The most important thing about me is that I am always open to new information no matter how strongly it interferes with my notions of truth.

I'm traveling in circles smaller and smaller until my dreams fall over my head like a favorite shirt. Without a snag they will fall around me and hold on for the next spin for the next dream for the next living and the next loving.

wander for lust. grow plants. move slowly. breath deeply. eat consciously. clearly teach. cook always. rather barter. live well

I am poly, polyamorous which means to me that I create relationships based on feelings and emotions rather than preconceived cultural norms. I've got lots of feelings and emotions to share with lots of people. People seem to think polyamory is all about sex and while that can be a part of it, It isn't necessarily the case for me. I'm more than happy to have partners who I love deeply, spend lots of time with, but never fuck. Is that so hard to understand?

I think queer fits much better than gay/bi, but that's not an option. I'm really into people who define themselves honestly and do not feel trapped by their gender, or society. I'm also into meeting people within the gender non-conforming community. Men have a much better chance if they are bi/pan-sexual or are trans-men. However any man who claims feminism also gets a leg up. What I basically mean is, don't be a bigot regardless of your gender.

I'm making connections.

I recognize my privilege as a white woman, as someone who has never known poverty, and as a educated person.

I spend most of my time in skunky rooms with big couches plotting revolution.

I'm trained as a street medic.

I refuse to sacrifice my life for 'work', cause my work is more important.

List of things to do:
-Help assemble an intentional community
-Social Justice, Social Work, Hospice
-Work in a nursery (for plants, not people)
-Study at an Ashram
-Blow Glass
-Go to Massage School
-Build a House

Caring about things that I don't care about because they are something you care about and I care about you.

Creating sexual fantasy.

Growing plants.

The faces I make are cute as a button. Im almost six feet tall. I am a quirky person. I do not hesitate, and am always trying to furnish my life with love.

I will call you on your oppressive behaviors before the words finish leaving your tongue.

I'd like to take this opportunity to thank Tom Robbins for being a powerful influence on my ability to function as a social being. You've helped me understand the world!

My favorite books are Jitterbug Perfume, Enders Game, Ishmael, Whipping Girl, and The Omnivores Dilemma.

My favorite artists are Alex Grey, Salavador Dali, and Marc from Swastika Freakshop. (Before you think I'm a nazi, please take a moment to look up the real history of that symbol.)

I have a really hard time thinking about music in this kind of context. A list of artists I enjoy does not even begin to describe the wonderful and personal relationships I have with many recordings. That doesn't even begin to cover my time spent seeing music in person, feeling the emotions directly conveyed with hundreds of my closest friends. How do I write down the lifetime of experiences augmented, shaped, controlled, and guided by music? I'll never know. Some important words might be: Groove, Envelopment, Space, Pattern, and Improvise.

My favorite food is food that is fresh and vegan. Also savory.

Yoga, People, Collectivism, Intention, Quiet, and Breath

Gender, Yogic Living, Feminism, Opression, Privledge, Atheism, Science, Ethics, Philosophy, Hybrid Plant Crosses, Glass Wear, and Food.

"How's Daddy's girl?" Verlin would ask from the driver's seat. "Need to pee-pee?" Often Daddy's girl failed to reply. Daddy's girl was busy, sliding her focus to muffle or distort the normal associative effects of object and space, stripping them of common meaning or symbolic function, forcing them to settle in the highly mysterious region that lies between the cornea and the brain -- and fooling with them there. The parallel lines of electrical wires, under her dynamic gaze, would tend to overlap, so that they would break their continuity and magnify the open areas between them. This was especially interesting when a flock of blackbirds could be stirred into the optic mixture. Or, she would be looking at the field of vision itself, refusing to favor a central form, such as a water tower, but concentrating instead on the zone surrounding ht tower, finding pattern and substance in areas our eyes tend to regard as secondary, vacant, vague. And all the while viewing everything upside down, sideways, and nauseated.

Not like driving across Carolina, or Texas, Or Arizona, or Illinois; but like driving across the world and into the places where we would finally learn ourselves among the worldwide fellaheen people of the world, the Indians that stretch in a belt across the world from Malaya to India to Arabia to Morocco to Mexico and over to Polynesia. For these people were unmistakably Indians and we not at all the like the Pedros and Panchos of silly American lore---they had high cheekbones, and slanted eyes, and soft ways---they were not fools, they were not clowns---they were great grave Indians and they were the source of mankind and the fathers of it. And they this when we ostensibly self-important moneybag Americans on a lark in their land, they knew who was the father and who was the son of antique life on earth, and made no comment For when destruction comes to the world people still stare the same eyes from the caves of Mexico as well as from the caves of Bali, where it all began and where Adam was suckled and taught to know. These were my growing thoughts as I drove car into the hot sunbaked town of victories where we were destined to spend the maddest afternoon of our entire lives

I think going to health food stores and reading labels is a good time.

I'm domestic and I like it.

The amount of holes in my body that I have purposely created is exciting to admit.

I'm allergic to latex.

The woods make me horny.

(Anybody should feel free to message me for friendship or conversation,but the following is what I am looking for in a partner/s. However please keep in mind that I am open to influence and the things listed below are not requirements.)

-You keep plans you make.
-You are queer as fuck.
-You think the people who are on BMEzine are sexy.
-You appreciate people for who they are.
-You live in present and don't dwell in the past.
-You think you are attractive, and you love yourself.
-You think intimacy isn't all about sex.
-You want to be one of my big spoons (or little spoons).
-You value your health.
-You like staying in and going out.
-You like good food.
-You like gods green gifts. (Hops and Cannabis)
-You don't drink to excess often.
-You are not addicted to opiates
-You are not trans-phobic.
-You have your own mind, as in you are free from any religion that mandates its members to behave in ways that are not something its members understand and requires you to have faith and trust in something that you cannot experience or perceive.(Don't be a blind follower, or I will rip your life apart slowly and make you resent everything you ever knew)
-You might also want to understand that because I have "Casual encounters (sex partners)" checked doesn't mean that I want to have sex with random people.