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- Asian, Middle Eastern, Black, Native American, Indian, Pacific Islander, Hispanic / Latin, White, Other
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- Body type
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- Other, and laughing about it
- Virgo, and it’s fun to think about
- Graduated from two-year college
- Less than $20,000
- Mostly non-monogamous
- Doesn’t have kids, but wants them
- English (Fluently), Spanish (Okay), German (Poorly), French (Poorly), Japanese (Poorly)
I am doing what I feel, I don't know what the future holds, only glimpses of possibilities, but I like it when things happen naturally.~
I don't "date". Dating is as I understand it: "Getting to know someone with the intention of forming a current or future romantic relationship with them." I think dating is unrealistic.
I'm open to possibilities and I love fantasizing, but what ever happens, happens, and what ever doesn't happen, doesn't happen. I think its' far more realistic to be friends with someone for years and then have that friendship naturally progress into being lovers. In a way, to me, being lovers is sort of the "evolved" form of a friendship. You're still friends and you still do all the things you did before as friends, but now it's more...
When you think of me try to think of a man who likes to sing and dance to express his feelings, who can change his perspective of the world around him at any time to the extent where others often wonder what it is that I see that they don't, who often tries to get others to see the beauty and wonder all around in life, who almost constantly dreams about love, likes cartoons, loves Disney, and who likes happy endings, but appreciates a wonderful story.~
I have loved many: each love unique, each love not fading. I like being open to the possibilities of any thing.~
I am looking for someone to develop with me, grow with me, change with me, someone who appreciates me as much as I appreciate every thing in this life. I am looking for an equal: someone who tries to be strong for me when I need them as I do for them, someone who cares about me as I do them, and someone who cares for themselves to care for me as I do for them.~
Every thing I have just said is what a friend is to me.~
A lover or many lovers who will gladly stay with me forever and who will love every part of me as I do of them is what I want the most.~ Among these kinds of relationships there is complete honesty, comfort, and respect: thus there is no "personal space" and no "privacy".~ My ideal lover(s) would always be by my side including sleeping together naked and always cuddling with me without ever any discomfort at all.~
I'm usually cruel for a reason if I am ever cruel and if that reason isn't clear to you then please tell me. There is no understanding without communication. I do not ignore people, I reply to every message, I have no enemies in my own perspective, and I try not to judge others by my own way of life as it is my way of life.~
My profile is very long compared to many other people on this website.~
I like to talk, I often send messages in paragraphs, and I very much enjoy it when those whom I am talking to talk to me as much and in the same way as I do with them.~
I am usually literal; common metaphors, sarcasm, and slang are not things I usually use to talk at all and if I do I often do so jokingly in which case I often tell you that I am joking.~
Concepts such as societal rules, not actual laws, and shame I find silly, I some times still feel embarrassment, and you may or may not read some thing on my profile that you could find very powerful and/or disturbing.~
I am every thing, I am sadness, I am happiness, I am anger, I am madness, I am insanity, I am ultra mindedness, I am you, I am me, I am we, I can see all the possibilities of all worlds as the universes collide simultaneously onto my mind, I am many, I am one, I am nothing but I must be something for who will pour the tea?~ I might or might not be what you want me to be or what you don't want me to be, I am what I choose to be.~
No alcohol, no smoking, no drugs, and no sex without love.~ These all can be dangerous, poisonous even, and used to distract the self from dealing with personal problems.~
Commitment, Honesty, Responsibility, and Love, these are the words I live by.~
Commitment: I never give up: that means being patient and willing to try.~
Honesty: I am honest and direct with myself and with others with no holding back but also considering other people and handling things with care.~
Responsibility: I am responsible for myself including my own emotions, actions, non-actions, etc., I keep my word, I am a better person, friend, lover, etc. by caring for myself but still being open to help from others, and not claiming the responsibility is for others to bear.~
Love: I am compassionate, kind, nurturing, I help without expecting any thing in return, and I truly appreciate every thing: this means I love and find joy in just existing for example.~ ^_^
Appreciate Everything: I am grateful for everything, including the understanding that without sadness happiness would not be known, this is to see everything with a wider vision and often a more joyful outlook.~
Get Fit: I explore what is possible with great effort physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and I thrive from this.~
Stay Healthy: I try to listen to and care for all parts of myself such as my body, mind, heart, and soul, and when I do I feel better and I do prosper.~
I am going to celebrate everyday of my life!~ ^_^
My love is eternal, my friendship everlasting.~
Life is ridiculous, I will enjoy every moment of it, and I hope to die with a smile on my face!~ ^_^
I'm like a river in the wind, I'm always changing, always moving, always dancing, always singing, always free, for me there is always something wonderful in this life to smile about, I love everyone, I value freedom, I respect everything, and I advise you to make every moment count!~
Natural Human body with out clothing? beautiful~, sexual activities? awesome!~, sex with me?~ now hold on, that's not something I do casually to me sex is a very personal intimate thing with love, into Cosplay?~ sign me up!~, an alien or other such creature from another planet or other place?~ awesome and attractive!~, into romance things with happy endings?~ adorable~ I love that stuff, the only things not ok with me are extreme serious violence, intolerance, cruelty, and unwillingness to try new things.~
I’m basically a crazy mix of everything.~ I am kind, a wild animal, country man, mad scientist, etc..~ Cool and collected to hot and passionate~ Even I don’t know what will I turn into at a snap’s notice and I love it!~ ;) I practically gush when it comes to matters of love, and I am a spontaneous, fun-loving, strange, weird, gentle, kind, loving, and dreaming person.~
I love things with stains, stitches, and rips in them it makes them feel worn-in, used, and lived-in like they have a history!~
This all feels way to structured and sensible when I am anything but!~ I would rather strike up a random conversation then have no idea what to say next, than come off as structured and sane!~ o.O but then again it depends on my mood, I wrote this a while ago and now I'm looking back on it it seems so structured and stable!!~ so I'm going to add random little things in-between the paragraphs!~ ;p ^.^ Hi, I'm Mike but you can call me Bliss.~
My parents named me Christopher Michael Gallardo Jr. and I chose the name Starlight Bliss Rainbow.~ I believe you can respect the name your parents gave you, but when you get to a certain point in your life you can choose your own name like in many Native American cultures.~
I'm flighty in the literal sense, meaning I would be gliding if I had wings!~ ^.^ I am free-spirited and magical as I really do believe in magic.~ I find everything in life wonderous.~ I'm often very optimistic and I'm very sensitive/caring/loving, although try not be fooled by my appearance, I am tough both mentally and physically.~ I love to play video games, dance, music, read, eat, and cook to!
I'm a very creative person. I love all forms of artistic expression and I see all art as beautiful. I love all diverse things and colors therefore rainbows and multiple colors together at the same time in the same place are some of my favorite things!~ ^_^
I like adding more and more chapters (paragraphs) to my online book (my profile) as you can see!~ ^.^
I am afraid some times to jump into any thing, but I do any ways as I am a crazy mix of cautious and reckless insanity! I love weird, fantastic, things! I love anime, cartoons, weird tv shows, and fantasy movies/shows/games.~
I follow my heart and listen to my feelings, so if I do something that doesn't make any sense it's because I'm following my feelings.~ :)
I will be your light.~
Some times I wake up and I'm sad and there's no reason that I know of behind it. Some times I don't even want to get out of bed. Some times I just break-down and cry in the shower for a long time.
Things that are usually fun no longer make me happy, I start to see there is no point to any thing anymore, there is no reason for any thing, if there's any thing I don't like about my current life that's all there is, I forget the joy of just being alive, I forget the wonders of this world, I forget I have a family that cares about me and loves me, I forget there are great and wonderful people in this world, I forget there are people here who are nice to me and who care about me.
As a teenager I tried to kill myself 3 times and each time I would have succeeded if the circumstances out of my control had been different. I am grateful that they weren't and I am alive today.
I don't want to kill myself any more, but there have been times when I've taken very risky odds such as eating Poison Oak.
I think that's why I am the way that I am now and that I chose the name Starlight: because I choose to be. I want to be the starlight in people's lives, I want to be their light that they can see in the darkness, I want to bring them hope, I want to show them how much joy they can feel by seeing all the joy and wonder in life, I want to encourage them to hope, to dream, and to imagine and that all their hopes and dreams can become true if they believe in themselves the way that I believe in them,
I want to show them that there is some one here who cares about them and that's me, I want to show them that they are never alone, I want to show them that even when every one else abandons you: I will never abandon you, I will never give up on you, I will never wash my hands of you, I will be there for you through it all, I will cry with you, I will hold you and tell you every thing's going to be all right, because I think at some point in every one's lives they need some one like that to be there for them and I want to be that person.
I think that people see me and they don't think about what it takes to be kind, loving, loyal, and caring. I think they might look at me and think, "This guy is so happy-go-lucky, nothing bothers him.", but they would be wrong.
