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ErosReborn

42 M Austin, TX

I’m looking for

  • Girls who like guys
  • Ages 18–100
  • Located anywhere
  • For new friends, long-term dating, short-term dating

My Details

Last Online
Sep 15
Orientation
Straight
Ethnicity
White
Height
5′ 7″ (1.70m)
Body Type
Athletic
Diet
Mostly vegetarian
Smokes
Sometimes
Drinks
Socially
Drugs
Sometimes
Religion
Other, and laughing about it
Sign
Leo, and it’s fun to think about
Education
Working on university
Job
Student
Income
Relationship Status
Seeing Someone
Relationship Type
Mostly non-monogamous
Offspring
Pets
Likes dogs and likes cats
Speaks
English (Fluently), Spanish (Fluently), Portuguese (Okay), Malay (Poorly), Chinese (Poorly)

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My self-summary
Write a little about yourself. Just a paragraph will do.
Edit: I'm returning to OKCupid after quite a while of not visiting or being active on the site. I realize that I need to edit and update my profile a lot. I, and my perspective, keep changing, and I am presently at a loss for how to bring this version of my profile up to speed, so to speak. For the moment I will make notes at the bottom of each section with updated info.

My Name Now...

"My name now is Tydyn Rain St. Clair, a name I quite like, but that does not hint at the multidimensional complexity of my being, invisible to the objective eye.

I live my life driven by this colony of passions and loves that give my existence meaning and fulfillment.

I yearn to express the totality of my being in life, yet the more I express, the more I feel that must be made physical.

It seems impossible; the reservoir of my life is limitless, but cries for for actuality nonetheless. My life is complete, yet never complete.

I learn, I grow, I develop; and in the infinite center of my being...I know...

I know that this divine discontent is native to all beings, and is Eternal.

My name now is Tydyn Rain St. Clair, a name I quite like..."

This was a "poem" that I wrote many years ago, that to this day still holds great meaning for me, and expresses very important aspects of who I am.

Who am I? What am I? So many dimensions and worlds, so many times and places...so many expressions of my deeper identity dynamically unfolding and enfolding through the self that I know. I am a nomadic global citizen (even though I often tend to stay in a location for quite some time). I am a fluid chameleon, an immortal nexus...

In any dimension or domain of life in which I am operating or expressing myself I am a healer, an opener, a transformer, an awakener, a catalyst, an integrator, a teacher, and a student. I perceive wholes and I make wholes.

I am a heart-centered creature. Connections, interaction, sharing, warmth, openness, affection, intimacy, touch, and relationships, are very important to me. It's an open energy flow thing. If this area of my life is not flowing well, I don't tend to do so well.

In terms of relationship dynamics I have experienced fulfillment in both monogamy and polyamory, in different configurations, and I can say honestly that I truly appreciate the special beauty of both.
In truth I would love to be able to combine those beautiful and amazing aspects from each lovestyle. I could label myself with either moniker (though polyamory tends to win out in this regard), but I am not fond of self-limiting identifications. The type of polyamory that resonates most deeply with me is a very tribal, inclusive version, where everyone is at the bare minimum very close friends, and at best, lovers - basically a poly-tantric family or tribe. I tend to vibe or resonate very, very well with bisexual women who revel in connecting and sharing with beautiful goddesses as much as I do. Edit: While the essence of this is still true, I realize that my heart yearns to find my mate and life partner. I'm still trying to reconcile this deep desire and the open, polyamorous way I tend to flow with women, as well as my work/vocation with women.

I love to be naked, especially when it's warm or hot. I far prefer swimming naked. This is important to me. If you are not comfortable in your skin, and do not actually really like being without clothing at least 50-75% of the time, indoors and outdoors, alone, with me, or with our friends, then we probably wouldn't vibe very well together. I could call myself a naturist or nudist (and I have), but again, I'm not crazy about labels. Edit: Sadly my present environment rarely allows me to be without clothing. I try to get out to my beloved Eden Hot Springs as often as possible.

