Hi! I'm a transgirl (MtF) called Erika and I live in Estonia, Tallinn, I'm not on HRT yet though, and I'm not planning to have any kind of a surgery for it, although, I do want to get my testicles removed, they are so much of an annoyance to me and the worst part is that they produce testosterone. :(

I'm quite lonely and have no friends at all (because I suck at making them, I'm a really friendly person but people don't ever get to know me except for on the internet).

I have green eyes and dark blonde hair, I also love piercings and weird hairstyles, but I've yet to get any because I live with my parents and I don't have money for that kind of stuff.

I'm also pretty smart, but I can be really really boring, I also run a website and I code, program and make nice looking webdesigns.

I also mainly love metal and industrial music, but I'm pretty much open to anything else too, just like I am with my life.

I honestly suck at writing these descriptions for myself, there are so many things about me but I never remember them, so I'm really impressed by the people who can write a really long one right away.

Oh and, if you want to come see me being silly or stalk me, feel free to come on my IRC channel at irc.gamesurge.net #d2k5

I'm usually always on that channel, even when I'm sleeping, because I keep my computer on 24/7.

Um, I really don't know anymore, I've never thought about a job so I just hope my friends can give me a place to live or something, I really don't require much, just internet and a little bit of food (I don't eat much), and a shower every few days, if it's fine with them I'll take a shower with them at the same time (in a completely non-sexual way duh, it's hard (or maybe impossible) for me to get aroused in the shower anyway). :p

coding, programming, webdesign, art, criticism, fashion, plus I have some kind of medical and scientific knowledge

I probably have lots more than that, you just have to talk to me and find out, I can do lots of things.

I can also do source texturing, sounds and mapping, plus a little bit of lua (for Garry's Mod).

That I'm weird, and usually if you really want to become my friend you should keep talking to me at all times because otherwise I'll just have you on my contacts list and not talk to you at all (because I'm shy at first D:)

If you really want to talk to me, you should do it by yourself, it's pretty rare for me to actually message someone unless they do it first.

Oh and, lots of people have told me that I'm the "cute lonely girl you would usually see in a library or a coffee shop".

Books: Um, can't really think of any.
Movies: Same as above. :/
Music: Metal, industrial, crust punk, hardcore, screamo are my main genres but I'm pretty much open to anything else too as long as it sounds good.

(Mainly KMFDM, Skold, Combichrist, wumpscut, Skinny Puppy, Deathstars, Dope Stars Inc, The Kovenant, Rammstein, Lamb of God, Killswitch Engage, Hanzel und Gretyl, Turmion Kätilöt, Tool, Funker Vogt, Placebo, Nine Inch Nails, The Revolting Cocks, Ministry, Slipknot, Avenged Sevenfold, Children of Bodom, Leftöver Crack, Nirvana)

Food: Pasta, french fries, salad, sandwiches, probably lots more.

Oh and, I'm semi-vegetarian, so I do eat some meat. :p

A computer, the internet, coding and webdesing skills, my awesome friends, music, industrial genre, my awesome long socks and stockings, pantyhose, fishnets, latex

Uh facepunch (a forum) but it got pretty horrible after 07.

I think a lot, maybe way too much, I think about how I could look more like a girl every day and how to get estrogen and everything, I still need to get on hormones but it really sucks to do so without any money, and the fact that I can't buy them online.

Sitting at home doing nothing, probably coding or talking to my friends on the internet, or possibly playing something, because I don't have anything else to do since I have no friends here (the only ones I have live in different countries, mainly the UK).

Uh it's not a private thing but I have a penis.

If you want to be friends with me and want to hang out with me, maybe even cuddle a bit, and possibly smoke some weed but only if you know where to get any, because I don't. :/

I'm not really interested in guys unless they are really girly or MtF, so don't bother contacting me, unless you're awesome and want to be friends online or something.

I'm fine with girls as long as they accept me for what I'm like (I'm way more fucked up than my profile makes it seem, check out my tests and everything for even better knowledge of me) but I've noticed that it's kinda rare.