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30 M Seattle, WA

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6′ 4″ (1.93m)
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Working on Ph.D program
Relationship Status
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Doesn’t have kids
Dislikes dogs and likes cats
English (Fluently), Japanese (Fluently), C++ (Fluently)

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My self-summary
I'm presently living as a vagrant in random cities like Montreal and Seattle. Eventually I'll return to where I was.

INFJ. Empty-ing vessel. Amoralist. Raskolnikovian. Romantic.

"We need to live in a state of suspended animation, like a work of art, in a state of enchantment. We have to succeed in loving so greatly that we live outside of time, detached."
-- from La Dolce Vita
What I’m doing with my life
I moved to Toronto last year for a pure math PhD program but I lack focus. I live there sortof except not now.

I want to create; I'm presently in a state of contemplative inaction to that end. Existence has many layers, and to remain in the shallow ones is a sickness.
I’m really good at
Empathy, beautiful moments, not sleeping, vanishing to elsewhere, dark places, wonder, partings.
The first things people usually notice about me
I don't know. Probably height, or gloominess.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Movies: Maborosi, Martha Marcy May Marlene, Blue Valentine, Shame, Hunger, Peppermint Candy, Secret Sunshine, Poetry, Cold Fish, Suicide Club, Sleeping Beauty, The Future, Dogtooth, Pulse, Samaria, Enter the Void, Lost Highway, Mulholland Drive, Fight Club, Dolls, The Isle, Vivre sa Vie, Persona, Solaris, La Dolce Vita

Books: Tender is the Night, The Great Gatsby, Women in Love, Madame Bovary, To the Lighthouse, Lolita, Flow My Tears the Policeman Said, The Bell-Jar, Crime and Punishment, The Stranger, 1984, Catch-22, Ender's Game, Women, Catcher in the Rye, Jane Eyre, Beneath the Wheel, Thus Spoke Zarathustra, Dragonlance Chronicles, Principles of Mathematical Analysis

Music: Sleigh Bells, Blue Hawaii, Panda Bear, Animal Collective, Death Grips, Austra, Grimes, Braids, Beach House, John Maus, Vampire Weekend, Trust, Forest Swords, No Age, Autechre, Aphex Twin, M83, Swans, Fuck Buttons, Damon Albarn, The Knife, Prefuse 73, Grizzly Bear, Interpol, Ratatat, Nobuo Uematsu

Shows: Mad Men, Cowboy Bebop, Daria, Peep Show, Twin Peaks

Video games: Chrono Trigger, Final Fantasy, Xenogears, Earthbound, Secret of Mana, Ogre Battle, Suikoden, Final Fantasy Tactics, Illusion of Gaia, StarCraft, Diablo

Food: avocado, ramen, curry, kimchi, bacon, sashimi, rice
The six things I could never do without
1. feeling, 2. meaning, 3. memories, 4. possibility, 5. dark, 6. love
I spend a lot of time thinking about
People I love. How to live, whether to live.

"Dear as remembered kisses after death,
And sweet as those by hopeless fancy feigned
On lips that are for others; deep as love,
Deep as first love, and wild with all regret;
O Death in Life, the days that are no more."
-- from 'Tears, Idle Tears'
On a typical Friday night I am
Wandering drinking from place to place in whichever urban area.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I don't feel feelings anymore.

No, I do sometimes.
I’m looking for
  • Girls who like guys
  • Ages 18–50
  • Located anywhere
  • For new friends, long-term dating, short-term dating, casual sex
You should message me if
You want to add some meaning or connection to each other's lives. Existence is lonely, and brief.