I follow the tantric path. I am quiveringly alive with the vital/creative/erotic energy of Life coursing through my being. I am Divinity incarnate in human form, uniting Heaven and Earth, Spirit and Matter, revelling in the sheer inexpressible beauty and bliss of existence. I share this with all I touch. Edit: While this is me at my best, I must admit that as of late, I'm not there anywhere near as much as I'd like. It's pretty spotty at the moment.

Find me on Facebook at http://www.facebook.com/immortal.nexus

My Sacred Integral Evolutionary Naked Polyamorous Tantric Love Tribe/Eros Awakening Intentional Eco-Village Community Facebook group at https://www.facebook.com/groups/INPTLT

My Austin Integral Evolutionary Practice (IEP) Community Facebook group at https://www.facebook.com/groups/DFW.Integral.Evolutionary.Practice.Community

My Integral Evolutionary Practice (IEP) Facebook group at https://www.facebook.com/groups/IntegralEvolutionaryPractice

My Naked Yoga Facebook group at https://www.facebook.com/groups/Yoga.Without.Masks

My Eros Awakening - Project: Unbuckle the Bible Belt Austin Facebook page at https://www.facebook.com/ErosAwakeningAustin

My Prezi presentation for the (future) Eros Awakening Intentional Eco-Village Community at http://prezi.com/qazwf0nlan5x/eros-awakening-intentional-eco-village-community

My Linkedin Profile at http://www.linkedin.com/in/erosawakening
What I’m doing with my life
Don’t overthink this one; tell us what you’re doing day-to-day.
I have done many things, and I can do many things.

Presently a good portion of the focus of my attention goes to my sessions with women. My sessions encompass and integrate aspects of body work/massage, energy work, and tantric work. I help women get back fully into their bodies, to re-experience their core vital energy flowing unhindered, and to return to a greater awareness of their innate wholeness. I show them that every aspect, part, and dimension of their being and body is absolutely acceptable, perfect, and beautiful. I do my work with immense love, care, reverence, respect, honoring, playfulness, innocence, and nurturing. I give many sessions. My session time tends to fill quickly. It is so rare in this culture, and I have found it to be extremely potent, to be able to see and experience every aspect of our bodies and beings, including our sexuality, and those taboo areas of the body, with innocence, nurturing, and playfulness/lightness. My work seems to constantly integrate and transcend to new levels, which makes describing what I do frustratingly difficult. Edit: As of late, I rarely give sessions of any kind, whether massage/bodywork, energy work, or tantric work. Occasionally a spontaneous session will pop up out of nowhere, and there are still people asking me for sessions, but for the most part I rarely do this work now. I've been going through so many challenging experiences lately that I just haven't felt like I was in the best place to give sessions.

I worship at the altar of the Feminine. You could quite accurately call me a goddess worshiper. I am the embodiment of Eros in this world. My energy vibrates with the Divine Masculine; I am the Divine Lover, or Consort, or Seducer, to the Goddess in every woman. I seduce women back to themselves, back to their own divinity and true nature. Bringing bliss, ecstasy, joy, fun, enjoyment, and pleasure into women's lives brings all of those into my own life a thousand fold. I realized long ago that I had a special vocation with women. I realized that women, were in fact, my specialty. This fact has reappeared in my life over and over, and has been reflected back to me by various women over time. It seems that me just being me, doing what I'm doing, flowing and sharing and interacting with the goddesses that come into my life, that I assist them in healing, liberating, and empowering themselves multidimensionally, with special focus it seems, on liberated relationship dynamics, body-acceptance and freedom, and opening to the greater dimensions and expression of sexuality. I receive pleasure from giving women pleasure. I dance in the beauty of the moment, bringing elegance, romance, radiance, and passion to the lives of the women who choose to dance with me. I am aware that the same paradigms that subjugate and control women have also lead us to our present ecological and social disasters worldwide. Healing women, healing the Earth, and awakening Humanity to the next stage of its development...those are my reasons for being on the planet at this time. Edit: While this is me at my core and in my strongest potency, I have gone through so many "dark nights of the soul" in the past months and years, and have often withdrawn from human interaction, where I am almost completely shut down. I've gone back and forth on this for a bit now, and thankfully the withdrawing/shutting down times are much fewer. When I am in my potency, I flow with women very, very easily. When I am not in my potency, I barely interact at all. :-/

