I lost myself in romance, quit my job and moved across the country
13'. It didn't work out, but rather than jump right back into another job, I've decided to put 'life' on hold for a while and start to 'live' instead. I have a new mantra: Open the door and say YES.
I'm big on honesty, so i present to you: me.
I'm thoughtful, genuine, empathetic, and kind. This leads me to be a bit naive and I've been taken advantage of more times than I'd like to admit. I give people the benefit of the doubt and would consider myself a worrisome optimist.
I get choked up sometimes, usually because of an act of kindness, out of gratitude, or simply because I get overcome by beauty. Countless times I've been told I have "kind eyes" and people tend to open up and trust me almost immediately. I take that as a very high compliment.
If you've figured out what you are passionate about and are working towards your future career, congratulations. As for me? I'm a retired porn-star who dropped out of college (twice) and who has no idea what his next move is. If you've got suggestions for someone with my skill-set I'd love to hear them.
Since the porn-star thing is out of the bag, I'll freely admit I'm a very sex-driven person. My libido is off the charts and has lead me to many interesting situations, for better or worse.
I'm not in a place to get deeply emotionally involved with anyone at the moment, although one can't really control who gives us the warm fuzzy. That being said, I always strive to 'connect' with people, especially lovers. A casual encounter doesn't constitute a meaningless one. Everyone I touch I try to leave feeling that they are beautiful, and hope that they'll reflect on our time together for years to come, even if it only an evening together.
I don't identify as 'straight'. I don't identify as anything. Sexuality is so fluid and forever changing. Whomever I'm with, whatever you've got going on, however you identify, I just let chemistry lead me where it wants to go and enjoy myself.