I am Human: I laugh, I cry, and I bleed to. I am not always happy, I am not always sad, I am not always angry, I am different at different times. There's a price, a toll that being compassionate, caring, and giving my all to every one takes from me. I believe love is infinite, but Humans don't seem to be.
There are times when I don't want to give any more, I want to receive what I've been giving, I don't want to hate them, I don't want to love them, I don't want to pretend to be happy for them any more, I don't want to feel any thing for them any more, I don't want to care about them any more, I don't want to be any thing for them any more, I don't want to feel any thing any more.
I become sick and disgusted with Humanity. I see them as selfish, greedy, and cruel. I forget there are Humans out there who are not like that. They demand so much and they give so little. I long for the company of my family who love me and give to me unconditionally. I long for the company of non-Humans, because they are so simple: I give them and they give back: stroke a Cat gently and it will stroke you gently with its' body. I wonder why Humans won't be more like that, I know that they can be. But I know the reason why they're not, it's fear: they're afraid to be hurt, maybe because they've been hurt before. I know exactly how that feels.
I am thankful that these times do not last very long. I begin to remember what it feels like again to care for people and to be there for them. I remember the joy I feel for all and the wonder I find in all of this world.
For me, working to get money to buy things to live is not being independent.~ I believe strongly that being able to completely take care of myself is being truly independent.~ This is extremely important to me and being able to survive any where starting with just my completely naked self is my goal.~ I want this stronger base to start from and then work my way up to more advanced technology.~
Friends, Pets, and Children
I really want to create and raise children one day: the thought alone makes my heart swell with joy!~ ^_^ I just love children so much, because they tend to be honest and some of them don't mind hugging and will cling on to me like a small monkey and I love that!~ :) How ever, I want to be the kind of person that can go out into the wild with my bare hands and not just live but thrive before I become a father ideally.~
I don't believe in telling your kids what to believe, instead you let them find out what they believe, what they like, and how they want to live their lives.~ Instead you love them and you nurture them trying to guide them to teach them that all life has value that is determined by each person from the most giant of trees to the smallest of ants, the danger of some emotions like how they can some times be poison, that violence and hate often form into a never-ending cycle that benefits no one, and that bigotry and intolerance just hold us back from enjoying life!~ :)
I do not like it when people try to force their will on other people.~ To me all creatures are people and individually are persons.~ All is equal and has neither more nor less value or meaning, only the meaning or value you give, not "you" as a "Human being", but "you" as who ever and what ever you are.~
This is why I dislike how many people think of and treat "pets".~ Would I mind the idea of a creature coming to me and us developing a bond of friendship? No, I would not mind that.~ I treat my friends with respect, I do not put them in cages nor leashes, I do not place myself in a hierarchy above them under any circumstances, and any one may be my friend Human or otherwise.~
Precious children dancing in the fields of pixies through nurturing and love they may bloom like flowers, through neglect and forget they may turn sour, who can say who can be? The duality of everything in existence it not be. So simple as 'either' 'or', no, a tidal wave of life crescendos into a symphony of possibility.~ Possibilities beating into the veins of the heart of nature.~
Children can be protected and nurtured, but eventually all children, regardless of what kind of creature they are, grow up. All creatures, especially when they reach adulthood, may come and go as they please and make their own decisions, regardless of what kind of creature they are.~
As much as I love creatures like dogs and cats, I can not bring myself to "keep them" as adults as every part of me is screaming not to.~ I will raise creatures to adults, but I will raise them to be more independent of me as they get older until they are completely able to take care of themselves as adults as I believe this is what being a parent who truly cares about their child's happiness will do.~
I will never tell them where they can or can't go and I will never treat them like property without any rights of their own .~ For just because they are different than me, does not make me better than them.~ I think we could all learn a lesson from that.~
Labels, Sexuality, and Gender
I am me and I like what I like, if you want to know more about me then please ask. I do not place labels on anything. Whether you place labels on people or not, things will probably at times become complicated. I would prefer to learn about an individual and their preferences rather than to assume to know everything about them based on the labels they claim to be.
I'm not any label, my sexuality is purposely undefined.~ I find who someone is attractive as a whole, what ever characteristics they may have are unique beautiful details that I love and appreciate about them.~ ^_^
I don't believe in the concept of "gender", "sex" is some thing physical and there are more than just "two" sexes, my sex is male as far as I can tell and I am not sure if I can produce children as I have never tested it, but not all characteristics are exclusive to different sexes such as nipples that can produce milk in any sex.~ I treat people how they want to be treated and how I feel about them, regardless of any rules or expectations any society has for them.~
My sexual drive is very strong, I am a very physically in-tune person, and I can be sexually aroused by almost any thing (except for things like vomit, feces, cutting, killing, etc.), but I also will not be sexually intimate with some one without love because I do not "separate" parts of myself: every thing that I am and do is connected, I do not hold back, and I am always open to possibilities so no love, no sex.~ ^_^
Equality and Respect
Everything and everyone are completely equal and everything is diverse and beautiful in its' own way and before we decide on how to deal with others (whether they be of our own species or not) we could maybe consider things from their point of view.~
What I'm Attracted To
Let me get this straight: How old you are, how much you weigh, where you live, what language you speak, what other people think about you, what skin color you are, what species you are, or what you look like, what ever you are is ok with me. In fact, I find all these things fascinating. but what truly matters to me is the person, who and what you are are all a part of you I care for people because of all of who they are not just one part. Any aspects of a person I appreciate, love, and find beautiful, wonderful, and fascinating!~ ^_^
Love, Friendship, and Feelings for Other People
The way I understand feelings for other people is: just do what you feel.~
If you want to talk me, then go ahead any time.~ If you feel any thing, you can tell me about it.~ There is no 'wrong time' for me: truly any time any where in front of any one talk to me tell me how you're feeling pour your heart and soul out to me it's ok, I will wrap you in my arms if you want me to and love you forever even if we've just met.~ :) I'm not going to tell you to not be afraid, because it's OK to be afraid and to have emotion!~ Being afraid is often mixed together with excitement and both are a major part of life!~
I don't understand and comprehend Friendship as some thing to be maintained and in regular contact with. Do you ask the stream to stay to be your friend? Do you ask the wind not to dance away so that you may be friends? The stream and the wind may come and go as they please and I may or may not ever see them again but we will always be friends.
I believe love is infinite it can be shared with everyone and there are some people in love who want to share their lives together. Anything can happen at anytime.~
I love everyone and everything in their own unique beautiful ways and everything is just beautiful and wonderful!~
What's wonderful about love is that it can be so terrifying and wonderful at the same time.~
I'm a very sensitive, nurturing, caring, and inspiring person. I like to cuddle, hug, kiss (mostly non-mouth kisses to non-Humans so far), and I hope to one day hold hands with someone I love. Touch matters greatly to me as something very intimate. If you want to do something spontaneous like hold me or kiss me then go ahead, but I hope you are prepared for the consequences!~ :)
Hearts on wings of serenades of love.~
Emotions are always involved with me, everything always means something. Every touch, every kiss, every spark, every caress, every breath, every look, every smell, every taste, every embrace is charged and filled with emotion, feeling, and love.~
I just look at it this way love is love, no love is the same it is that simple.~ To me love is something wonderful you feel, where you go from there is up to you. I believe you can begin to love someone at any moment even if you're not aware of it, even before, during, or after you've already met. I will love everyone, I don't think you need a reason to love and I am going to love everyone regardless of what they have done or what kind of person they are!
No matter what, no matter how many years go by, no matter how long we go without seeing each other, no matter what happens, once I love someone I will always love them and I will always have room for them in my life no matter what for I see no reason just because you love someone to keep from loving others.~
I will never be "your's" and you will never be "mine", we are not possessions, we always free to be as we choose, we decide our lives and what love means to us.~
Go out there and love.~ Listen, I want you to know that I will love you if I feel it and once I do I will love you forever no matter what: I don't believe in the concept of ex-lovers for me personally and I will always love you and welcome you back into my life if you want to, but please don't be afraid to go out there and love.
If you feel something for someone, go ahead and explore those feelings: just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving everyone else and it doesn't mean you're not allowed to love anyone else, for every love is different and no love is the same as any other love and no love is greater or lesser than any other love for love can not be measured and every love is beautiful, unique, and wonderful.~
The unpredictability and wonderfulness of everything sounds awesomely adventurous.~ Keep in mind though, I can easily change any thing and nothing is a permanent plan.~ More like a spur of the moment whim.~ I could desire something in this moment, but I wouldn't mind if it never happened.~ I have no regrets, I am happy in this moment.~
This planet that we call Earth is a living breathing creature that we ride upon the back of, moving, growing, and changing. Size and consciousness is relative. Can you capture the wind in a bottle only for yourself? Can you steal the rays of the sun so that none but you may ever feel their warm caress? Can you stand like an ant on a dirt hill and claim that all you see before you is for you and for no others ever? Can you contain all the force of a river and declare yourself its' master?
