okay I'm guessing this just has to do with who I am right?

Well, obviously I'm pagan and I guess you could say I'm emo, but not in the high-school sense, my intended meaning is that I am a passionate person. I'm very open about everything so anything I don't list in this profile that you would like to know just ask.

One more thing about me... All my life I've dreamed of living on the southern coast of the US... you know, Southeast, Southwest, or Gulf Coast. I hate living in a landlocked state like Wisconsin. Lol, I guess you could say that I'm a SoCal girl at heart. Well, without the Abercrombie and Fitch.

Oh and one more thing. My best friend in RL is joecooks87. Mess with him or break his heart and you'll have to deal with me.

Myspace: www.myspace.com/caelaberdene
Yahoo: seiko_maruhana@yahoo.com
MSN/Windows Live: vampyrenami@hotmail.com
E-mail (you spam me, I break you): ginalee.raschke@gmail.com

I am beautiful, amorous, and vivacious

Right now I'm doing my best to be a mother and student, not in school yet but I want to go to school for graphic design/electronic pre-press or to be a doctor. I know, they don't seem like they go together but eh.... they're both something I love.

Well.....I hear I'm good at drawing, writing, and singing. Also I'm good at both being in photographs and taking photographs...well maybe not at the same time.

My eyes, or so I'm told.

Books: too many, but my favorite authors are Gena Showalter, Terry Brooks, Karen Marie Moning, Amanda Quick, and Stephen King.

Movies: Again, a lot to list! lol. A few favorites include Fight Club, Sweeney Todd, The Shadowless Sword, Hero, The Ocean's trilogy, Star Wars (the whole thing), Knocked Up, Juno, Surf's Up, I Know Who Killed Me, and 50 First Dates.

Music: I like almost anything, mostly Rock of all kinds, including Black Metal to Alternative, I do also like a few R&B and Country songs. I really also like Asian pop/rock, and my guilty pleasure is N*Sync.... I know I know.....sorry.

Food: Anything fancy and foreign is good, but every now and again a good, healthy burger does the trick!

In order:

6. A nice, good headboard (get to know me better and I'll explain that one)
5. My guitar
4. Music
3. Religion, mine specifically.
2. The Ocean (really, who could?)
1. My son, Connor Matthew.

Mostly characters I put into my stories. I create a whole life for them and then I use them in a story, and the cool part is, when I write, my characters take on a life of their own and the story writes itself.

At home writing or chilling out with a small group of friends.

Hm....well I could admit a lot, like I said I'm pretty open...but for now let's leave it this way:

I am bipolar, unmedicated. I can control it, but sometimes I lose it. I try my best never to hurt those close to me but I slip sometimes, i know this will probably screw up my chances with people but hey, at least I'm honest.

If and only if you take me seriously, and don't mind the fact that I have a little heathen boychild.