BigBear1962
53 Tampa, FL
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My self-summary
You never found me. Now I am lost in my mind looking for answers without questions, searching for truths without reason, finding myself in the darkness waiting to see the light that is you.
Jock Commander

I am the result of a life that I alone lived, the fallout of the good and bad times embodied in my heart and soul, the lessons learned from mistakes and the joy of accomplishments done to the best of my ability. My past has influenced who I am today. I notice a lot of women calling this baggage but I call it life. If you do not want to know my past, then you will never know me. If you can not forgive my past, then I am not for you. I am no gift from god, you have to accept the good with the bad. There are gentleman left although you get bombarded with messages from the idiots. I am by no means special, have no material things to offer, live with my difficulties in this life but still dream of a day when I can say that I have everything I could have ever wanted. It is love, that is all. I am a gentleman and only offer you a great friendship, my heart, soul and my love and this is all I want from you, nothing else matters to me.

A Dream?
And out of the blue, it comes to you. What you have wanted and waited for. All that time spent searching seems to have come to an end. Now the inspiration you get will be frequent in every new day, your life takes a course of fulfillment, passion, happiness and the world around you is more beautiful. It is real and true, all you have to do is be you.
Jock Commander

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What I’m doing with my life
Searching for what I know is right and pure, always improving myself and learning, doing all that I can do physically to support myself (which can be very difficult for me).
I’m really good at
Writing, expressing my feelings.
The first things people usually notice about me
My voice, calming, soothing.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Ghost shows, Ancient Aliens, History Channel, Science Channel Discovery Channel, Classic rock, Heavy metal with good vocals, Italian foods
The six things I could never do without
Water, Air, Food, Companionship, Sense of Humor, Love
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Possible explanations for the unexplainable.
On a typical Friday night I am
Happy! Really, I don't have any routine for any night, I just see what entices me.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I can look intimidating a lot of the time but I am just a big teddy bear with a kind heart.
You should message me if
You are open to love fully. I have seen some women that have been hurt and built a wall around their hearts. I wonder what the hell they are doing on a dating site looking for love when they are not willing? I will not settle for being loved as just a friend, I want all of you, not just what you are willing to give. How will you grow otherwise?
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