i figured i'd give this a try since i really have a poor approach to meeting chicks, girls, women, etc. in public. a little one on one small talk, exchange messages, text, whatever would kind of ease my nerves from a total mental breakdown. i'm not saying i'm a nutso or crazy or anything. also it's been a long while on my behalf in partaking of the dating game. kind of leads us back to the fail in the beginning right? right. i just picture that girl who just doesn't care and wants to just stay in regardless, until we want to do something. haha.
but honestly for the most part i'm laid back, spontaneous, and not easily offended because ain't nobody got time for that. and when i mean spontaneous its usually friends or family that i'm willing to throw shit out the window and just go out. i really don't have many friends outside my circle too but family will always do for me. however those that i hold dear and cherish i'll always remain loyal to.
i'm a loving uncle, even though the brats think i'm mean to them. lol. kids are great and hilarious. hope to have some one day. no fear with diapers and feeding time. i've practically helped raised some of them.
a dork at heart, i love to watch cartoons, anime, movies, and play video games. guilty pleasure movies are sometimes a favorite because it feels oh so good because of how bad it is. i like to keep up with game industry news simply for my love of games and also i don't want to waste my money :) on stupid horrible video games (rhiiight). i mean i'm picky with what i play cause it'll be a classic and collection in my book. i don't always buy a new game every single time it comes out or being presented. so you can say i'm kind of frugal at the same time. if you're willing to dork out with me then hell let's do it. can't be that scary. :-/
at the same time i'm also in tune with exploring mother nature. that goes with camping, boating, hiking, and fishing. i've hiked a few mountains in the adirondacks (i think: counting 6) and hope to conquer some more. it's been awhile, but hey if you're up for it let me know. can call it a weekend thing with camping and hiking. i love fishing that's for sure. i can go all day without catching jack shit or just a little bite and still be satisfied. that would drive some people into madness. lol. if successful then i guess i'll be having some sushi.
i've been trying to get back into shape too for quite some time and it's feeling great. Cannot see the results, sure as hell can feel it though. this will be my second time doing it because i got too comfortable with the massive weight lost the first time. i plateaued and the weight rebounded. hoping to keep it all off this time around. i have proof on my facebook but i know you wouldn't bother. started in September (2013) and down 60lbs as of today 205lbs (FEB. 23, 2013) great success. i follow a strict regiment with the dieting i did my first time and it works like a charm. i try to be a health freak with calorie counting and specific healthy food choices but its so hard when i love food too. oh the sacrifices :(.
i'll keep you girls posted with my figure once a month. ;)
if you've gotten this far i'm proud of you. lol.
i know you ladies are probably thinking man up or be a man. i know, i got to get my shit straight. eventually. or you can be the girl that can help me do it. not feeling a lot of love so often but hey what do you know.