Not for long. Wind will die in a bottle or escape, the rays of the sun will burn through, and water will only be delayed. Humans are the most amusing, like a child playing in the sand they create and shape everything their hearts desire and claim it as their own and no others' forever, only to see it crumble and slip in-between their fingers returning to what all once was.
I want to dance in forests!~ I want to taste the rain!~ Talk to plants, hug trees, kiss the air, I want to rip off all my clothes and run through the forests!~ I want to never wear shoes again, grow out all of my fur and claws and run on all fours!~ If you share my love for all of nature and passion for everything natural, then join me!~
Dancing along to the song of the forest and the beauty of life in the ocean of nature.~
I'm a peaceful person by nature. I love all things big, small, and even rocks and trees! I think of other animals as our equals, just as plants and rocks and everything are for everything has a soul, a heart, and is capable of having any thing else. Many if not all value freedom, and don't like to be caged, leashed or otherwise to do so is equal to slavery.~
I absolutely LOVE nature and everything about it! I could stare at a tree blowing in the wind with the sun shining on it for hours, or a pond of water that ripples with the sun creating fantastic lights and shapes for hours. I love to go camping.~
Me personally, I believe in the possibility of anything.~ I mean for that to be as vague and as exact sounding as it does.~ That anything can happen at any moment, and that the words: 'should' 'reality' 'sanity' and 'normal' are limiting in our ability to think of what could be possible.~
Things are only drugs if you make them drugs, something is not a drug in and of itself. If you come to rely and depend upon it and become addicted to it, THEN it becomes a drug. Anything can be a drug, even people.
Please don't do any thing to purposely damage and poison your own body, if you become a part of my life then it's only going to make me feel worse because I care about you.~ Smoking any thing cuts off oxygen to your brain suffocating your brain killing brain cells and the smoke you inhale travels to your lungs burning them damaging them.~
Alcohol is actually considered by your own body to be a poison and your body will try to clear it from your system: drinking alcohol trying to get a 'buzz' or 'drunk' or 'feel happy' is actually just you trying to drink alcohol faster than your body can heal itself from.~ Ironically in small amounts alcohol may actually benefit you, especially red wine with your heart health.~ However, alcohol can be highly addictive to many people and often there is a "slippery-slope" meaning if you start drinking small amounts before you know what you are doing you could be drinking dangerously large amounts.~
In too large amounts you are damaging your body with every drink of alcohol more than you are benefiting from it and eventually your liver will die from this.~ So please if you do drink alcohol, be careful and try to moderate yourself.~ I personally don't drink any alcohol at all, because I see no point in doing so.~ There are plenty of other ways to enjoy life than poisoning yourself and damaging your own body on purpose, please avoid doing these kinds of things to yourself.~
Imagination and Unique
I'm a lovely, crazy romantic person who would love to run on the beach barefoot and lay about on the beach with sunlight streaming over us as we watch and listen to the waves crash on the shore.
I spend a lot of time daydreaming about love, romance, tingly, fuzzy, warm wonderful feelings-kind-of-moments, those sort of things!~
I also spend a lot of time daydreaming about all kinds of weird mind-blowing, beyond your imagination kind of things often with romance throw into them.~
Sometimes I just sit back and dream up a whole world where I live in just for a little bit~
I love to dance in the rain! I believe in not limiting ourselves, instead of asking why? ask why not?! I have a crazy imagination that I absolutely love, I love being crazy and unconventional.
I get along with many people. I'm a very friendly person and I will often help you because I feel like it.
I am very in-tune with many things, I can see details and notice things more than many people, I can see colors more vibrantly than many people, I can sense emotions sometimes, and understand unspoken thoughts at times.~
My whole life I sometimes have dreams when I am sleeping and sometimes these dreams are visions that come true.~ As I grow my senses become stronger I begin to dream more while I am awake while my visions become truer and stronger.~
Every day, I’m scared of everything and at times I'm also excited to. I’m afraid to take another step, to be me is interesting and at times annoying. When I get nervous I tend to imagine scary things all around me, it gets worse the more nervous I am. Sometimes I feel like if don’t do some things, horrible things will happen: like touch that fork one more time, or with one step I just might step into a world of horribleness that might be right in front of me, or open and close that mustard cap one more time.
When I’m really nervous my mind will imagine a bunch of horrible things at once and I sometimes feel overwhelmed because I some times forget that I have the power to make my own reality but usually I remember, I take in and out deep breaths, and I remember. I like it when I am calmer and I am working to be better and I am working on this to lead to more healthy and better ways to deal with stress.~ :)
My mind has given me many insights and ways to see all worlds that I love but my mind is filled with so many possibilities sometimes that it's hard for me to control and I can become overwhelmed sometimes.~
This might appear to be behavior some would say is close to OCD or Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, but many people don't seem to understand because they seem to don't WANT to understand.~
I like being an honest person much of time, I am capable of lying and I have lied before, but when I do lie I really don't like the feeling I get as a result.~ However not telling the truth is not lying, stating something and claiming that it is true when one is certain that it is not is lying.~ These are simply truths based off of the definitions of these words.~ I am not a person who manipulates people frequently and plays 'mind-games' or at least I do not think that I do.~
I am a direct person: if I sense in some way that someone is upset I ask what is bothering them, if something that seems obvious to me is happening even if no one is saying anything about it I speak about it, I confront problems, I ask questions, and I put the effort into trying to solve problems even if they are difficult.~
I say sometimes, "Apathy is the worst disease." or "I care." I don't like it when people say, "I don't care." or "It doesn't matter." I care and everything matters to me.~
Sarcasm and humor are interesting things to me, I enjoy them, but in a non harsh way.~ I don't like being harsh to someone and laughing about it: that is cruel to me.~ I don't always understand sarcasm or metaphors, but I am learning.~ I often let people know if I am joking or being sarcastic.~
I say what's on my mind, even it's something simple: like I'll say, "Hi!~" and wave to you even if you're right in front of me and if I like something about you I'll tell you in some way.~ Subtly is nice, but I don't think I often recognize when someone is using it and I much rather prefer to be direct and honest.~
I'm fluent in English as it was the language I was raised speaking.
I speak a little bit of Spanish as many of my family speak it and I grew up with people around me speaking it, but I don't know much of it except how to insult some one 10 times with different words. I took German in high school, but never finished the class.
I watch a lot of anime and some times I watch anime in its' original language of Japanese with English subtitles, so I learned some Japanese from doing that.~ I also play many video games and one series I love is Assassin's Creed, so I started picking up some Italian from Assassin's Creed II. I also learned Parkour from watching and playing Assassin's Creed I through Brotherhood as they use real motion captured animations for all the games!~ ^_^
In college I took two classes in French and Spanish, but learning languages formally is some times harder than learning it informally, especially if you've overworked yourself by choosing to take too many classes at once.~ XD
I hope to learn about many languages and cultures in the future!~ :D
I would rather ride a bicycle, walk, run, swim, climb, jump, sail, anything other than drive a car or anything that runs or uses gasoline, coal or anything that pollutes the environment, plus such things tend to be overly expensive!~
I like to recycle, I instinctively pick up litter whenever where-ever I go, and I love cloth and mesh shopping bags! I also love learning about anything and everything!
I LOVE HAIR. I have even done research on hair just for fun!~ ^_^ Did you know that hair can grow to your shoulders in about 2 years, your waist in 5 years, and I was thinking by that logic to your feet in 10 years!~ ^_^ Isn't it GREAT?!~ I hope to grow out all my fur from my head and face forming a 'mane' down to the floor in the future.~ I love everything about hair, hair is so fun and wild, beautiful, awesome, and natural!~ (This is one of the reasons I love that song “Hair” by the Cowsills (one of my favorite songs).)
I love everything HAIR, I LOVE HAIRY women, I LOVE HAIRY men, I LOVE HAIRY CHEWBACCA, I even LOVE AFROS!~ and YES I am hairy like Chewbacca like a Wookie, I am furry ALL over and it is BEAUTIFUL, I LOVE MYSELF, I AM AN AWESOME SEXY TAN HAIRY MAN!~ You might want to all try loving yourselves, it’s great!~
I admire that concept of a hippie that is always calm, peaceful, loving, wearing rose-tinted glasses, and flowers in their hair~
People I Like
I like people who are always open to all possibilities, are honest, love to laugh, never separate parts of themselves like their emotions, and don't believe in the concept of shame.~
I like how every person is unique and how they age is part of their uniqueness.~
You can find me on other websites all by the name of ColorsWolf or EnigmaWolf.~
See my blog on Tumblr for a much deeper look into myself visually, sound-wise, etc. all uncensored!~ You can find explosions of color there, awesome pictures of things I like, my own personally constructed musical playlists, intellectual musings, and much more!~ If you really want to get to know me more, then visit my Tumblr Blog.~ My OkCupid Profile is the 'book' about me and my Tumblr Blog is the living breathing look into my mind.~
ColorsWolf's Tumblr Blog
I'm on Polyamory.com, it's a free forum website all about talking about polyamory and related things. You can find more of my collection of pictures on there. Here's a link to my profile on there, but you have to be a member to see it, registration is free.~
ColorsWolf's Polyamory Profile
Here is my profile on Skyrim Nexus where I upload my game creation content for the computer game The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim. I'm known as EnigmaWolf on there as I have had the account for much longer than others, before I started using the name ColorsWolf, check it out if you're into that kind of thing:
EnigmaWolf's Skyrim Nexus Game Content Creator Profile
I give my own life meaning, my accomplishments are defined by me, if I accomplish some thing, if I fail, if I struggle, what ever happens and what ever is is shaped and defined by me.
