I prefer everything of meaning to be sincere, and everything without meaning to be entertaining.
Thinking about long term too much has curved my enthusiasm and motivation in regards to almost everything in my life. Which is something I've come to terms with and am willing to surrender to the correct person.
About myself and my passions? At an early age I thought learning an instrument would enrich my life, not make my perspective convoluted. Fast forward a couple years to college where I followed a white rabbit down a hole which emptied my pockets. What a waste of years I spent, yet, an immense lust for creating came as a result, and an understanding of who I am, my identity came from my expenses, my starvation made me content. I can be happy with very little. :) But I'd like to strive to be better than I am.
I currently teach English and music during the day, slowly awaiting my debt doom that will come forth from whatever piece of paper I pay for when I return to the nearest university. Then, I will be on to the next life goal that society pushes onto me until I'm sitting with a large gut and a Hawaiian T-shirt yelling about football because I have nothing else to be passionate about...lol