Music = Is my life, Literature= Expansion of knowledge , Great films= Can cultivate a creative intellect and soothe the soul, Art= Can achieve and inspire a myriad of things , Creating beauty through darkness= My passion, Weight training= Weak men have weak minds, Sushi= Only the greatest food ever,Time= The most important element of all life so invest it wisely.

"The wind in my heart, The dust in my hand."

Likes= Listening to, collecting and playing/recording music is my life and passion. Films,literature and art are my way of learning/growing/escaping. The more melancholic of those four things, the better. Sushi- the greatest food ever! Singing, playing guitar/drums. I'm a sucker for a good debate or a challenging conversation.
Writing-comedy/poetry. Painting/sketching.
Creating beauty through darkness. Opening minds and hearts [Not literally].
A quiet but knowing smile from someone that loves me. Happiness, understanding- giving and receiving. That chill up my spine,goosebumps and the fighting back of tears when I experience true or rare beauty in any form. Logic. Truth. Comedy. Irony. Those who get what's coming to them,both good and bad.
[ Just desserts, I think it's called.] When someone displays manners or thoughtful actions. Sweetness, kindness, faithfulness, determination, strength-[ not physical ]

Dislikes= Peadophillia- "Because I think it's really wrong." Rap, pop, hip hop, country or bluegrass music.[ Polka isn't bad, I just don't own any.] Religion,[ Religion; not God.] "Keeping it real and or Gangsta"-Thanks for the invite but ummm..No. I have been asked about that last statement a lot so let me put this dog to rest...I am not a racist. I just don't co-opt to other people's cultures or ways of conversing with other carbon-based lifeforms { Even if it is a phenomenon that has taken over this society by storm and is to date, very popular} as I have one of my own i.e. Italian {Sorry}. Greedy/smothering/close-minded/judgmental/self-righteous/self-absorbed people. The "Summer block-buster action/superhero" movies...If Hollywood puts out one more inane, puerile and just downright non-sensicle superhero movie... I'm gonna puke blood. Nascar, or people that enjoy that kind of entertainment...I'm just saying, I've noticed that we don't get along very well.
I do not watch or care about sports as they mostly come across to me as very,"Gaycentric"-I mean guys running after each other trying to get a, "Ball" and then laying on each other or patting each other on their rear ends to show approval for a job well done.
Come on...Really? Is anybody home?
I get a lot of comments about wearing a N.Y. Yankees hat both good and bad and my response is always the same, "It's just a hat to me...When nude women start playing the game then, I might watch. Till then there are the films of Lynch, Kubrick, Huston ect."

I do not watch broadcast or cable television or listen to the radio. Instead of muti-conglomerate media companies deciding what my tastes in music,films or books will be...I prefer to choose and think for myself.
Don't get me wrong if you are the type of woman who buys into hype or popular opinions that's up to you, just please understand that I can't come with you on that particular journey. Oh yes, just one more thing...If you consider yourself to be a, "Princess" or a, "Diva" instead of a Woman who is an equal with all humans, [ We are all the same. No one is better or worse than anyone else, in fact the only things that distinguish us from one another are Character/ Intelligence and Morals- Just one Man's opinion.]
I would just like to say, thank you for stopping by but I think you should be going now.[ There is a sale on shoes and purses somewhere that needs you a Hell of a lot more than I do.]

Personal testimonial; Oh, I don't know, I am what's known as a reactionary I guess. I give as good as I get. I have a very dry and sometimes silly sense of humor. I'm a good Man but not a "nice" Man so please, no games,drama,lies or shackles. Time is the most valuable element that we all have equally, [ "Tomorrow isn't promised"- Abby Hoffman ] so please don't waste my time and I won't waste yours.
Lastly, I do not want to own or be owned by anyone,[ Unless it's offered mutually and with the kindest of intentions of course.]
I'm new to this kind of thing so please understand if I am not following the correct procedures.
Thank you for your kind attention or interest.
Warmest Regards.
P.S. I am not a robot, I am not a robot, Malfunction, Beep Beep Boop Boop!

1. Sneaking up on people and scaring the Newest Superhero movie out of them.

Is that I do like to be sketched... Joking of course.

