kinda airheaded of me.
If you're looking for someone who wants a long, meaningful
relationship and not a one-night stand.
However, and let my just underline this, if you cannot deal with
the idea of me being in the military and that I will be deployed
one day, don't bother. It's just too much drama and heartache to
deal with that and I can't anymore.