I guess what I want is a girl who is even nerdier than I am. Or at least as nerdy. But all I seem to "match" with are ladies who like to travel and do theater. Not really any gamer geeks.

They have to be out there and I'll be they're cute.

we played today and it was awesome. I've only been playing for a little while now but I'm pretty good at the role playing. Casey is a good DM but some people need to learn to differentiate between real life and "in game". This one guy was getting mad "in-character" about something we were doing out of game, just joking around and BS'ing.

We already had to drop one member out of this campaign because he was unreliable about attending games. It sucks because D&D is funner with a large group but the more people there is the harder it is to schedule a time when every one can be there

I am bad at golf. it didn't help that I was using 70 year old clubs that were to short for me. but that is no excuse. I hit of the all right (and I mean waaaay right) but my fairway shots are crap. my best is the short game but that doesn't make up for the 5 shots it takes to get to the green. I need more practice but I wont be using those clubs again.

I'm sick of being overweight! I should work out but its boring and time consuming. I used to play sports but now I don't have any one to play with. I like playing pickle-ball, badminton, racquet ball and other weirdly named or spelled games but all my friends are non-athletic gamers.

The last sport I played was golf (I'm going again tomorrow)
The last game I played with a group of friends was D&D

I guess I could at least start doing the wii fit every day

I have another thing to be ashamed of; I can barely afford to live at my mom's house. woo.

bah! I look scruffy in all of my pictures.
I just don't have a reason to shave every day. I shave every other day in order to keep my awesome man-hair in check. But I wish I didn't look so damned disheveled.

Who is going to think I'm "hot" if it looks like I have the personal hygiene of a neanderthal? And guess what, I don't wear deodorant! I have a mild smell so I don't need it but I would rather smell of flowers and fruit (like green apple) instead of most of the harsh crap they sell to men.

And then I go on about more stuff!

I'm tired today so I went slower restocking shelves at work. I used to work in a library where every thing is in perfect order. But now I work at blockbuster where everything is in "loose alphabetical" order. It drives me crazy. and all the new release shelve are divided into two sections
1 - top and bottom
2 - middle
the middle is the newest movies and run generally in order but the top and bottom are older new movies that are ordered separately. so if you are looking in the middle and see a bunch of "D" titled movies odds are that the movies above and below them will be "E" or "F" movies. It throws all my internal organization trackers askew. and it exponentially slows me down when I'm tired.

but wait, there's more

I find "over the top" seriousness or anger to be silly. the only time I complain about a situation is when I can joke about it. I try to make it sound so ridiculous that I myself find it silly and then I'm not angry anymore. its a great way to forget all the little wrongs or problems that don't matter and to keep my ego under control.

I think I might be obsessing over the match questions. I ran out of active questions a couple of days ago and I went looking for more. so I've been going down the match list and clicking on ALL of the profiles to see if they have answered any questions I haven't. I got about 400 that weren't "active"

what the hell is wrong with me?

I'll probably continue to look though...

So, apparently I'm good with people. My boss was talking to me and he was telling me that I was a really good employee. He told me that I do better than most of the staff. I even got a positive satisfaction report filled out on me by a customer.

I guess I'm not gibbering wreck with people like I thought I was. Who knew?

I just ran out of questions to answer.

So my friend, the president of the Gamerz Club at TCC, and I will be at the college on Friday(10th). It is our first game of D&D in the club and I am excited! I haven't played for about a month but I should be alright.