I don't think anyone can say who they really are in a little text box. It's even harder for me because I'm in such a transitional period in my life...I strive to live as a good person because at the end of the day I have to deal with myself. I'm the one I come home to every night.

I can seem overly serious and a little strange on a first glance but I'm fairly funny in actual conversation. I'm smart but I'm not a dick about it usually. I'm trying to learn as many new things from as many people as I can so please message me just to talk even if I don't seem your type.

I work and I skate board. I make music. I enjoy an uncomplicated life that involves getting up and living every day knowing that it's crazy that I even exist.
I like to cook for myself. I feel like I'm in a meditative trance when I do and I always finish feeling refreshed.

I am a Pastafarian. This is important and if you don't respect that we have nothing in common and you have no sense of humor. Arrrrg!

My god promises abundant beer and a stripper factory in heaven. Since I am promised consequenceless alcoholism in the after life I choose not to drink or do drugs now.

My political beliefs are mostly socialistic and sometimes a little radical. My grandfather said to me the other day "It's the governments responsibility to make sure we take care of the least of us"

I said "no - it's the governments responsibility to make sure there isn't a least of us."

I have some ideas about where I want to go from here but nothing is set in stone. I'm feeling lately like working with youth on AODA issues could really be something for me to do with myself.

For now I am working as a captionist for the hearing impaired.
I'm trying to sober up and get stuff together. My addictions made my life unmanageable and I refuse to just survive rather than really living.

I've been working on my spirituality and myself in general. I'm really getting to know myself for the first time in my life and it has been amazing.

I'm fairly good at a lot of things but I'm still looking for that one thing that I'm REALLY good at.

Probably my hair. People are always talking to me about it.

Books: anything by Stephen King, any religious text, Watership down, Lolita, Illusions, Hannibal, One, American gods, magics pawn, Out of my mind, by the sword, The giver, Outlander, White oleander, bridge across forever, What the bleep do we know?, Jonathan livingston sea gull
Most recently I read a graphic biography of Kafka illustrated by R. Crumb. Very entertaining.

Movies: Blue Velvet, Fire walk with me , Jurassic park, Kill Bill, Billy Elliot, Not another porn movie, Thirteen, Pretty woman, Like water for chocolate, The notebook, Hard candy, The Tracy Fragment, Forgetting Sarah Marshal, Lost in Translation, How high, Diary of a mad black woman, coming to america, Hard Candy, Amelie, Smiley face, Scary movie 2, Drop dead gorgeous, Silence of the lambs, Forest Gump, so I married an axe murderer, Mullholland drive, Trick, Drop dead gorgeous, spice world, cool runnings, national lampoons senior trip, wrist cutters(a love story),The time traveler's wife, But I'm a cheer leader, Welcome to the doll house, Now and then, miss congeniality, zerophilia

Music:The police, Elliot Smith, The Smiths, Imogen Heap, Rilo Kelly, Juliana Hatfeild, Le Sport, Lo fi fnk, Munchausen by proxy, Taking back sunday, Coheed and Cambria, Regina Spektor, The Butchies, Fleetwood Mac, Joni Mitchell, Anthony Hamilton, Fiona Apple, Big brother and the holding company, Bright eyes, Scissor Sisters, The used, The ditty bops, Built to spill, The Mountain goats, Rascal Flats, Lil Wayne, Peaches, Kid sister, Leslie Hall, Flogging Molly, Carolines Spine, Van Halen, Third eye blind, Portishead, Bloc party, Men, Dropping daylight, The four tops, Aretha Franklin, Final Fantasy(I want to have owen pallets baby) M.I.A., N.I.N, Simon and garfunkel, Simian mobile disco, Cat Power, Tom Petty, The new radicals, Outkast, St. Vincent, yelle, ebony bones - I have 9000 songs on my ipod I could go on and on

Food: I don't eat fish but other than that I'm pretty open. Most of the cooking I do for myself is vegetarian. I love coconut curry. Kombucha is my most recent obsession. I drink a bottle every other day and have started brewing my own.

Food
water
shelter
Friendship
Music
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How I'm going to save people from the god delusion.

At an NA meeting.
Maybe dancing at plan B

I think that when the mayan calender ends in 2012 there will be a virus released into the population that will turn people into zombies. I plan on buying a gun soon to prepare myself.

You are a for real person and would like to have some stimulating conversations.

You know where a good shooting range is.

You want to make music with me in my basement.

www.myspace.com/coagulatedestrogen