So far I have been a Library Volunteer, a U.S.A. Navy Recruit, and an AmeriCorps TCCC Volunteer. By choice and it just is my life is often unpredictable and adventurous, I go where ever feel and I do what ever I choose to, life is wonderfully curiously adventurous, join me if you wish, I welcome the company!~ ^_^
Currently, I feel the sea is calling to me and so I go to it to learn how to be a sailor and live upon it.~
I've worked for The United States of America's Navy as a Navy Seaman Recruit and that taught me a great deal.
I've also worked for AmeriCorps Hoopa TCCC: a live-in program located in Northern California on an Indian Native American Reservation as a base that had me help on different missions across the U.S.A. for the environment, disaster relief, education, native communities, and other things from a hands-on approach while learning and gaining basic life skills as I worked.~
It covered all living expenses through a living stipend in addition to giving Volunteers a place to live and at the completion of the 1,700 hour service term awarded me with a little over $5,000 (equal to the Pell Grant for the year of 2014) to be used for continuing education that will often be matched by universities.~
I learned a great deal from that program, I truly enjoyed working with Native Communities, I felt so great working great manual labor almost ever day, and I definitely matured much more through those experiences.~
I'm thinking about aiming for the field of environmental education with a focus on wilderness and rural areas.~ I want to be involved in Wilderness Restoration and Survival, Self-Efficiency, Sustainable Living, Zero-Waste, Environmental and Animal Conservation, and Native and Eco-Friendly Cultures.~
I also want to learn and be involved with many cultures.~
I am working on learning how to build things from tools to wagons, make clothes to protect from cold, grow plants for food to medicine, gather things like plants for food to medicine, avoid conflict through stealth, move through any environment well, how to protect, make a fire, care for injuries to sickness, and more all by starting with just my completely naked self then working my way up to more advanced technology.~
My goal is to live to not need money for any thing but luxuries and be completely independent meaning: self-sufficient.~
My Own Sailing Ship
I'm actively working towards becoming the Captain of my own sailing ship.~
Locomotion: It will move using the power of the wind using sails with no motor.~
Amphibious: It will have wheels permanently a part of the hull thus being able to move on land as well as on water.~
Electricity: The few electrical equipment used will be powered through two solar panels.~
Electrical Equipment: Hot Plate, Laptop, Portable High Definition Television Screen, and Xbox 360.~
Plants: Food and Herbs will be grown on-board perhaps using plastic bags hanged upside-down with a hole at the bottom and open at top for watering.~ Watering system could be connected two inch thick tubes supplying fresh water from a connected sealed black barrel full of sea water.~ The sun will heat up the barrel turning the water into vapor leaving behind toxins and traveling through the tubes then dripping drop by drop constantly into the plants, thus making a low maintenance solar-powered drip irrigation system.~
Water Purification System: I've been thinking of perhaps using a sealed black-glass tank filled with sea water connected using tubes to sealed barrels.~ The sun heats up the black-glass tank turning the water into vapor leaving behind toxins traveling through the tubes and dripping into the barrels, thus making a low maintenance solar-powered drip water purification system.~
Summary: A somehow beautiful combination of old-world and new environmentally harmonious living.~ With this ship I wish to travel where ever my heart may direct me, I'm always open and delighted in the idea of sharing my life with traveling companions whom I hope would also be my lovers at the most ideal.~ ^_^
Spreading love and joy in the world.~
I love traveling but I could be some where in a nice enough place for a while, but eventually I would move on, or not, depending on what I want to do in my life, so my location is variable meaning it can change at any time: home is where the heart is, life is an adventure enjoy every second of it!~ ^.^ Rules, who needs rules?~ You see a mess I see colors, you see graffiti I see art, you see chaos I see life!~
I sail into the sea of infinity with the love of nature crashing into an explosion of sparkling possibilities through the fabric of what can be.~
I'm learning the ways of the other animals who are wild. Through the ways that they live their lives and their wisdom I am becoming wiser and stronger.~
Our brothers and sisters of nature have much wisdom to teach us:
The Gorillas: Eat raw food and lots of it.
The Chimpanzee: Walking on both two legs and on four at different times can be beneficial.
The Monkeys: Use every part of yourself to accomplish your goals for there is no part that is useless. Also a happy life is one worth living.~ Always have fun no matter what you are doing and if it isn't fun make it fun.~
The Cougar: Be swift when it is needed the most and use your environment to your advantage.
The Fox: Look for the smallest details and always be aware of your surroundings.
The Wolf: Life is not always safe, don't let fear hold you back from taking risks when you know they can greatly benefit you and some times accepting help from others can benefit every one.
The Owl: Some times we must look deep inside ourselves to find the answers we can not find any where else.
The Bear: Stand strong in your convictions and do not waste energy when it is not needed.
The Turtle: Home is where the heart is, and you carry it where ever you go.~ Also time is relative, appreciate everything.~ A moment can be a lifetime if you appreciate it.~
I have some ideas about what I want to do with my life: I want to be able to survive any where by taking care of myself, I want to travel, I want to experience different cultures, I want to express myself, I want to be myself, and I want to help people.~
One of my dreams to make a boat 100% wood like those pirate boats in the sea movies and modify it to work on sea and land by putting wheels on the bottom, no motor only wind and paddle power clean energy yeah, maybe even attaching a hot-air balloon to the top of it so it can fly!~ ^_^
I want to live a life where I can come and go any where I want to and I want to only have things I can carry on my back in a backpack like a laptop with my 15,000+ music collection and internet connection and other useful things like warm clothes when I feel like wearing them, first aid kit things, a jar of nuts,
re-used recycled bottles used for various things like water I found and collected from people, solar universal charger, a towel (always a great idea to travel the universes with a towel at your side), no shavers and no deodorant because I love growing my fur naturally and I love smelling my natural scent, books as I love reading, all the while coming and going like the wind and water as I want.~
I want to know how to live and take care of myself on my own without money, and I want to experience everything, I want to travel across countries, I want to sail the seas on a boat, and I want to grow and climb among the forests of the Amazon and other rain forests.~
I want to hone my body for better natural movement (in French it is known as "Parkour") maybe by learning gymnastics, acrobatics, and maybe even getting a degree in something where I can receive lessons in all of these and more.~
I also want to learn about survival in any environment especially the wilderness and I've been thinking about going to a college for that to.~
I would like to one day learn the old-fashioned way from a wise sensei the art of Tai Chi Chu'an.~
I'm great at giving advice and comforting people. I have a strong will and a positive curious outlook on life, so I might be wonderful at giving pick-me-ups.~
I'm surprisingly great at giving relationship advice. :)
I'm so great at noticing details that I often point out and question many things.~ This has lead to so many great philosophically intellectual thoughts, questions, etc. that have helped my find out more about myself and how I feel about things.~ This some times includes proper grammer and often includes using correct words for their correct meanings.~ This can be kind of annoying to some people, but I find people who use mostly improper language to often be equally annoying.~
My love of and skill with the English language tends to drive this and examples include using correct English language pairings such as Man and Woman, Boy and Girl, Guy and Gal, Dude and Dudette, etc., although I do not believe in "only two" kinds of people such as "Male" and "Female".~
Using the term "you guys" to refer to a group of people who are not all people who identify as male is sexist, demeaning, and disrespectful especially to those who identify as female because it contributes to the long "tradition" of making it appear that females don't even exist as with other terms such as Congressman, Fireman, Man used in scientific articles, Mankind, etc..~ Would you refer to a single woman as a "guy" or a group of men as "gals"?~ No?~ Then "guys" and "gals" are not "gender-neutral terms".~
Just because a majority of people are doing some thing does not make it acceptable to every one and neither "should" it.~ After all if every one jumped off a cliff, would you do it "just because everyone's doing it"?~
I encourage you all to think for yourselves and to make decisions based what you believe as individuals.~
I tend to view people who use the word "boy" or "girl" to refer to themselves as viewing themselves as a child or childish.~ I also see the terms "boyfriend" and "girlfriend" when used to refer to adults as demeaning of both their maturity and their relationship.~ Literally speaking, when using these terms you are saying that some one is a child and they are your friend.~
