13'. It didn't work out, but rather than jump right back into another job, I've decided to put 'life' on hold for a while and start to 'live' instead. I have a new mantra: Open the door and say YES.
I'm big on honesty, so i present to you: me.
I'm thoughtful, genuine, empathetic, and kind. This leads me to be a bit naive and I've been taken advantage of more times than I'd like to admit. I give people the benefit of the doubt and would consider myself a worrisome optimist.
I get choked up sometimes, usually because of an act of kindness, out of gratitude, or simply because I get overcome by beauty. Countless times I've been told I have "kind eyes" and people tend to open up and trust me almost immediately. I take that as a very high compliment.
If you've figured out what you are passionate about and are working towards your future career, congratulations. As for me? I'm a retired porn-star who dropped out of college (twice) and who has no idea what his next move is. If you've got suggestions for someone with my skill-set I'd love to hear them.
Since the porn-star thing is out of the bag, I'll freely admit I'm a very sex-driven person. My libido is off the charts and has lead me to many interesting situations, for better or worse.
I'm not in a place to get deeply emotionally involved with anyone at the moment, although one can't really control who gives us the warm fuzzy. That being said, I always strive to 'connect' with people, especially lovers. A casual encounter doesn't constitute a meaningless one. Everyone I touch I try to leave feeling that they are wonderful, and hope that they'll reflect on our time together for years to come, even if it only an evening together.
I don't identify as 'straight'. I don't identify as anything. Sexuality is so fluid and forever changing. Whomever I'm with, whatever you've got going on, however you identify, I just let chemistry lead me where it wants to go and enjoy myself.