Not trying to take anything from anyone , willing to give my self and my time and reciprocate . I keep the world at an arms length for the most part . I observe and have insights. Im quite and private .Im suspicious and cynical .I'm hopeful and careful .Im surprised sometimes at how what i say and what other think I mean is so disconnected . Its rare find someone I connect with so I really appreciate it when I do.
At my core I am the same person I was as a child , just more refined and conditioned for the world . I have been shaped by friends , family girlfriends, teachers and our society . I try to live as if the people I love and respect the most are beside me at all time. I'm trying to live a good and simple life . I am a mellow and calm presence . I wish everybody happiness.
Romantically i 'm thinking long- term in affairs of the heart. The no - show Romeo has to go. I need a partner with whom i can build a future , not just an occasional bedroom buddy. While it may be tough to tear my self away from dead - sexy dude .