I don't like labels, but I do like the word lover and I would prefer to explain things to people who are considerate enough to ask if they want to know as I really don't "see" things as "being in a relationship or not".~ Many of my connections and interactions with people, like myself, do not "fit" within any kind of label.~
Words do matter, without thinking intellectually about the words that we use we might all end up speaking gibberish with language having lost all meaning what-so-ever.~
I'm not always so anal about language. but there are certain things that just often seem to annoy me.~
As a result of being so meticulous or having a 'talent' for noticing details: every detail fascinates me, so I'm a great listener and I'll not only often notice when someone is troubled but I will often ask what is troubling them.~
I always encourage the questioning of every thing.~
I love to play video games, I am like crazy into video games!~ They give you the ability the live in any world you can imagine!~ They are walking, breathing, forms of art!~
I have multiple electronic and gaming systems and lots LOTS of games, my own library!~ ^_^
I LOVE to CREATE things so I will often do things like write stories, make new cooking recipes, customize things, make drawings, paint things, etc. and creating video game content often involves a lot of these things and so much more.~
Video games are really wonderful creations and methods of artistic expression and creation!~ ^_^
Currently it is some thing I do for no money, but I hope that maybe one day I can create video game content for a larger audience and get some money in return.~
Dancing, Music, and Singing
I love to dance, anytime anywhere, with anyone. I WILL break into dance randomly with or without a song playing, when ever I feel like it.~ Dancing is a form of art and therefore all dancing is beautiful and wonderful!~
I love to lip-sync to a song when it touches my heart, I WILL serenade a song to you if I feel like it, and I get really into it, I'm often scared to do it in front of other people, but I do it any ways.~ Everyone sings beautifully, some people just enjoy the song of someone more than others, it is said sometimes when two people enjoy each others' songs they are drawn to each other.~
I got a HUGE music collection. A crazy mix of everything from far-out-funk to bouncy hip-hop rap!~ I basically get everything of an artist if like their music.~
Into the crystal galaxy of possibility dances the breath of infinity.~
I love to read, I have a special place in my heart for books. Just the smell of books is...awesome.~ Especially if they are really old, then they smell of dust...and...*takes a deep breath* ancientness...*sighs with happiness*...!~ I love libraries, each book is like a portal into another world and a library is like a collection of portals, a collection of worlds!~
I love to eat, I'm insanely into food it fascinates me!~ When it comes to food I will eat almost any thing!~ I've always watched Bizarre Foods with Andrew Zimmerman and found all those different kinds of foods fascinating.~ It made me realize that there is literally infinite possibilities of food.~
Keep in mind though, I can easily change my diet according to anything and nothing is a permanent plan.~ More like a spur of the moment whim.~ I could desire organs to dine on in this moment, but I wouldn't mind if it never happened.~ I could easily eat or not eat every thing even eat nothing but fruit all the time if I so desired.~
I won't kill any thing under most circumstances, but I will gladly eat almost any thing I find dead any where whether in the woods or on the road, etc..~ I don't like to not use any part, this is why I don't mind people wearing fur if they used the rest of the animal it came from, so I would eat the meat, turn the bones into tools, and use the skin as clothing or for some thing else.~
The possibilities are endless and even if I don't use a certain part of some thing or not even touch it at all, as long as it is left to return back to nature nothing will ever be 'wasted'.~ Care must be taken however to only take what you need and always give back more so nature may continue.~
I would eat plants if there was no dead meat around and I had to get my own food.~ I will eat any thing I know not to be poisonous whether I find it growing on bushes or lying in some one's backyard bin.~
The only things that I would rather not eat are babies or creatures who are not mature yet, this includes any form of fertilized eggs or fetuses, but I will eat unfertilized eggs.~ Under the most extreme conditions and set of circumstances: I might change my mind and maybe be willing to do any thing to survive but on MY TERMS.~
I love to cook: pretty much everything just teach me how to make it and I'll give it my best shot! I love using healthy, fresh, natural, some times homemade, and non pre-packaged ingredients for every thing from cooking to body wash.~
I love natural sugar, but artificially processed refined sugar is far too concentrated for most Human bodies to absorb resulting in many unhealthy effects.~ Things with artificially processed sugar, fat, grease, and what ever is in 'soda' leave a disgusting aftertaste in my mouth and just make me feel horrible after consuming them.~
This is why I do not eat any thing with refined sugar in it, including 'substitutes'.~ Call me crazy: but I actually WANT to taste the natural flavors of food without sugar.~ I LIKE 'tart', 'sour', 'bitter', 'sweet', 'earthy', what ever tastes that are natural to each natural ingredient in the food I make and eat.~
I DON'T BELIEVE IN THE CONCEPT OF "TRASH"!~ It amazes me how Human beings have managed to invent a concept they call "trash" or"garbage" simply as a result of their own short-sightedness. They created the idea of "mass-production", but they didn't think what people were to do with all the left-over excess packaging.~ "Trash" is a made-up concept by Humans, there is no "waste", nature "wastes" nothing.~ EVERYTHING IS USEFUL AND THERE IS NO "WASTE"!~
Words of warning: if you promote the concept of "trash" with no attempt to change your ways, we probably won't get along very well.~ Recycling is a step in progress towards ending the promotion of the false concept of "trash", but the point is to end the promotion of "trash" all together.~ This includes not buying and using things that have excess packaging such as plastic, various forms of aluminum included along with other materials in the wrappers used for 'candy-bars' making them very difficult to recycle, styrofoam, and toxic chemical filled cardboard and paper.~ Basically any thing you can not eat or compost within months.~
I am currently working on this for myself, I'm still trying and working things out to live a life without "trash", so far I am making small steps but I remain enthusiastic and optimistic.~
Unfortunately my family I was born into still use these materials, but I will only be living with them for now.~ ^_^ I'm going to miss them, but hopefully it will be easier to live a natural life of no "trash" once I have more control over what materials are brought into the place I am living at!~ :)
I love natural physical activity like climbing, running, walking, jumping, swimming, etc. preferably while wearing very little clothing or no clothing at all and I love the feeling of becoming stronger, healthier, wiser, smarter, or tougher in some way.~ I'm flexible to as I like to stretch and meditate.~
I love to work up a sweat and I've learned to love my own smell and various other smells.~ I've toughed myself up to by exposing myself to various smells, tastes, sounds, sights, feelings, and sensations.~ Some people ask whether I am crazy or that I love pain.~ My response to questions about my life seems to be, "what ever doesn't kill me, makes me stronger!".~
I recently started skateboarding and I plan on getting into surfing real soon, currently wiping out on boogey-boarding!~ ^_^ It's awesome when you don't die and dying might be awesome to!~
I'm really great at voice impressions, full body impressions, etc., and I have the tendency to copy people's accents if I think they're interesting.~
I like to do weird and silly things randomly, just for fun. I also think it's cute when other people do them. ^.^
I'm also skilled at smiling and I enjoy it, a lot!~ ^.^
I'm a very big goofball, it runs in my family and I love comedy. I love making jokes and filling someone's day with laughter!~ I'm also a huge optimist and very very positive! I love being cheerful and brightening people's day up with happiness and joy!~
I like poetry and am creative at spouting random poems when the mood hits me! I'm also great a being romantic combining this with my love of poetry to say things like, "Your eyes are like the morning sky and deep as the ocean in the morning sunlight." when the mood hits me of course! :D
I am a very sensitive person, I can be very nervous at times and shy (often with those I feel very powerfully for), but I do not give up being honest about myself and my feelings.~ If I feel something for you and I want to tell you I will somehow someway find a way to tell you.~ I prefer to be direct and I'm very rarely subtle.~ So I prefer to say something like that directly to you: if I have a hard time saying it, then I will write it down in a letter I directly hand to you, I find in these difficult times the best approach so far is a combination of the two.~
Touch is also very important to me, I can get so nervous because I care so much about your feelings that I will literally not sit near you if you have not told me or let me know somehow it is ok to do.~ I want to know what's going on inside your head, what you're feeling, what you're thinking, how your soul is feeling, etc.~ I want to know if you're all right and if you need or want me even it's just to listen to you.~
Lying to me how ever is one of the worst ways you can hurt me, even something many people often such as say, "I'm ok, my day was fine." when they're not ok and their day was not fine are lies that still hurt me and yourself.~
Clothes and Style
I wear bright weird clothes and anything I find interesting. I like to wear flip-flops or be barefoot most of the time and wear mostly loose comfortable clothing.