Music- Angelo Badalementi [The greatest living composer],Dax Riggs [The greatest living male vocalist],T-daks and his white plastic soul,Deadboy and the Elephantmen,Agents of oblivion,Daisyhead and the mooncrickets,Acid bath, Katatonia [ This Swedish band kicks Tool's and a perfect circle's dead ass], Sparklehorse-R.I.P. Mark Linkous [Their album,"It's A Wonderful Life" is pure sonic heroin],Portishead,Beth Gibbons[ The greatest living female vocalist],Bjork[ "One of the few artists alive today who has something new to say and a new way to say it."],The Walker Brothers,Scott Walker,Radiohead,Grandaddy,Julee Cruise,Saint Saviour,Baby Woodrose,Anathema,Tom Waits,Emily Haines and the soft skeleton,David Bowie,Metric,Muddy Waters,Pink Floyd, Neurosis,Lycia,Zao,Mark Lanegan,Paradise Lost, Danzig,Antony and the Johnsons,Cat power,Judas Priest, Deftones,Kyuss,Sleep,Rebreather,Depeche Mode,Gary Numan, Today is the day, Crowbar,Clutch,Joe Buck,Vangelis,Tangerine Dream,Charles Manson,Hypocrisy,Bolt Thrower,Johnny Cash,Muse,Hayden,Neko Case,Ministry,Frank Sinatra,Dean Martin,13th floor elevators,The Rolling Stones,The Ramones,Failure-[Fantastic Planet],Sleepy John Estes [The best blues man ever],Sam Cooke,Elliott Smith,The Cure,Iron and Wine,Calexico,David Gilmour,Robin Trower,Roger Waters,Tony Carey,Planet P Project,John Barry,James Brown,Marvin Gaye,Doors,Arcade Fire,Godspeed! You Black Emperor,Ligeti,Wagner,Chopin,Ravel,Albinoni,Mozart,Beethoven,Sergei Rachmaninoff,Prokofiev,Barber,Elliot Goldenthal, Danny Elfman,James Newton Howard
Films- The Ninth Configuration,The Secret World of Algenon,The Paint Job,anything with Peter Sellers,Waco- The Rules of Engagement,Endgame- Blueprint for Global Enslavement,Capitalism: A Love Story,The Weather Underground,Mr. Death,Jonestown,In the Realms of the Unreal,Paradise lost 1 + 2,Hells Bells- The Dangers of Rock n' Roll 1+2 "Right Wing Religious Propaganda- ("Hilarious!"), The Corporation,Happiness,Gummo,Thx 1138,Dark Shadows,Catch 22,Exorcist 3,Abby,Martin,Angel heart,Jacob's Ladder,Nixon,The cell,No country for old men,There will be blood,Henry fool,Dune,Africa Screams,No such thing,Photographing Fairies,State of grace[ The greatest mob movie ever!]Little Odessa/ Baxter,Toto Le Hero,Institute Benjamenta,Shine,Shakes the clown,Street trash,Ilsa the she wolf of the SS,Freaked,Donnie Darko,In Bruges,Wolf,The black hole,Altered states,Carnival of souls, all David Lynch, all Stanley Kubrick, all Terry Gilliam, all John Huston, all Jean-Pierre Jeunet, all David Fincher,anything with Brad Dourif or Gary Oldman [ my two favorite living male actors], I love documentaries, old and underground films...I do not watch broadcast or cable channeled t.v. or listen to the radio, instead of the major conglomerate medias doing my thinking for me, I prefer to think for myself. I suggest you try and do the same.
Television- I'm very selective about the shows. I get them on dvd when they come out...I hear about the good ones by word of mouth or just by doing a lot of research. Twin Peaks- Squidbillies- Just about any British t.v. comedies- Kids in the Hall- Wondershozen- Sledgehammer!- The Upright Citizen's Brigade- Minoriteam- Mr. Show- Psychoville- Garth Marenghi's Darkplace- The IT Crowd- No Heroics- Pulling- Father Ted- The Black Adder- Monty Python's Flying Circus- Snuff Box- Nighty Night- The Mighty Boosh- It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia- Night Court\\\\
Books- Moby Dick- Melville, One flew over the cukoos nest- Kesey, The book of the dead- Lloyd/Mitchinson, The book of general ignorance- Lloyd/Mitchinson, The book of animal ignorance- Lloyd/Mitchinson, An underground education- Zacks, The dictionary of cultural literacy- Hirsch,Jr./Kett/Trefil, Zombie spaceship wasteland- Oswalt, Elliott Smith and the big nothing- Nugent, The will to what-ev's- Mirman, U-turn, No country for old men- McCarthy, Blood Meridian- McCarthy, Hamlet- de Vere (Yes, I am "Oxfordian" if that's a problem, just leave as I will not argue about it.), Titus Andronicus- de Vere, A season in Hell and the drunken boat- Rimbaud, Rimbaud-complete works selected letters- Rimbaud, Stranger music- Leonard Cohen, Brave New World- Huxley, Legion- Blatty, The ninth configuration- Blatty, Demons five exorcists nothing- Blatty, I'll tell them I remember you- Blatty, The arrogance of power the secret world of Richard Nixon- Summers, Wicked- Maguire, Long day's journey into night- O'Neill, Do androids dream of electric sheep?- Dick, Full service- Bowers, Junky- Burroughs, Naked lunch- Burroughs, Take a walk on the dark side- Patterson, Pink Floyd Faq- Shea, The 12 Caesars- Suetonius, An open book-John Huston Autobiography- Huston, Cults conspiracies & secret societies- Goldwig, The element encyclopedia of secret signs and symbols- Nozedar, Dispensational truths- Larkin, Child of God- McCarthy, 1984- Orwell, An incomplete education- Jones/Wilson .
Heroes- Those who were born to sleep forever.

