...I thought I'd vent a little.

So my semester is done on Thursday! I am so excited for that fact, and also extremely stressed by the amount of work due in such a short period of time. Really, I may not make it to Thursday.

In the love life department, I'm in SUCH a romantic mood! This is not good because I'm too busy for such a thing! I log in here and hope that I have messages. I read them, and even like some of them, but don't have time to respond. When I do respond, I get responses back, and THEN I don't have time to respond and people think that I'm ignoring them! Also, I am going home (to VT) on Friday and not coming back until the end of January. Why talk to anyone new? I can't meet them for over a month! And I already had to take an OkC break this semester, what makes me think I'll be any less busy NEXT semester when I'm taking FIVE classes????

*sigh*

In other news it's snowing. My first reaction was EW! because snow in NYC is actual gray slush. But it was actually really pretty and as I was walking through it I wanted so badly to have someone there with me. It's so hard to explain the way I am romantic and at the same time don't want commitment. I guess I'm just extremely able to live in the moment. I enjoy "playing pretend." When I'm with someone, I'm with them. I can have actual feelings for them. But at the same time, I want my freedom right now. I know at least one person understands...

Well, I should be doing my massive amounts of work instead of writing this. It was fun though. I used to have a livejournal. Maybe I should invest in one again. Documenting life can be so interesting to look back on...

Nichole

So apparently I need to add a "long" post to my journal to up the percentage that this website "knows" me. ...I'm down.

Soooo...life. I'm sick, (Thanks Mom.) but it's just the sniffles. Still, work will suck this week. Luckily it's my last week! Yay! I am heading back to NYC for school in two weeks and I am super excited. I didn't really use this site to date during the summer. I'm a little squeamish about meeting people in person who I have initially met online. Buuuuuut, I'm thinking that maybe I could actually maybe perhaps possibly give it a try this fall. ...hypothetically. I want to try to "date" without doing that whole "boyfriend" thing. I want to go on dates. Even bad ones. I grew up in a small town, so I never really did dates. If you kissed a boy, he was your boyfriend. BLAH. I like kissing boys - not so much the having of boyfriends. Okay, that's a lie. I like boyfriends, but I want dates first.

Wow, I'm a liiiiiiittle tired. (Wow, "little" looks really dumb when you write it all drawn out like that.) (Even though I'm going to be an English teacher, I'm a big fan of informal writing sounding like I would sound if I were speaking.) (Even if it ends up looking really dumb.) (But as long as general spelling and grammar rules are obeyed.)

Seriously, the tired thing? Yeah, it's time for bed. I get up at 5am for work, so it's past my bedtime. I hope this post is "long" enough for OkCupid to analyze.

Love to all you strangers who may read this ramble,
Nichole