In short Im an exercise in paradox.
Im extremely confident and have no self-esteem.
Vain about my appearance/accomplishments and self-deprecating.
Outgoing and boisterous as well as shy and reserved.
Cleanly and grungy.
Philosophical and nihilistic.
Hopeful and pessimistic.
I know where Im going and am completely lost.
I know what I want and.....dont.
Artistic and clinical.
Social and misanthropic.