Listening to music.
Playing guitar.
Singing.
A creative outlet.
Intelligence.
Wisdom.

Sloan is watching: The Order- from Matthew Barney's Cremaster cycle 3 [SURREALISM AT IT'S FINEST- Lynch,Kubrick and Cronenberg had a baby and this is the guy!]/ Evilenko/ David Lynch's- Rabbits/ David Lynch's- A Darkened Room/ David Lynch's- Interview project/ Endgame- Blueprint for Global Enslavement/ Capitalism: A Love Story/ Murder in the heartland/ Video X/ Zoo-"We are not who we appear to be"/ Heckeler/ Tard Spasm/ The Ninth Configuration/ Paradise Lost/ Aqua teen hunger force/ Wisconsin Death Trip/ No Heroics, season 1/ The Elephantman/ Saxondale, Season 1-2/ Garth Marenghi's Darkplace/ Man to Man- Season 1/ The It Crowd, Season 1-3/ The curious case of Benjamin Button/ Amos and Andy-T.V. show from the '50's/ Charles Manson Interviews/ Six degrees of Helter Skelter/ Portishead, 3rd webcast/ Pink Floyd, The Wall/ Pink Floyd, Live @ Pompii/ Aftermath/ Hardware/ Simon of the Desert/ Look around you/ A Serious Man/ Men Who Stare at Goats/ G.G. Allin and the Murder Junkies-Hated/ Old Boy/ Che / Moon/ The Road/ Immortal Beloved/ Night Court-All Seasons/ Father Ted/ The Collector/ The Great Bank Robbery/ Arcade Fire-Mirrornoir/ The Corporation/ Snuff Box- (Hilarious!)/ The Mighty Boosh Seasons 1-3/ 44" Chest/ In Search of the Great Beast 666 Aliester Crowley/ Spaced/ Nighty Night- (Hilarious!)/ The Day Today/ Psychoville/ Late World with Zach/ It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia- All Seasons/ Poolside chats with Neil Hamburger/ Minoriteam/ Bronson/ Funland/ W.C. Fields and me/ Bunny and the Bull/ S21 The Khmer Rouge Killing Machine/ Nightingales/ Hippies/ Beck- Live @ Austin City Limits 11-11-'02/ Deftones - Internet House Party/ Catterick/ Freud/ A Clockwork Orange/ Delocated/The Kids In The Hall- Brain Candy + Death Comes To Town//////////// Sloan is listening to: Katatonia- Night is the new day/ Swallow the Sun- Hope + New Moon/ Peter Gabriel-Up + Scratch my back/ Wine From Tears- Through The Eyes Of A Mad/ Emily Haines and the soft skeleton- live in concert 10-01-'07. "She is the female Tom Waits, amazing!"/ Emily Haines and the soft skeleton- Live July 2004/ Emily Haines and the soft skeleton- Live 03-30-'08/ David Bowie- Shadow Man- song/ Arcade Fire- My body is a cage+ cold wind- [songs]/ Admiral Radley- I Heart California [song]/ Evilenko- Soundtrack/ 44" Chest- Soundtrack/ Johan Söderqvist- "Let the right one in" Soundtrack/ Georges Bizet-Je Crois Entendre Encore- From "The Pearl Fishers"/ John lee Hooker- It Serves You Right to Suffer [song]/ Aphrodities Child- Spring,Summer,Winter and Fall [song]/ Richard Wagner- Vorspiel [Song]/ Keith Caputo- I've Got Monsters (Song)/ The Mountain Goats- No Children {Song} "Holy Shit!"/ David Lynch- The Air is on Fire/ David Gilmour- There's no way out of here [song]/Faun Fables- Eyes of a bird, Higher, Rising Din [songs]/ Harry Nilsson- Without You, Caroline, Me and My Arrow-[songs]/ Paradise Lost- Don't belong, Sun fading, Over the madness-[songs]/ Gloomy Sunday- (Various artists)/ Cunnalingus-(various artists)Filter- Short bus/ Hayden- The closer I get/ William Orbit- Pieces in a modern style/ Clutch- Blast tyrant/ Al Jolsen- Best of./ Acid Bath- Paegan Terrorism Tacticts/ Radiohead- Hail to the thief + In rainbows/ Blue Bob-Blue Bob/ Tv on the radio- Young liars e.p./ Positraction- Live at the Nyahabyngi/ Antony and the Johnsons- "Paddy's gone" [song]/ Maria Bamford- How to win / I'm sorry I'll read that again- a B.B.C. Radio Comedy series/ Laura Viers- Saltbreakers+ July Flame/ And of course I'm always listening to Dax Riggs in one form or another.

trying to figure out,"Who really did shoot the sheriff?"

