I wonder how often my username is mistakenly thought to involve the
word "wink." It's actually my first name and last initial.
I used to have a bloody novel here. Pretty much every piece of
possibly pertinent information, along with a few random lame jokes,
existed here. So I decided to start fresh.
I'm a psychology and statistics student. I actually identify as a
psychologist and scientist though, which seems to be somewhat
different compared to most of my classmates. I'm also a gamer. I'm
a lot of things. One of those things is a girl and another is a
boy.
Born in Virginia, I've lived in Georgia for the last two-thirds of
my life. I've lived with two old college friends for the last three
years.
I'm an atheist. I argue with preachy, bitter atheists though,
because I'm not anti-religion or anti-spirituality. I believe that
perception is 99% of an individual's reality, and I also believe in
human experience. If a person tells me he or she has experienced
"God," then I cannot deny his or her experience.
School, school, school. Games, games, games. Research, research,
research.
Slowly collecting piercings. Just got a 10g in each earlobe, and
I'll begin stretching once they heal; I'm at least going up to a
6g, but I might go as high as a 2g. I have a fully healed tongue
piercing and PA as well. Future plans include a medusa or madonna.
I'm a bit taller than average. My hair is often referred to as a
mane. My eyes sparkle when I talk about the human brain.
In order of book, movie, music, food:
Chronicles
of Amber, V for Vendetta, most music played on Album 88.5,
french onion soup.
Loveless,
The Lost Skeleton of
Cadavra, Kudu, spanikopita.
Fallen Dragon, Transformers: The Animated Movie, Mindless Self
Indulgence, smoked andouie
Cryptonomicon, Dark Knight, Alabama 3,
unagi sushi
Snow Crash,
Choke, really mellow covers of metal songs, curry udon
Interesting narratives and plays on words, movies that make me cry,
movies that make fun of themselves, gorgeous manga, food that
sounds funny but tastes great, and music with silly lyrics and
silly feelings.
What follows is a brain dump, an info deposit, an inelegant and
ugly pile of unpolished thoughts and not at all pretty words.
Music: Muse, Prince Buster, Frou Frou, Mika, Garbage, The Cure,
Coheed and Cambria, Fujiya Miyagi, Johnny Cash, Gary Jules, Poe,
Scissor Sisters, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, theSTART, Nine Inch Nails, the
Bioshock soundtrack, Cake, Freezepop, Kate Bush, Ladyhawke, Marilyn
Manson, Oreskaband, Queen, Rammstein, Sneaker Pimps, [proTon],
Jessica Tonder
Books: the Incarnation series, the Otari Chronicles, Madwand, Lord
of Light, Donnerjack, Berserk, the Chronicles of Thomas Covenant
the Unbeliever, my cognitive psych textbook, the Richter-Veresov
Opening, Dune, The Brother's War, The Gathering Darkness, Nemesis,
and many others that were sadly lost during the exodus. Never could
get into Lord of the Rings, sadly. Tales of MU
Movies: Seven Pounds, 300, Akira, Dead Leaves, Paprika, The Fifth
Element, SLC Punk, Sword and the Stone, Alice in Wonderland,
Grindhouse, Cool World, Waking Life, Princess Bride, Good Will
Hunting
Food: sushi, swordfish, pizza from out of the way places, calamari,
cleverly used vinegar
Video Games: Bioshock, Odin Sphere, Mirror's Edge, Star Fox 64,
Super Smash Bros, Fallout 3, Halo, Gears of War, Starcraft, Diablo,
WoW, Enchanted Arms, Mario Kart 64, City of Heroes/Villains
Pen n' Paper Games: Exalted, DnD, Shadowrun, the diceless Amber
system, Scion, Changeling, Mage
Card Games: Fluxx, Magic: the Gathering, Munchkin
That fact that it doesn't matter who does it, so long as it gets
done. That there's always time to do what I want, but never enough
time to do what I need. And how bloody lucky I am.
That the best thing about turning 21 is the freedom to cook with
wine.
Dehumanization, anonymity, and how those functionalities actually
work in a social species like ours.
The nature of trust.
Out and about or in and around.
I don't really have anything I consider too personal. For something
random to note though, I skipped high school.
I'm unusual, and I'm difficult to love and sometimes difficult to
like. Right now, I'm looking for someone that I feel comfortable
with and want to get to know. Comfort is essentially the priority
right now, as that allows for time to slowly build trust.
When it comes to girls, I have a particular soft spot for tomboys
and gamers.
When it comes to boys, I have a soft spot for the eccentric and
patient.
For both genders, if you love being a geek and talking about random
science and history trivia. Physics makes me swoon and astronomy
makes my toes curl.