let me start by saying just how out of date my profile is at this point, it could use some sprucing up and i just haven't the time. if you want to get to know me there is no better way then to talk to me.
also i am awkward, empathetic, and lost in my thoughts on occasion. i can be shy and quiet, but i can also be loud and rambunctious. there are many layers and sides to my personality, so much so that I'm not even aware of them all yet! I'd like to share myself with someone, but i want it to be the right someone.
it seems that no matter what mindset i go into this site with, i come out disappointed. i am truly looking for friends, but more than that i want love. by repeatedly trying and failing at finding love i have decided to focus on this site not as a means to a relationship, but as a chance to meet new people and grow from what they teach me. i want to meet new people and learn about them and learn about myself through the experiences that i have trying to connect with them, that is all. :D and I'm happy about it.
My name is Emily, and i'm on OkCupid looking for a match be it a friend or something more.
I am now working seasonally at different resorts doing different jobs. i just got home from Wyoming working between the grand Tetons and Yellowstone national park. I love being able to meet so many new people, and live in some of the worlds most beautiful natural playgrounds. though a downside is that i don't have one place to call home for long. I will be in St. Louis at least through the winter then I'm not sure what will be next.
I'm looking for people who have fun going out or staying in. I really enjoy spending one on one time with people, but also really enjoy a good night out! I can be shy and awkward on occasion for sure, but I'm also sweet, kind and a devoted friend.
I guess I'm just looking for connections in this crazy world, maybe you are too.