In the whole cosmic scheme of things I guess i'm chaotic good if this was a roleplaying game.
Do you know Resistance when you see it in your life? The Romans created the word "genius" to represent our an inner spirit that guides us in our lives. It doesn't have a religious connotation like we may think, the term spirit can be some sort of psychological motivation if you don't feel comfortable with spiritualism. Everyday we all avoid pursuing the will of our spirit and often this leads people to drug addiction or from running away from a job that needs to be done or thinking that what we really want to do with our lives is unrealistic and so we end up in shitty jobs that we have to numb ourselves to work everyday.