I'm a control person thet loves to step out of my mind, get carried away by passions and impulses. I dream of doing it more, but i hesitate to let myself go, because i need control to feel good.
- Devoted to make the world a slightly better place than it would be if I wasn't alive, and myself a better person, but at the same time want to live for the day, strive for independence, personal freedom, affirm passions and desires. A spiritual libertine (yes, it is a contradiction).
- Firm in refraining from the bad, but yearning to get down in it. Don't make plans for longer than a year, but know what my old age will be like.
- Sensitive and tough-minded. Empathic, and compassionate but likes to be slightly mean. Stubborn in pursuits, and always ready to change my mind. I know what i think but am never cocksure. A quiet listener that loves to speak lengthy about deeper matters. A social loner, happy, positive and melancholic.
Close friends tend to get surprised when they get to know sides they'd never though of me.
However, there are some things that are quite straightforward with me: I respect all people, but not all of their views. Shared political/ethical views are crucial for anyone getting close to me. I don't consume things with animal origin, they are not products. I am engaged and active in things that matters such as the environment, human and animal rights etc. I am spiritually openminded and I value that in others as well. I don't call myself atheist (although I must admit most my friends are), and I love getting into deep discussions about all these topics.