I'm happy with my life for the most part. I have life long friends, exes who still like me and co-workers that want to work with me. I'm near the top of the food chain in my career and I have some things going on that have me excited. But I come home every night to empty and that's not what I want out of life.
I don't know that this will result in anything, but like the old adage says, you can't win if you don't enter.