What I desire to do in the world is connect with those of my greater spiritual family or Tribe (of which I have met many) and co-create an intentional eco-village community based around true sustainability in all areas of life, true human fulfillment, and the exploration of of what it really means to be human - fleshing out the potentialities, so to speak. This intentional eco-village community would be a home base from which to launch worldwide projects, workshops, seminars, talks, lectures, and books. One of the projects which is still very close to my heart is restoring tropical forests in areas where they have been decimated, while at the same time working with the local and indigenous communities to live in a sustainable manner with these forests. The development of permacultural systems to provide food and resources to these people, and to act as a buffer for the forests, would be paramount. Edit: Very sadly and frustratingly this is FAR from my present reality. For the past 2 years I've worked at the Tempe Farmers Market, and while I'm good at it, as I am in most things, it is so far from why I am here on this planet, and so far from what brings me alive, that I'm pretty challenged to not go brain-dead from boredom and monotony.

This is a truly amazing time to be alive. The human species is at a very significant point in its growth...it is at a cross-road. We could very well destroy ourselves this time around, or we could go on to actualize astounding possibilities both individually and as a civilization. The species is maturing...it is awakening on a global scale to the next stage of its development. The new human - the next version of the human species is latent in what we know now, and is ready to emerge. I am a midwife to this process. Edit: While I do seem to help people on individual levels, or in small groups, my assistance in this process has practically been very, very local. :-(
I’m really good at
Go on, brag a little (or a lot). We won’t judge.
Connecting with women, making women feel really good, recreating myself, tantric whole-system energy massage, making women feel safe even in the midst of discomfort and vulnerability, negotiating and expanding comfort zones, taking people to new levels of experience, intuitive creative cooking and food preparation, kissing, openness, honesty, transparency, translucency, expressing myself through the use of language and words, being an inter- or trans-dimensional translator (years ago I opened doors or windows within myself that never closed), the creation and use (often on-the-fly and in the moment) of analogies/metaphors/parables, growing plants of a kaleidoscopic array, learning languages, helping others heal themselves, helping others awaken, catalyzing others, teaching many things, climbing like a monkey, swimming like a fish, jumping like a jaguar, running like a cheetah, hacking and modifying Android phones, Setting up and working with customized Linux systems, setting up and working with global, distributed, encrypted, anonymizing proxy networks (Tor, I2P, Freenet), Learning how to be anonymous and private online, among others...
The first things people usually notice about me
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My bald head, my green eyes, my mischievous smile, my muscular build, my extensive vocabulary and use of language (in multiple languages), my somewhat graceful manner of walking and moving about (described as "like a dancer" or even like a martial artist by a few people)...other than that it would quickly be noticed by anyone who interacts with me that I am intense, deep, sensitive, immensely multifaceted, open, honest, deeply sensual and erotic, quite mischievous and playful, and somewhat paradoxical.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Help your potential matches find common interests.
Books: I would not even know where to begin...soooo many. Jane Roberts/The Seth Material and Richard Bach's books will always be near the top for me.

Movies: ET: The Extraterrestrial, Close Encounters of the Third Kind, Jonathan Livingston Seagull, Forrest Gump, Powder, Phenomenon, Bicentennial Man, Gladiator, Dead Poets' Society, Good Will Hunting, Catch Me if You Can, Interview with the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Beautiful Dreamers, Sirens, Summer Lovers, Stargate, Contact, Gattaca, The Abyss, Predator Trilogy, Alien Trilogy, The Matrix Trilogy, The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Frequency, The Butterfly Effect, What the (Bleep) Do We Know?!, Splendor, Om Bak, Tom Yun Gun, The Secret (both versions), Love Actually, 300, The Underworld Trilogy, Stranger than Fiction, Juno, among many others.