Well I'd have to think about it... I am not in fact a Doctor nor am I blind. "Dr. Blind" is the title of an amazing song by,"Emily Haines and The Soft Skeleton."

1. You are not clinically insane, or just plain-old insane.
2. You don't currently have cancer...O.k. you can have cancer but you can't keep it a secret and let me find out from someone else who uses your phone to text me at 3:00 in the morning 3 weeks into the relationship that you have it. (Bloody Hell!)
3. You don't have a serious substance abuse problem.
4. You won't stab me in the chest...(Seriously, it's happened.)
5. You aren't married...(I'm like cat-nip to them; I don't get it.)
6. You are an Anglophile as well.
7. Music is important to you.
8. You are not into lying or playing mind games.
9. You were the other gunwoman on the grassy-knoll and will let me co-write the book with you about...Well, you know. The incident.
10. You think Gary Numan is electric.
11. You think the nipples of mother hope have run dry...Come on; why would you be here in the first place?
12. You think Reagan and Bush Jr. getting elected twice was redundant and illegal.
13. You won't treat me like an afterthought...(Has also happened...Recently.) I'll bolt so fast you'll have to dust your furniture. What do I mean by,"Afterthought?" Well, I was seeing someone who would wait until the end of Her day. Take a sleeping pill and then pick up the phone and call me. So our conversation would last for about 10 min. and then She would become incoherent, not keep up with the conversation and I would become irritated and say G.N. I found Her behavior to be very disrespectful, inappropriate and hurtful. How would you feel if you were dating someone and they only called you just before they were inebriated...Yeah, it kind of feels like that,Grrrr. In Her defense... She is very beautiful but F.Y.I. I will trade some beauty for someone who possesses a soul and will treat me as an equal.
14. You are displaying a profile photo... I mean if you are in fact not doing that well... Then you have me at a disadvantage and I will not respond to your message as I can see no good will come of this. There can be no good reason for anyone to not display a profile photo.
P.S. I can't believe I actually have to address this issue.
15. If you are not a Conceited Elitist Jerk. A Woman on here contacted me we exchanged #'s and talked a couple of times(The first time for like 5 minutes straight all she talked about was her breasts, To the point where I asked if we could please talk about something else. Yeah,Wow.) till I offered to take her out to dinner and she accepted. When it came time to decide where we would eat she couldn't decide so I suggested this place that had a buffet (As I eat once a day so when I eat, I eat not like a slob I just wait till I'm hungry and then I eat that's all.) She said,"That place is depressing, my daughter likes to eat there and I hate it." I asked,"Why is that?" She replied,"Old and obese people eat there and It depresses me." I said,"Young and fit people like myself eat there as well because their food is good,the place is clean and the staff are friendly. However if you'd like to go somewhere else how about(A Middle-Eastern restaurant and no buffet) She replied,"I've never been there but you will have to walk me through the menu." "Not a problem. I'll meet you there at 5:30." I replied. I took a shower and by the time I had gotten out she had already sent a text saying,"I'm going to have to cancel the date. I don't feel that you care enough about my comfort to even suggest going to a restaurant that has a buffet (I had only talked with her twice and I had eaten at this place many times mind you and there is nothing wrong with it.) I guess you don't think I'm worth taking to a decent restaurant. (Middle-Eastern Restaurant...Which I thought we had already agreed to. Hmmm.) So I, smiling sent her back this text."Yes, I think this would be for the best as I'm sure that I've seen Elderly and also Overweight people at the Middle Eastern Restaurant too. My God they are absolutely everywhere these days. When will the Government put an end to them and all other undesirables don't they realize that there are normal/good looking and privileged people walking around and that their very presence is offensive and depressing to us elitists?!?!?! Ohhh wait a minute, I forgot....I myself am not an elitist so I guess I'll go eat dinner around people who are not like myself. So be sure to stay clear of the Buffet tonight as all us undesirables will be there in full force. Good luck to you in your search." I wonder why she is single...Couldn't have anything to do with her attitude could it? To answer her thought,"I guess you don't think I'm worth taking to a decent restaurant." Well that's just not true... I don't think she is worth taking to a buffet or anywhere for that matter. So If you can identify with her or feel as though you are a princess or a diva of some kind and can't just be gracious because someone has offered to take you out to dinner even if it is to a (CHILLS) buffet or if you are just a Conceited Elitist Jerk ...You really needn't bother, ok? Alright. Bye bye now.