I feel like I am worker, artist and a scientist at the sametime. I do, and have tried many things and I got potentiality for some things, which I'm not doing constantly. I mostly wait an inspiration to come, if I want to present the best kind of performance. In real life I am calm, kind, understanding, patient and mentally strong. I'm not rushing for anything and I feel fine most of the time.

I have some expectations for a potential significant other, because I'm not here for the reason that I haven't had any contact with ladies. Mostly I just have been disappointed, because many women seem to have lack of goals in life and aren´t going nowhere. I also have had enough of the nutcase kind of girls, because I seem to have somekind of magnet for them and I hope you aren't the next one, if you decide to make a contact. If you want something from me, just ask. I don't feel shy for anykind of direct suggestions.

I am a platonic lover, which means, that I always love more the spirituality and knowledge, than someones physical body. This doesn't mean that I can't get the 'thing' on or that I'm a closet-gay. I still admire the beauty in things and in women, but that alone is not enough solid value for me to build up anything. Admiration too is not enough for a stable relationship with me, because I mostly demand respect and prefer, that my partner would want it too.

Even though I mostly wait an inspiration to come, before acting, I do something on a regular basis. I like working out physically, because otherwise my daily job with computers would wither me too early. I have tried some things in my life, but endurance orientated weight lifting would be the number one thing. I also try to eat food that is, at least somewhat healthy and low-carb diet has had the best effects on me. I have also done some music in the past, but lately changes in my life have affected negatively on my artistic sides. Still, sometimes I grab my guitar... at least in those times when I have drank a decent cup of coffee. I also like to read much and you can find some of the books in my profile, which have had the greatest influence in me - including some other cultural things too.

You may started to think that I'm too serious and too demanding person. Well, I have some standards and I hope you have them as well. I also hope you have some drive for wisdom and aren't afraid of deep and serious conversations.

This is my third profile that I have written. It's really challenging to write and text says only a fraction what I am. Hopefully, it's somewhat satisfactory to you.

I am learning and keep on going.

If you really like to know, just contact and ask me.

Eyes and gaze.

Books:
Dan Simmons(allmost everything), Philip K. Dick(about half), Sigmund Freud(everything), Carl Jung(everything), Hermann Hesse(some books), Socrates(Some texts), Immanuel Kant(Some texts), Friedrich Nietzsche(Some texts), Simone de Beauvoir(The second sex), Pentti Linkola(everything), Jean M Untinen-Auel(Clan of the cave bear), Frank Herbert(Dune trilogy), William Golding(Lord of the flies), J.R.R. Tolkien(almost everything), H.P. Lovecraft(almost everything), Margaret Weiss & Tracy Hickman(some books), Arturo-Perez Reverte(Ninth gate), Bret Easton Ellis(American Psycho)...

Movies:
David Lynch(Almost everything), Sergio Leone(Almost everything), Clint Eastwood(Some good stuff), Tim Burton(some good stuff), James Cameron(Some good stuff), Training day, Mad Max 2 - The road warrior, Blade Runner, Alien, The Prophecy, Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, Ninja Scroll, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest...

Comedy:
Triumph the Insult Comig Dog, Angry Video Game Nerd, Monty Python, Hurjat Jutut, Velipuolikuu...

Music:
Nine Inch Nails, The Cure, Satyricon, Death, Opeth, Ulver, Absu, Emperor, My Dying Bride, Turbonegro, Sielun Veljet, Boards of Canada, Aphex Twin, The Future Sound of London, Katatonia, Camel, The Doors, Pink Floyd, Bauhaus, Anathema, Cmx...

Computer/Video games:
Fallout 1 & 2, Baldur's Gate(child of bhaal series), Ultimate Underworld 1 & 2, Dune 2, Command and Conquer, Enemy Territory, Phantasy Star, Far Cry, Quake, Golden Axe, Super karts, Stunt Car Racing, Stunts, 4D-Sports boxing, NHL Hockey 94 & 95, Another World, Wizards & Warriors, Super Mario Bross 3, Miracle Warriors, Kenseiden, Alex Kidd in the miracle world, Punch Out, Super Punch Out, R-Type, Dragon Breed, Alone in the dark, Ecstatica, Star Control 2, Moonstone, Heroes of might and magic 2 & 3, Blood, Blackthorne, Bruce Lee, Warcraft 1, 2 & 3, Super Off Road, Prince of Persia(1990 & sands of time series), Civilization (1-4), Colonization, Jagged Alliance, Syndicate Wars, UFO - Enemy unknown...

Painters:
Gustave Doré, John Bauer, Kalervo Palsa, Salvador Dali, H. R. Giger...

being unable to adapt.

Thinking a lot. Many things.

Trying to spend tranquilic and relaxing times with good entertaiment(drink, food & arts)...

or

Sometimes going out with my friends and propably get myself in drunk.

I have been a naughty kid. I didn't hurt other people - well, in later teenage age some other boys maybe - but I was more like a mad scientist and I sometimes lost myself doing those experiments. It was sometimes more than just a child's play. ^_^

you believe there can be surprises and everything isn't so rational. The rest is up to you.