I'm searching for someone I want to be. I'm hoping they'll be wonderful and insightful.
I prefer to ask questions. A good question is worth a thousand answers. I like to imagine everyone I meet as a teacher of their own way of being in nothingness. I try to gather what value I find from their way and offer my own knowledge. Call it what you will.
Do psychedelic drugs. They're good for you. They are also a good way to gain additional perspectives.
I don't enjoy pretension but, confidence is important.