How's it going ?
My Name is Bria.
I was born and grew up in Seattle.
It feels like the older I get, the less I understand life or the world around me.
The world I have had to create for myself in order to feel like my life has somewhat of a meaning hasn't exactly led me on a path of "normalcy". I find it hard to relate to most people and i'm totally okay with that .
I'm practically vegan and I don't mind listening to death metal first thing in the morning . Sounds pretty typical for a 20 something year old raised in Seattle but even so, I haven't found my place in a group of people. Still , almost prefer my life of solitude. Most people my age are busy drinking the night away and talking about nothing important or they're so concerned with the latest reality TV show that I've never watched and don't care to. Usually what happens if I do decide to go out, I end up with a group of peopole and everyone is always on their fukcing cell phone !!!
God... what happened to us? This is not how the world should be. WAKE UP , PEOPLE.
I do my best to stay humble and appreciate every moment I have , regardless of lifes ups , downs , twists and turns.
What i'm looking for is someone who is honest by default (Lying sucks!!!) , laid back, understanding , empathetic and down to earth like me.
Also, someone who is open minded ! My spirituality is very important to me. I have psychic and medium abilities from time to time.
I like to enlarge my spirituality as much as possible! I like to study lots of different types of things. Different religions, traditions, Ancient Knowledge, Ancient Wisdom, Quantum physics , Different realms, After life possibilities, Mysticism, Gnosticism etc...
I'm not a robot. I really don't enjoy superficiality or fake people. I like real, meaningful, deep relationships.
I don't watch TV .
I currently do not own a car and for the most part, I don't mind walking and taking public transportation.
I have made a personal choice to not drink , smoke cigarettes, smoke weed or do any kind of drugs whatsoever.
I have been 100% sober since I was 19 years old.
I have a pretty huge heart . I am LOYAL and I have a lot of love to give but major trust has to be earned before loyalty is given .
I have a pretty dark past.
I can be very serious and I USUALLY AM. I kind of just stay on a lower level . Must be the shitty weather. I didn't really have an "enjoyable" youth. It had some negative impacts on the way I act, think and feel.
I do know how to laugh and be silly though, for sure !!!! :)
I've dealt with a handful of rather "difficult" issues throughout my life. ( super severe depression , drug addiction & some other stuff...anxiety, anger problems. RAGE! )
I like to know details. I am punctual. I am stubborn.
I'm Short ( 5 feet ) & Sweet . I will treat you with respect, kindness and endless compassion, unless you do me wrong.
I have a kinda pin-up, rockabilly, goth, whatever? don't really give a shhit what you think , look.
I WEAR A TON OF BLACK.
I would consider myself to be an above-average healthy person. I prefer eating healthy and organic food whenever possible.
If you live on pop tarts and hot pockets, i'm going to have a hard time keeping my mouth shut about it.
I have 8 tattoos . I will have more. those mother f u c k e r s are expensive. :(
I'd love to travel more often.
I would enjoy learning more about permaculture.
I would also really like to have my own ginormous garden full of organic vegetables.
I want to study nutrition , alternative medicine, counseling, healing , permaculture , veganism , sustainable living . so much.
I love sex and intimacy.