UPDATE: 9/15/09 - Well my search is over. I have found that one man on earth that could steal my heart. Funny thing is... he was right under my nose this whole time. He is my best friend and has been for close to a year now. I never dreamed to let my heart wish to be with him on the level we have decided to take this relationship. But it has longed for just that for a while now. He is Realguy4u on here. Everyone has told us we should be a couple for quite a while but he was determined to find a Jewish wife (hence the problem). And I only wanted for him what would make him happy.... but after MUCH thought over this past year he has decided I am the one that makes him happy and I'm the woman he could be happy with through the years and that I am the one that has his heart. I could not be happier.... I'm still here for friends.. and wish you all good luck in finding what the two of us have found.

I am a Ssbbw and seek someone that finds a Ssbbw attractive. I'm a tall pear shaped Ssbbw who is a passionate person. I love to laugh and I am happy with life and with the person I've become. I value my peaceful life and need to be in a calm and drama free home. I've done some ssbbw modeling and plan to do more in the future. I like to be admired because of my beauty and feel my size is PART of that beauty. I'm a loving person and want someone that can return the level of love that I give to them. He must be honest and faithful and loving.
What I am NOT looking for is a hook - up, one night stand, friends with benefits or any of the like. Sex is easy to find and is right around every corner. I want and deserve a loving relationship. I have just never been the casual sex type of person.... I feel it's LOVE that makes the love making wonderful. Don't get me wrong I love sex but I'd rather do with out than to lower my standards. I hope that clears things up for some of you.
I want my next relationship to be my last and to grow old with the man I love.
I love to kiss so a good kisser is a must

I feel I MUST add this and I'm sorry if it sounds a bit rude. But don't assume because I'm a Ssbbw that I am desperate and that I would just jump at the chance for ANY mans attention. Because nothing could be further from the truth. I value who I am. I am aware of my beauty. And I'm not going to settle for anyone less than the man I want to be with.
And be assured I AM NOT EASY! I am no prude by any stretch of the imagination NOR am I a tramp. I totally LOVE sex but only within the bonds of a relationship.

I'm on a quest to grow as a person. I'm learning to meditate and learning about the universal law of attraction. I love this period in my life and I am excited to see things change

Solving mysteries, making someone feel comfortable, I'm good with animals and children (always seem to be able to make babies and baby animals fall asleep). There are other things I'm good at but I think that would be best left a mystery... I wouldn't want to tell all my secrets, now would I?

Are my eyes. Most people just love my eyes. I'm told over and over again how beautiful they are. And I love to hear that of course since the EYES are the windows to the soul

Well, I don't know that I have a favorite book, and I love all types of music.

A few favorite movies would be Powder, City of Angels, Vampire movies, The Secret,TV Shows: Ghost hunters, Paranormal States and the like.

Favorite food, I'm not sure again... Anything my grandmother cooks but especially her Chicken Casserole

My Family
My best Friend (kinda fits in with family)
Love
Peace and Harmony in my home
Animals (even if not in my own home, I would like to at least pet others pets)
Passion

How to become rich. My next business adventure. I love being self employed. But I have not hit on that ONE thing that has made me rich, YET

At home, watching TV or on the computer. Or hanging out with my friend

Hmmmmmmmmmmm that's a strange question. Well, nothing really comes to mind. Ummm sometimes I drink out of the carton? I like sappy love songs and movies.

You are attracted to BBW's and would like to get to know me better. And if you are searching for someone interested in a long term relationship