I am a thinker, untraditional, and chill.
My Self-Summary
I'd just like to say something right here so I'll make myself clear
because I'm annoyed by blithering idiots. Don't message me if
you're not capable of intelligent conversation. Please don't waste
my time with disrespectful messages. I'm not interested in
douchebags and/or creepy dudes. And for the people that still don't
understand me: I DONT WANNA SHOW YOU MY TITS OR LOOK AT YOUR COCK
OR CYBER!
Yeah. And then to the actual matter at hand. Which was what? Me? Oh
c'mon, I don't like this part! Writing about myself.. Eww, this
feels so dirty. Well, I guess its mandatory to say something or I
wont get any..messages.
I have a hard time summarizing myself (don't seem to be the only
one here), mostly because I'm not a stable concept. I don't like to
label or constrict myself or other people for that matter. I don't
agree with the concept of finding something you agree with and
sticking to it through storm and rain, because I always want to
have the opportunity to reconsider things for myself with my own
brains. Life keeps
changing all the time so you can't expect for people and their
thoughts to stay the same, right?
I love good
conversation backed up by valid
arguments, I love to learn through experience, I love to act crazy
sometimes and I love to do whatever I feel like doing, despite the
common opinion and yes, even laws when I see no point in them. I'm
very laid back and liberal. I don't have a commitment to a certain
political stance but
anarchism has a lot of elements I
agree with. Most of all I believe in freedom, chaos, sense and
love.
What I’m doing with my life
I sing, write, rap, listen to music, draw, make jewelery, do
translations occasionally, read, sit around, use my senses,
laugh at stuff that
most would consider wrong, think, dance, party, do awkward hand
gestures like finger guns, smoke, walk, watch, fuck, experience,
paint, adore, feel, yoga, cook.
I’m really good at
rubbing backs, loving, singing songs, being a little selfish,
making food, galloping without a horse, over-analyzing, kissing,
dreaming, having child-like wonder and happiness for the little
things in life. And there's a lot more if you wanna come and find
out.
The first things people usually notice about me
Looks wise, probably my long hair, and the beauty mark on my chin,
and the inescapable booty/boobies-phenomenon I got going.
Personality? I'm not sure if I'm capable of such in depth
self-analysis (sorry, I'm biased), but it could be my
straight-forwardness and chill attitude.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Books and writers: Days of War, Nights of Love, Evrything from
Bukowski, Burroughs and Hunter S Thompson, Chomsky, Sinuhe Egyptian
by Mika Waltari, Irvine Welsh, Toni Morrison, Zadie Smith,
Freakonomics by Steven Levitt & Stephen J. Dubner, José
Saramago, Diary of a Genius by Salvador Dalí etc.
Movies: Mermaid In a Manhole, La Haine, Memento, Misery, The
Shawshank Redemption, Smoke, Lord Of War, Waking Life, Scarface,
Pulp Fiction, A Clockwork Orange, Chopper, Fear And Loathing In Las
Vegas, The Driver, American Psycho, Memento, Big Lebowski, Tomie,
Mulholland Drive, The Shining, Sideways, Sin City, Jackie Brown,
Fight Club, Donnie Darko, Reservoir Dogs, Carandiru, Parfyme
etc.
Music: Everything done with a passion, no matter the genre really.
I love music very much and need to listen to it a lot. If I for
some reason can't, you will notice that my mood will change to sad
or irritable quite quickly.
Food: All of the fresh Vegetarian goodness. I loove food. I love
experimenting with different tastes, colors, textures. Most of all
I love lavish breakfasts. OJ! Toast! Coffee! Pancakes! Porridge!
Cereal! Yoghurt! You name it, I'll eat it.
The six things I could never do without
Oxygen, water, food, shelter, people, singing. In that order. I'm
pretty imaginative and don't need a lot of fancy stuff to be
amused. I've been homeless, hungry and poor, so I know I could make
it through with very little if I had to.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
what the fuck is wrong with the world and what can I do about it.
Also; what the fuck is wrong with me and what can I do about it.
Then there's the usual lust factor: fiending for good sex or
something else delicious but rarely attainable.
On a typical Friday night I am
hammered or/and high,
talking, dancing and laughing with
friends. Or if I'm broke then I'll be at home sulking and spending
time in the internet watching something morally condemnable,
whistling from my window to people passing by and then hiding
before they see me, reading a good book or conjuring up some weird
art project of mine.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
Usually I'm pretty open about the things most people view as
private, but then there are some things that I don't like to talk
about to anyone. You really need to gain my trust to access that
kind of data. (But shh, I'll tell this only to you..My knees start
to shake really badly when I'm nervous. And then, when I can't stop
it, I also blush.)
You should message me if
you share some thoughts with me and think you have the wit and
confidence to handle me. I like to meet all kinds of people but I'd
REALLY like to meet someone to adventure with,
travel with, love with, talk with
and think with. A comrade, an equal partner, with whom I could
agree and agree to disagree with.
Or is this the last part where I'm supposed to convince you on what
a great person I am? I don't think I can do that! I'm somewhat
difficult person to read, both a hippie tree hugging peace monger
AND a misanthrope and I just want to do, see and experience more
than anyone ever could. If after this you're still interested, then
my god! You MUST message me! You just might be the one I'm looking
for..