I am a former Army officer working to become a doctor. I want to have my control over my life, a life where I could making a living doing something (I think) objectively good.
I'm happy to go hiking with someone in the mountains as much as I am having drinks overlooking the beach. A quiet night watching movies together or a road trip to go explore...I'm interested in living for the moment, spending time with someone I care about.
Life is for living, not wondering at what could have happened.