You never found me. Now I am lost in my mind looking for answers
without questions, searching for truths without reason, finding
myself in the darkness waiting to see the light that is you.
I am the result of a life that I alone lived, the fallout of the
good and bad times embodied in my heart and soul, the lessons
learned from mistakes and the joy of accomplishments done to the
best of my ability. My past has influenced who I am today. I notice
a lot of women calling this baggage but I call it life. If you do
not want to know my past, then you will never know me. If you can
not forgive my past, then I am not for you. I am no gift from god,
you have to accept the good with the bad. There are gentleman left
although you get bombarded with messages from the idiots. I am by
no means special, have no material things to offer, live with my
difficulties in this life but still dream of a day when I can say
that I have everything I could have ever wanted. It is love, that
is all. I am a gentleman and only offer you a great friendship, my
heart, soul and my love and this is all I want from you, nothing
else matters to me.
And out of the blue, it comes to you. What you have wanted and
waited for. All that time spent searching seems to have come to an
end. Now the inspiration you get will be frequent in every new day,
your life takes a course of fulfillment, passion, happiness and the
world around you is more beautiful. It is real and true, all you
have to do is be you.
What I’m doing with my life
Searching for what I know is right and pure, always improving
myself and learning, doing all that I can do physically to support
myself (which can be very difficult for me).
I’m really good at
Writing, expressing my feelings.
The first things people usually notice about me
My voice, calming, soothing.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Ghost shows, Ancient Aliens, History Channel, Science Channel
Discovery Channel, Classic rock, Heavy metal with good vocals,
The six things I could never do without
Water, Air, Food, Companionship, Sense of Humor, Love
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Possible explanations for the unexplainable.
On a typical Friday night I am
Happy! Really, I don't have any routine for any night, I just see
what entices me.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I can look intimidating a lot of the time but I am just a big teddy
bear with a kind heart.
You should message me if
You are open to love fully. I have seen some women that have been
hurt and built a wall around their hearts. I wonder what the hell
they are doing on a dating site looking for love when they are not
willing? I will not settle for being loved as just a friend, I want
all of you, not just what you are willing to give. How will you