My life is finally taking a slow positive turn after a few years of nothing but negatives. I'm sort of anxious to try and ride this positive turn as long as i can and see how close to where i used to be i can get.

I'm just trying to better myself as a person, my life has taken some twists that weren't by my choosing, and those have led me to feel some ways that i don't want to ever feel again. I'm just trying to get out of it and better myself and move on. I'm currently using some inconsistent ways of getting money, and i'd much rather get back to an hourly/scheduled type job. The consulting and things i've been doing over the last while haven't been ideal, but they get me by. The upside to not having scheduled work on a consistent basis is that i get to have more of a social life with people than i otherwise might be able to. I'm also looking to just, try things i haven't done before. A lot of my life views have shifted in the last year and a little.

I'm good with computers, and i'm good with people and understanding them, and helping them get through things. I'm also good with numbers and statistics. And i'm good with music. I play drums. I was a Psychology minor in school, and am thinking of switching it to my major after i get to start going again.

They notice that i'm quiet and observant. Some people notice my height before anything else (for those that i've met who actually pay attention to that) others notice my shoes.

I don't read a particularly large amount to be honest. I'm just more entertained doing things that aren't reading. But i do read books that teach me things, or that i just find interesting. I've read a lot of books on Psychology, and a few New Age type books (styles of living, different ways to view life types of things), or books like Freakonomics.

As for movies, I'll watch almost any movie if it's with the right person/people. Horror movies are sort of...lackluster for me though. I mean, i'll watch them with someone if they want...but they just, don't amuse me at all compared to other genres. But if i had to pick a genre or two, i'd probably go with Action and Comedy (not stupid comedy like Napoleon Dynamite...ugh those bug me too...i don't want to feel like i'm losing IQ points while i watch something)

As for music, i sincerely enjoy almost all forms of music. It's been a big part of my life, and i've enjoyed the benefits of being a musician for years. Both in every day life (i listen to music differently than i did before i had any playing experience), conversationally being a musician gives me the ability to keep up in conversation about it with a larger spectrum of people, and because music is one of the best ways to just...feel things. There's songs about every topic possible, whether you're angry, sad, frustrated, feeling hopeless, depressed, on cloud 9, there's always songs that you can play to enhance or sometimes help remedy those feelings.

And as for food...i'm not picky about food at all really. There's a few things i just won't eat...but i don't really have a "i have to eat this food/type of food once a week or i'll be super cranky" type situation.

I'm not terribly dependent on things, so i'll answer this as six things i use most frequently: laptop, car, keys, wallet, phone...not sure on a sixth to be honest.

My past, and what i want my future to be. And how much it sucks that so much of what i want my future to be is made up of fragments of my past that are no longer obtainable. I also think a lot about just...things that come up from something during the day. A conversation i had with a stranger while at the grocery store, or...when i'm driving and stopped at a street light, sometimes i wonder where people are going. And if i'm turning left at a stop light, i think it's awesome when blinkers are in sync with adjacent cars. I don't know...i think constantly, what it's about varies though. Sort of at least.

Hanging out with friends playing cards. I also play a lot of pool, and i enjoy seeing movies. Sometimes i'm just at home hanging out. Friday nights don't necessarily mean anything special to me over any other night. I do stuff on any day of the week.

That all depends on how well i know whomever wants me to admit it.

you want to i guess, or if you have a question, or if something intrigued you and you want to know more, or just for the hell of it. more importantly however, you should message me because i probably wanted to message you after reading your profile...but was nervous.

Or...if you want to be super awesome...tell me why you are clicking "not interested" or why you don't message me.