Clothes are just clothes they have no chromosomes, no hormones, no DNA, they are not inherently male or female, sure some clothes are designed for specific purposes but these purposes could be used by anyone regardless of sex.~ A guy could be just as sexy in a skirt as a gal and a woman could benefit just as much from thick clothes for work as a man!~ Leg hair is just like any other hair on any other part of the body, it's a personal style choice.~
Some times I wear clothes and some times I don't.~ Some times for practical reasons and some times just because I feel like it.~ We are born without clothes naturally.~ When we are not wearing clothes, we are simply 'us'.~ Making a big fuss over simply existing is silly to me.~
I'm very powerfully connected to nature and I love nature.~ You might notice me hugging trees or talking to non-Humans out-loud.~ I call The Moon, "My Lady of The Night" and often talk about her when ever I see her in the sky.~ I embrace my natural self and I am proud of it.~ I am also attracted to others who also embrace their natural selves, so men, women, everyone with underarm fur and facial fur: you are very beautiful to me.~ ^_^
You might also notice my beautiful coat of fur that I wash, condition with natural oils, and brush daily to care for.~ If you want to feel my face fur or "beard" as many Humans call it: simply ask, others have felt it before and are surprised at how soft it is.~
I have a very strong connection with the wolf, I don't know exactly when it started but it is probably some thing that was there before my birth as a Human.~
Naturally I find myself becoming more and more wolf-like as I become older, including enjoying smelling many things, moving on all fours occasionally, and howling when ever I feel like it.~ I don't know how or why this is, but I find myself delighted by the future possibilities especially considering that I very much would like to become a Werewolf one day as this is some thing I am actively working towards.~ ^_^
I express myself and have fun. I'm usually the first one to dance, compliment people and start talking to anyone.
I don't know why we have to distinguish ourselves as "strangers" and "people I know", why can't we be just people enjoying each other's company?
If I got something to say to you, I usually say it and it's almost always positive. Yeah, I'm a hugger!~ ^.^ I just say what's on my mind without holding back, although I often take into account who I'm talking to if I feel the need to be cautious.~ I will be the guy who tells you something about yourself is beautiful and that I hope you have a nice day!
I'm the guy who offers you a shoulder to cry on, someone to hug, or just someone to talk to if you're feeling down and I may or may not have told you my name by then.~ :)
That I am very loud some times and very quiet other times, oh and I talk...a lot some times and very little at other times.~
Usually when I first meet you or I am excited, usually both, I will talk a lot and very fast, I need to consciously slow myself down.~ I find it disappointing when I'm the only one doing most of the talking.~ :/ So I really LOVE a great conversation!~ ^_^ :) :D
I don't know if people notice this or not, but I have the tendency to copy people's voice accents if I think they're interesting, it's almost a sub-conscious thing, and I think I'm really good at it!~ ^_^
On the subject of "ownership", I truly don't believe in the concept at all: I may create some thing but that never makes it "mine", I may "create" children, but that does not make them "my property for all time".~
I laugh at the idea that many think they can 'own' land!~ Land!~ A thing that moves, shifts, and changes: a feature of this gigantic living breathing planet we call 'Earth'.~ That's like a ant climbing on your shoulder and saying, "(tiny voice) THIS SHOULDER IS MINE AND NO ONE ELSE'S, I SHALL DECIDE EVERY THING WHEN IT COMES TO THIS SHOULDER FOR EVER, MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!~" ^_^ So cute, Humans and their sillyness.~
You don't have to be willing to give some thing to some one else in order to not believe in the concept of "ownership".~
Ownership basically says to me that "only" you have some kind of "claim" on some thing, that it is some how "entitled" to you, that you some how "deserve it".~
In the same way that a person may refuse to give up a piece of gold to any one else, so you are able to do so with any thing, the piece of gold does not "belong" to this person: it "belongs" to no one, it simply "is"; you don't have to "own" some thing in order to not "give it".~
Every thing I have and create I do so ready to and willingly to give to "all" for "all's benefit".~ I would give a starving person not only the sandwich in my hands, but the water in the bottle I carry so that they may not go thirsty to and I may stay with them to keep them company while they eat and drink to as a true friend, the circumstances of our lives does not make any of us better nor worse than one another, we are all just different.~
Further, I would teach them the knowledge and the skills that I have in order so that they may not go hungry nor thirsty again without needing to ask for another's help.~ For give a person a handful of berries and they will eat for a day, teach them how to look for berries to eat and they may eat for a lifetime.~
Morality and Perspective
I don't judge people.~
I believe "morality" and even its' existence is completely subjective.~
I have no 'morality', I don't see things as "good" or "bad" and I don't hold nor judge any one to any thing nor based upon any thing.~
I like things and I don't like things, but I don't think there is some way to live that is for every one.~
Every one lives their own lives their own way, every one has their possible feelings, their own perspective, their own things that they may like or they may not like, and their own possible beliefs or logic or any thing.~
Issues may or may not come up when our things that we each like and our things that we each don't like meet, but no matter what I think that being true to ourselves and being open to different points of view could benefit all of us.~
I find everything fascinating, awesome, beautiful, and wonderous.~ ^_^
Happiness dances into the eyes of love and the arms of forgiveness.~
"Love is about honesty: be completely honest about yourselves, if you are loved for being yourselves then that is love.~" ~ Me
"It is not power nor the circumstances we find ourselves in that determines who we are, it is how we decide to use power and how we react to our circumstances that show who we are. We determine who we are." ~ Me
"*~If you wanna call me, call me, call me.
You don’t have to worry ‘bout it baby.
You can wake me up in the dead of the night;
Wreck my plans, baby that’s alright.
This is a drop everything kind of thing.
Swing on by I'll pour you a drink.
The door’s unlocked. I’ll leave on the lights
Baby you can crash my party anytime.~*" ~ Luke Bryan singing Crash My Party
When asked about "physical only relationships":
"I don't "just have fun", I love, I bleed, I cry, I laugh, and I live.~ So that's a "No." on physical-only relationships.~"" ~ Me
"If you're not
In it for love (baby)
If you're not
Willin' to give it all you got
If you're not in it for life
If you're not in it for love
Let me make it clear
To you my dear
If you're not in it for love
I'm outta here!" ~ Shania Twain singing If You're Not In It For Love (I'm Outta Here)
"The sure mark of a fool is one who dismisses any thing that falls outside their experience and understanding as being impossible." ~ Farengar Secret-Fire
"Courage is not the absence of fear, but the judgement that something else is more important than fear and moving forward even with that fear present." ~ Eduard Christoff Philippe GÈrard Renaldi, Prince of Genovia (from The Princess Diaries movie)
“The world is crammed with delightful things. I think young people make such a mistake about that — not letting themselves be happy. I sometimes think that happiness is the only thing that counts.” — Virginia Woolf, The Voyage Out (via bookmania)
"My love is eternal, my friendship everlasting.~" ~ Me
"Home is where the heart is." ~ Gaius Plinius Secundas - Pliny the Elder
"Transmute the negative into positive; we’ve all gotta be mental alchemists. Suffering is necessary until you realize it isn’t. " -nirvikalpa
Sanity is when others can understand you, but if that is true then everyone is insane because no one can truly understand you but yourself~
"Shame is like a prejudice, it is taught by others and benefits no one." Aron
"My happy life requires neither your acceptance nor your understanding.~" ~ Me
“Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.” ~ Buddha
"But wrinkles are good. They are lines of human wisdom painted with the brush of time" ~ tom hiddleston in the role of tom hiddleston
"EVERYONE ELSE'S OPINIONS ARE JUST KNOWLEDGE THAT I WILL USE TO EDUCATE MYSELF TO MAKE MY OWN DECISION WITH!~"~Me
"When you make your dreams a reality, reality becomes a dream~" - Max from Sharkboy and Lavagirl
"there is no real, there is no unreal, there is just dreams~" ~ Me
“True love is unconquerable and irresistable: and it goes on gathering power and spreading itself, until eventually it transforms everyone whom it touches.” — Ram Dass
"Normality is simply a statistic. Sanity a majority agreed upon
view point."~ Me
"You don’t have to go to college. Go to the library for free." - nirvikalpa
"Let go of the world you think you know, and embrace the insanity that is existence!~ ;D" - Who knows?~
"You have eyes, but don't see, you listen but you don't hear, you touch, but you don't feel. Until you open up your mind to experience the world around you, you will never truly be living."~ Me
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.
