oh yeah im a big weirdo ;/ i want to know answers to a lot of questions but i never will. i always want detailed explanations of everything and i think about lots of crazy things all of the time and it makes my brain swirl. i'm always trying to figure things out and find deeper meanings in everything. i don't believe in coincidences. i think everything happens for a reason. i believe that everyone has the ability inside them to be a good person and i try to find that inherent goodness inside of everyone. i'm all about the karma so i try not be an asshole most of the time. theres always two sides of the spectrum though. yeah i'm also pretty loud and like to sing a lot and don't care if people are watching me...sorry. i'm really naive and trusting and that gets me into trouble a lot. i have a crazy theory that cats are aliens and we're their slaves. think about it...oh yeah i also have a crazy obesession with eyes and i draw them constantly. finally, the number 11 has proven to be the main source of insanity in my life....OR IS IT?

...trying to have as much fun as i can without killing myself or damaging my brain too much. I go to Temple University where im majoring in psychology because yeahhhh i have so many thoughts in my brain and i really have to know why they happen. yeah my insides are a bunch of colorful wires all tangled up and i cant untangle them. but i want to untangle them so bad ;/

doing laundry.

that i talk really fast ;/

My favorite book is by Ram Dass titled Be Here Now.

Movies--hedwig and the angry inch, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, lost in translation, napoleon dynamite, the royal tenenbaums, velvet goldmine, party monster, the lost boys, goonies, hook, the doom generation, bill and teds excellent adventure, donnie darko, the dark crystal, the nightmare before christmas, seven, all the lord of the rings movies, fight club, the shining, alice in wonderland, gummo, julien donkey boy, american psycho, dracula, quills, amelie, garden state, empire records

Music--squarepusher, happy hardcore, anabolic frolic, infected mushroom, thievery corporation, esquivel, portishead, massive attack, tricky, RJD2, daft punk, kid koala, freezepop, amon tobin, air, autechre, juan atkins, halou, the bionaut, cylob, hexstatic, the mars volta, bjork, the sneaker pimps, queen, the smiths, kosheen, mouse on mars, jefferson airplane, slowdive, frou frou, the shins, the avalanches, sage francis, bowery electric, delirium, zero 7, kid loco

foods---vegetarian <3

music, drawing utensils,(including colorful markers)drawing pad, books, at least one friend, something to alter my normal state of mind.

hahahahahahah stop! coincidences aren't real. i'm typing this at 4:44 in the morning. whyyyyyyyyy?

11:11 - or derivatives of these numbers - 111 and 11 - are digits that repeat in time - thus a metaphor for reality as patterns that repeat in time for us to experience. This can refer to the rise and fall of civilizations - our personal experiences and lessons - loops in time - whatever - they are cycles of time that create and recreate following the blueprint.

numbers are fucked up. oh its because of mdma, lsd, ketamine

probably doing the same shit that i do every friday. sorrrrrry.

ummmm i dont know!! i sleep with a stuffed animal?

lysergic acid diethylamide.