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My self-summary
This is supposed to be a self-summary but the prompts proceeding this one summarize me even further so I'm just going to fill your brain with weird shit I think about.

I like to keep things simple...

but first, my tumblr probably represents me better than mere words:

That said, I am a genderless wanderer, seeker of knowledge and awe, driven by the understanding of social issues and the amelioration of the oppressed. I am fascinated by the human brain and the idea of consciousness. I am equally fascinated by the universe and its origins. Quantum mechanics excite my imagination. Though I have a very elementary understanding of it, the implications of quantum laws shatter everything we know about reality. We are merely the disabstractors in an illusion of our own limitations.

Music transcends my mind and embellishes every aspect of my life. I secretly want to completely devour music and pursue it thoroughly. I believe I am secretly achieving this goal.

I define my spirituality as a deep, meditative contemplation of the universe, its mysteries, and the transcendent effect it has on my mind. Supernatural phenomena are a tricky thing. I cannot say with absolute certainty whether or not ghosts, spirits, etc. exist, but with the idea of parallel universes becoming more accepted, and with the seemingly endless questions in modern science, I am convinced that there is a force that dances between the lines of our perception and another dimension.
What I’m doing with my life
Trying to escape the toxic social strata which pervades my every surrounding. Trying to feel like a living, breathing cretin, free from the confines of society.

I offered my body and mind to the educational mechanism referred to as UCLA. I think I survived, but a part of my soul was lost...for now I am reassuring myself that I am, indeed, a human being while I learn how to be selfsufficeint in an insufficient predicament.
I’m really good at
Words: putting words in strange arrangements, making up words, making words make sense of thoughts and making thoughts make sense of words; you know, whatever feels right.
Making your muscles ache (With excitement?!). But also massages. Anything I do with my hands, really.
Guesstimations and cartographic memorization. I am a map.
Awkward mannerisms.
Listening and sympathizing.
Not knowing what I'm doing on the guitar and making it sound like music.
Making you poop.
The first things people usually notice about me
distance and desperation
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Thunder and Roses, The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelas, Transgender Warriors, Watchmen, Jimmy Corrigan: The Smartest Kid on Earth, The Doors of Perception, Trainspotting, Maus, Sandman.

Stanely Kubrick, Danny Boyle, David Lynch, Alfonso Cuaron, Hayao Miyazaki, David Cronenberg.

uh. Jeff Goldblum. Uhhh. Disney trash. uhhhhhhhhhhhh.

A Place to Bury Strangers, Alcest, The Angelic Process, Burial, Crystal Castles, Enslaved, GERM, Grey Waters, Grimes, HEALTH, Holy Other, Liveride, The Protomen, Purity Ring, Ritualz, Sixth June, Slowdive, Summer of Haze, System of a Down, SZA, Vagina Vangi, Veils, Venetian Snares, Visions of Trees, White Ring, Wolves in the Throne Room, Zola Jesus.

Superjail!, Aeon Flux, Evangelion, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Tim and Eric, The Mighty Boosh, AHS, Breaking Bad.

vision box interactions.
majora's mask...silent hillzzz...2...eternal darkness.

art peeps.
zdzislaw beksinski, kathe kollwitz, max ernst, salvidor dali, francisco goya, caspar david friedrich, hans bellmer, ellen von unwerth, william blake, gustav klimt
The six things I could never do without
The sound of lacerating flesh. The scent of desperate memories. Uninhibited thought, action and sensation. Death.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
I'm constantly psychoanalyzing people and figuring out why they behave the way they do. I enjoy delving into your perspective and tearing out your passions so I can consume them, bereft of inhibition.

I think about reality and feeling as real as possible with people. I think about unreality and living in an illusion. I think about the fucking universe--the forces that sculpted our speckle of dirt. The ejaculation, conception, and evolution of things induced by the collapse of immense spherical spectacles of hydrogen and helium.

I don't like trying to define, prove, or disprove any idea of God, but our absence of understanding why and how things work should not be given a singular conclusion. Morality will always vary through space and time and humans will always miscommunicate their intentions to one another. Our basic instinct is to survive and reproduce. Survival is knowing that equlaity creates a greater happiness and happiness survives longer than anger, sadness, jealousy, greed, pain, suffering, ignorance, vengeance and fear.

The more courage there is in love the less fear there is in acceptance.
On a typical Friday night I am
Smoking weedz.

Exploring putrid suburbs; trying to find that endless pit on the outskirts of town filled with the deepest, most wretched undertakings of the general populace so I can expose it to the blind, impoverished, and brainwashed victims of society who cling desperately to their last remaining vestige of humanity.

Dancing with the occvlt; becoming a witch and having orgy's in a forest.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
i am selfless to a fault; i push myself to make others happy rather than ever focusing on myself. lucky you. one day i hope to invoke value into who i am, but i haven't really found myself yet. my life is too deprived for me to be content with anything. my passions are too vast for me to be decisive on a set path. i lack determination because i've never really had anything to be determined for...except for other people.
You should message me if
You like to get weird and deep.

You have an open heart and mind.

You can teach me alchemy.