"Don’t let society tell you your talents are meaningless because they don’t serve an economical purpose. Your talents reflect your interests and passions, and what’s important to you is important."~ panda lot
"Race is a social construct derived mainly from perceptions conditioned by events of recorded history, and it has no basic biological reality," said C. Loring Brace
In Italy there is a famous saying, Donna barbuta, sempre piaciuta – everyone loves a woman with a beard.
do you ever wonder what you would look like at your full potential like perfect hair and clear skin and a perfect body like damn
Me ~ What you’re seeing is what is perfect to me, perfect is like beauty everything is perfect to someone.~
Me ~ What is existence, what is reality? Who am I, who is anyone to tell you what reality is and what it means to exist? Am I you, are they you? No, probably not. You can answer the question: what is reality and what does it mean to exist? Because you can choose is this your life and are you living it?~
The following lists are simply a sample of the things I enjoy:
Pretty much everything positive.~ I don't listen to most Death Metal and music that gives me a headache like some hard rock unless I already have a headache.~ I also listen to sad music in very careful amounts or else I might get too depressed.~
Disney: Especially Shelby's Flint's Someone's Waiting For You (this makes me cry every time)
1950's: Marvin Berry - Earth Angel, The Chordettes - Mr. Sandman
Country: Tim McGraw, Faith Hill, Luke Bryan, Miranda Lambert, Shania Twain, Taylor Swift, Florida Georgia Line, Celine Dion, Miley Cyrus
Jazz: Bobby Darin - Beyond The Sea
Soul Power: James Brown, The Emotions
Reggae: Bob Marley, Harry Belafonte - Jump In The Line and The Banana Boat Song
Hip-Hop: Black Eyed Peas, Shakira - esp. Loca, LMFAO, Nelly
Rap: Ying Yang Twins, Snoop Dogg, Eminem, Little Bow Wow, Mackelmore & Ryan Lewis - Thrift Shop feat. Wanz
New Age: Enigma
Alternative: Gorillaz, Weird Al Yalkovic, P!nk, Lady Gaga, Bowling for Soup - esp. I'm Gay, The Smashing Pumpkins, Avril Lavigne
Pop: Michael Jackson, The Jackson Five, Britney Spears, *NSYNC, Backstreet Boys, Katey Perry - especially Firework, Savage Garden, Christina Aguilera, ABBA, Demi Lovato, Cher, Selena Gomez, Victorious Cast - esp. Song 2 You (Leon Thomas III & Victoria Justice), Miley Cyrus, Miranda Cosgrove
1980's: Belinda Carlisle Heaven Is a Place on Earth to AMV Oh! My Goddess, Rick Astley - Never Gonna Give You Up
Bubblegum Pop: Aqua - I'm A Barbie Girl
Techno: A-Teens, Crazy Frog
Original Rock: Elvis Presley, The Beatles, The Beach Boys
Classic Rock: The Rolling Stones, Ozzy Osborne, Boston ~ More Than A Feeling, Aerosmith, Queen, Pink Floyd, Bon Jovi
Rock: Allstar Weekened - Come Down With Love, One Direction, Big Time Rush, Smash Mouth, Sum 41, Coldplay
Hard Rock: Rob Zombie, Rage Against The Machine, P.O.D., System of A Down, Three Days Grace, Linkin Park, Slipknot, Marylin Manson, Nickelback, Slash, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel, The Foo Fighters
Everything that is interesting in some way, except for things that make me too depressed or that are gross (although my definition of gross is slowly shrinking) or messed-up in some way.~
Fantasy: Oh! My Goddess, Negima!, Bleach, Naruto, Naruto: Shippuden, Blood Trinity, Soul Eater, Hellsing, Kiki's Delivery Service, Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Ponyo, Blood+, Vampire Hunter D, Sailor Moon, Fairy Tail, Wolf Rain, Death Note, Yuu Yuu Hakusho, Inuyasha, Ranma 1/2, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
Science Fiction: Tenchi Muyo Anime Shows, Eureka Seven, Outlaw Star, Trigun, .Hack//SIGN, Akira, Evangelion, Ghost In The Shell, Code Geass, Cowboy Bebop, Fullmetal Alchemist, The AniMatrix, Space Dandy, Big-O
Adventure: One Piece, Lupin The Third, Samurai Champloo
Fighting: Dragon Ball, Dragon Ball Z, Kenichi: The Mightiest Disciple
Romance: Love Hina, Ouron High School Host Club, Chobits, Sword Art Online
Drama: Rurouni Kenshin, Welcome To The NHK, Fruits Basket
Comedy: FLCL, Bobobo-bo Bo-bobo
Ecchi: Swing Out Sisters Complete, Katekano Idol Sister, Words Worth, Do You Know The Milfing Man
Everything, except I stay away from mean energized books.~
Fantasy: The Harry Potter Series, The Lord Of The Rings Series, The Chronicles of Narnia Series, The Twilight Series, The Saga of Darren Shan, The Deltora Series, The Legend of Foo Series, The Wolf Gift
Science Fiction: Journey To The Center of The Earth, The Long Earth
Horror: The Goosebumps Series
Spiritual: Teachings On Love by Thich Nhat Hanh
Educational: Biology, Meteorology, Oceanography
Historical: The Greek Myths
My tastes are various with movies.~
Fantasy: The Lord of The Rings Series, The Hobbit Series, The Harry Potter Series, The Twilight Series, Tim Burton's Movies, James and The Giant Peach, Beetle Juice, Earthsea
Science Fiction: Star Wars, The Matrix Series, Steven Spielberg's Movies, The Hitch Hiker's Guide To The Universe, Meet The Robinsons, Lost In Space, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, The Time Machine, Cars, Wreck It Ralph
1980's: The Neverending Story Series, Labyrinth, The Back To The Future Series, The Ghostbusters Movies, Tron (original)
Documentaries: Nature, Historical, Famous Figures
Superhero: Hulk Movies, The Spider-Man Series, The X-Men Series, Batman Movies, The Iron-Man Series, Captain America, The Avengers, The Incredibles, Megamind, Monsters vs. Aliens, Superman Movies
Adventure: The Idiana Jones Series, National Treasure, The Librarian
Musicals: Grease, The Highschool Musical Series, The Camp Rock Series, Cats!
Comedy: Robin Williams's Movies - Mrs. Doubtfire and Patch Adams, Eddy Murphie's Movies, Weekend At Burnie's, George Lopez, Carlos Mencia, Jeff Dunham, Gabriel Iglesias, Daniel Cook, Dave Chappelle
Horror: The Child's Play Series, Stephen King's Movies, The Nightmare On Elm's Street Series, The Jason Series, The Halloween Series, The Wolfman (original), Dracula (original), Frankenstein (original), Werewolf Movies, Vampire Movies, Frankenstein Movies, The Howling: Reborn, Ghost Movies
Drama: Robin Williams's Movies - When Dreams May Come
Educational: Science, Spirituality, Cultural
Romance: The Titanic, The Time Traveler's Wife
Pretty much everything expect most "reality" based shows.~
Fantasy: Avatar: The Last Airbender, Adventure Time, Being Human (the original U.K. series), My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Charmed, Hercules, Gargoyles, The Fairly Odd Parents, Steven Universe
Science Fiction: Roswell, The Outer Limits, Doctor Who, Dexter's Laboratory, Ben 10 Television Shows, Kids Next Door, The Twilight Zone, Torchwood, Sliders, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, The X-Files, Invader Zim, Danny Phantom, Jimmy Neutron
Early Morning Children's Shows
Weird: Gumball, Uncle Grandpa
Superhero: Teen Titans, Smallville (before Clark moved to Metropolis), Kim Possible, Power Puff Girls, Power Rangers Television Shows, Teen Spies, Marvel Television Shows, Mighty Med
Mystery: Scooby-Doo Television Shows
Horror: Goosebumps, Superjail
Family: Full House
Comedy: Ed Edd and Eddy, I Love Lucy, Happy Days, Mort and Mindy, The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, ICarly, Victorious, Lizzy Muiguire, Hanna Montana, Johnney Bravo, Austin and Alley
Science: Myth Busters, Modern Marvels
Survival: Naked Castaway
Nature: Ocean, Forests, Animals, Weather
History: The Hippy Movement
Travel: Bizarre Foods with Andrew Zimmerman
I liked many game genres, but I don't like every video game.~ I don't like most motor vehicle racing games.~
Fantasy: The Final Fantasy Series, The Legend of Zelda Series, The Kingdom Hearts Series, The Prince of Persia Series, Vampires: The Masquerade: Bloodlines, Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne, The Devil May Cry Series, The Soul Reaver Series, The Suikoden Series, Mario Games, The Elder Scrolls Games, The Dragon Age Series, Bayonetta, World of Warcraft, The Lord of The Rings Games, The Fable Series,The Harry Potter Series, Guild Wars, Diablo 2, The Baulder's Gate Series
Science Fiction: Pokemon Games, Chrono Cross, Star Ocean: Til' The End of Time, Second Sight, Rogue Galaxy, Gheist, Psi-Ops, Prototype, The Matrix Games, The Infamous Series, The Fallout Series
Fighting: The Super Smash Brothers Series, The Soul Caliber Series, The Mortal Combat Series
Superhero: X-Men Games, Marvel Legends, Spiderman Games, The Incredible Hulk Games, Batman Games, City of Heroes, City of Villains, The Darkness Series, Champions Online, DC Universe
Adventure: The Tomb Raider Series, Thief: Deadly Shadows, Mirror's Edge
Horror: The Suffering Series, The Resident Evil Series
Dance: Dance Central 2
Historical: The Assassin's Creed Series
I muse that I like stroking my own beard and how it feels like a cat on my face.~
I think a lot about how my beard around my mouth gets caught in my mouth often when I eat.~ :*)
I wonder why the female Human breasts are often thought of in a manner correlating with sexual intercourse.~ This perplexes me as they, to my knowledge, have no biological function during sexual intercourse for reproducing offspring.~ Their purpose from a biological view point is to nurture the offspring after birth.~
In other words: while I can become sexually aroused by breasts, I wonder why at this and at many others' pairing of female breasts and sexual intercourse together.~ My frequent thoughts of female Human breasts are about milk and the desire to drink such milk that I think originates from, as I was told by my mother, never being breast-fed.~
I also think about why other people are so metaphorical while I am so literal and their difficulty at understanding me when I am being literal even when I explicitly tell them that I am being such.~
I think about how stunted the majority of Humanity is technologically because of profit from faulty technology while the already obtained more efficient advanced technology is purposefully withheld from the majority of the public of Humanity.~
I enjoy my musings about knowing that I am working towards what makes me happy in my life and that I am not governed by the self-obsessed controlling thoughts of others.~
I think about my disliking of "high-heels" and other impractical and unhealthy footwear.~ I think about how a woman sounds like a horse trotting down the hall when she's wearing high-heels, about how her feet must be hurting, how the occasional thought floats through my head that those "high-heels" are dangerous especially for potential attacks to my groin region, and how strange it is that I wander from sexual arousal to repulsion at the sight of a woman in "high-heels".~
When I see a woman in a "bra" I think to myself: "Impractical.~" I think about how many things many people can do without and even benefit from doing so.~ I myself have no need for underwear so I no longer wear such things as I never liked the constriction of wearing them and a "cell-phone" in impractical for me so I do not use one as I can effectively communicate via Skype (which includes audio and video communication for free) or e-mail or some other online free instant-messaging service using free wi-fi using my laptop.~
If you want to see some of my ideas and a glimpse of what goes on in my mind, then see My Ideas on my Tumblr Blog and my Tumblr Blog by clicking Home:
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Only message me if you don't use alcohol, don't smoke, don't use drugs, don't have sex without love and are committed to commitment, honesty, and responsibility.~
You could literally message me with just "Hi.~" and I will most likely respond with multiple paragraphs of things to say if not an entire page.~
Yes, I talk...a lot...about every thing, especially when I just met you and when I'm still getting to know you, because I often become very excited about meeting new people and learning every thing about them.~
What I Want In Love
I'm always open to possibilities and I'm still looking for "at least" one person (always open to the idea of more though) who will never get tired of talking to me, who will talk with hours into the night about things we some how find fascinating to talk about with each other, some one who will open their heart to me for mine is always open no matter how much it hurts sometimes, and some one who will love me with their everything for I always love with my everything even though those I have loved did not feel the same way.~
I feel many things very powerfully, I often care, and every thing matters to me.~ I don't do any thing intimate "without meaning" and I don't want to be with any one in that way who doesn't feel the same way.~ In other words: "If you're not in it for love, if you're not in it for life, if not you're not willing to give it all you've got, then I don't want to do it with you."~
Do you want to know something ironic?~ I will tell you regardless: I have been told that "Love will happen when you're not thinking about it." but...I find myself thinking about it almost every single moment of every single day: I am like a Love Dove without Lover, I am by no means "incomplete", but I feel my true potential is just waiting..BEGGING- to shine once I have met that love in life I have always wanted, always tried for, never given up on, almost settled for less than, a love that must be true, a love that must be no less than everything I ACHE for, a love that sometimes I think that life has no meaning nor joy without, and a love that doesn't have to stop at one person.~ In fact: it is my deepest desire for whether I am in a 2-person only love or in a more than 2-people only love, I want all my lovers to be completely equal: I want us all to love each other as one love.~
I want to be with someone who understands and who wants a deep strong mature connection, someone who embraces a person for everything that they are and all of who they are, and someone who is willing to work through anything instead of running away.~
I want my everything to be one with my lover or lovers including our very lives, always.~
I believe that each love is unique.~ I am open to and often willing to try due to my curiosity the possibility of any thing including being in love and being lovingly intimate with more than one person at the same time and any kind of person(s) such as male, female, etc.~
I'm a very loving and nurturing person, touch is extremely important to me as much as talking is.~ I love the idea of when I am in love with some one and they are in love with me I want to be with them every moment touching no matter what we are doing even using the toilets together.~ We may not be together some times because of circumstances, but I will treasure every moment that I am with them.~
I want to be with that kind of person(s), some one who will never get tired of my company.~ I want there to be no "secrets", no "privacy", and no need for "personal space away from each other" between us, but I also want us to be able to handle being separated from each other and being able to live healthfully with our own lives.~ I want to us to be responsible for ourselves and our personal developments, but still be open to accepting the help of others such as each other.~
People often have their own "Personal Space" and I respect that much like among other animals: respect or be attacked, but for me personally if someone were to ask me, "What is your Personal Space level?" I would respond, "Personal Space...for me? What's that? Oh, it's THAT?! No thanks I don't think I need that." I do get annoyed or angry or anything some times just like any one else and it could vary based on the person and whether I find them annoying or not, but in general most of the time I'm a cuddly Teddy-Bear ^_^.~
I want a love or loves who will be there every step of the way with me when they can, whether I am jumping through the jungle tree from tree, climbing the dry rock side of a waterfall with nothing apart from my own body, diving off over a waterfall into the water below it, running across the forest floor barefoot, swimming in the ocean without clothes, swinging on vines in some plant-dense jungle,
sailing the open oceans, flying through the skies on a crazy solar-powered hot-air balloon attached to a ship contraption ride, sailing across the land on a sail-powered ship with wheels, having sex absolutely anywhere everywhere whenever we feel like it, all of this with or without clothes anywhere everywhere whenever we feel like it or any other number of crazy possible ideas I can come up and will do.~
I often do anything and everything on the thought or feel of a whim, but I also deeply think about many things as well.~ I want to share every moment of my life together with my lover and I would be very concerned if my love could not keep up with me without running out of breath or passing out.~ So it isn't looks that discourage me, it is what they have the ability to do.~ Of course I am also very concerned for my lover's health, I'd be more than willing to help them gain new abilities and in the process become healthier!~ ^_^
I have a deep desire to be with any who completely embraces their natural self: body and all, I think it's almost primal.~ This is only the surface, no matter how beautiful or ugly other people think you look to them, if I like WHO you are as a person I will tell you you are beautiful, because to me you are.~
So if I have patches of hair missing with silver hair later on in life: well that's fine by me, I'm proud of my natural self and I love my natural self!~ ^_^
One of my ideas of a great first date is a walk in the park, lunch, sitting by a fountain talking, and then at some point they would reach to hold my hand and our fingers would intertwine then they would rest their head on my shoulder as we either walked or sat at the fountain~Subject to change from what ever crazy random wacky chaotic thing might happen!~ ^O^
Love is free and it just happens.~ It's not "supposed to" "make sense" and "happen once you get to know each other enough".~ There is no "too soon" or logic to it, it just happens and it's crazy.~ Love is crazy.~
If you want to talk me, then go ahead any time.~ If you feel any thing, you can tell me about it.~ There is no 'wrong time' for me: truly any time any where in front of any one talk to me tell me how you're feeling pour your heart and soul out to me it's ok, I will wrap you in my arms if you want me to and love you forever even if we've just met.~ :) I'm not going to tell you to not be afraid, because it's OK to be afraid and to have emotion!~ Being afraid is often mixed together with excitement and both are a major part of life!~
Even if the distance between us is great, I am a nomad and an adventurer, my location is variable, I like traveling but I could take up roots some where in a nice enough place for a while, but eventually I would move on or not depending on what I want to do in my life, I see distance as a challenge not as an obstacle, I could be far away from you today and right in front of you the next!~
Current Location: Hoopa Valley Reservation, California, United States of America, Planet Earth, Solar System, Milky Way.~
You like physical exercise.~
If you agree that clothing is always OPTIONAL.~
You love video games.~
You love pink, sunshine, and rainbows!~ ^_^
You appreciate and see all colors, emotions, and parts of life as beautiful even black, death, and sadness.~ ^_^
What about sex?~ We'll see, but not without love.~ :) I'm a very physically in-tune person, but I am every thing at once as well.~ You won't find a "physical only relationship" with me.~ :)
You love wolves and wouldn't mind being with some one who has a lot of wolf characteristics.~ :)
You don't smoke and you don't drink alcohol a lot or at all or you are a "happy" drunk.~ ^_^
You like to randomly burst into song and dance!~ ^_^
You want to try to live your life without the concept of "trash", even if it's only starting by making small changes at first.~
You love most foods, but without artificially processed sugar added of any kind.~
You have the habit of copying some one's accent if it sounds interesting to you.~
You like to burst into impersonations any where in front of any one just because you felt like it!~ ^_^
You think this profile doesn't nearly convey the full me and if you want to get to know me, just message me!~ ;p
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