Music: I have VERY broad, eclectic tastes in regard to music, and can appreciate most types, though if I had to narrow it down to my favorite genre, I'd have to say World Beat/Global Fusion, though as I say, I listen to everything to some degree. I fucking love Pandora.com

I love all sorts of different ethnic foods, especially anything super spicy! I love Chinese, Brazilian, Ethiopian, Italian, Indian, Japanese (sushi), Mediterranean, Middle Eastern, Thai, Vietnamese, and am always open to trying more!
The six things I could never do without
Think outside the box. Sometimes the little things can say a lot.
How about 10:

Learning/Growth, Contributing to the World, Nature, Beautiful Women, Beauty (in general in everything), Freedom, Deep and Intense Connections and Sharing, Sex/Intimacy/The Erotic, Books, Love.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Global warming, lunch, or your next vacation… it’s all fair game.
My multitudinous interests and passions:

Botany, Bamboo, Horticulture, Ecology/Restoration Ecology/Ecological Restoration, Permaculture, Capoeira, Martial Arts, Nature, Naturism/Nudism/Free Body Culture/Body Acceptance and Freedom, Polyamory/Polyfidelity/Ethical Non-Monogamy/Ethical Multi-Partner Relationships, Tantra/Sacred Sexuality/Erotic Spirituality/Taoist Sexual Practices, Ethical Sluthood/Sacred Swinging/Sacred Orgies/Poly-Tantra/Love Ins, Eco-Feminism, Conscious Reality Creation, Integral Transformative Practice/Integral Life Practice, Global Citizenship and Nomadism, Linguistics/Language/Languages, Transpersonal/Integral/Transformational Psychology, Jane Roberts/The Seth Material, Metaphysics, Spirituality, Quantum Physics/Mechanics, Epigenetics, Giftedness/Nexus Personality Type/Renaissance Soul/Scanner/Indigo/Generalist/Polymath/Polyhistor/Jack-of-All-Trades/QuirkyAlone, Eco-Villages/Intentional Communities, Wholistic Health/Nutrition/Fitness, Indefinite/Indeterminate Physical Immortality, Sustainability, Learning/Growth/Development/Self-Betterment/Self-Improvement/Self-Refinement, Self-Mastery/Self-Actualization, Deep Travel, Tropical Forests, Meditation, Yoga, Natural Entheogens, Right Relationship/Fulfilling Interaction/Sharing/Sustainable Relationships/Soul Mates/Twin Flames (Souls), Seduction/Attraction/Body Language/Male-Female Dynamics/The Dance between Masculine and Feminine, among others...
On a typical Friday night I am
Netflix and takeout, or getting your party on — how do you let loose?
There is no typical. I could be working, spending time with friends, giving a session, enjoying the company of a lovely goddess (which kind of overlaps with "spending time with friends" since most of my friends fall into the "lovely goddess" catagory), reading, having fun at some cool local event, or any number of other activities...
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
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I am not perfect, or rather, I'm perfectly imperfect. Ask me anything you like, I am an open book, so to speak.
You should message me if
Offer a few tips to help matches win you over.
...you are among the:

Goddesses that find me interesting, intriguing, captivating, attractive, or beautiful, and would like to dance with me...

Beautiful, radiant souls who question and challenge the assumptions, attitudes, beliefs, conditioning, paradigms, patterns, and programming of the society (or societies) in which they find themselves, and in doing so chose their own world-views and perspectives which resonate internally, accepting only that which leads to beauty, freedom, empowerment, and interconnectedness.

Kindred souls of like-mind who'd like to explore polyamory, naturism/nudism, sacred sexuality/tantra/erotic spirituality/ethical sluthood/poly-tantra, integral transformative practice/integral life practice, conscious reality creation/manifestation, global nomadism/citizenship, capoeira, intentional eco-villages...

Those wonderful multifaceted individuals who have a massive internal impetus to learn, grow, develop, expand, improve, better, and refine (and accept!) themselves.

Those who have a burning desire to make their contribution to creating a more beautiful world. To leave the world better than it was before they arrived.

Those who are a part of the global awakening and emergence of the next version of the human species.

Those who truly desire authentic and genuine connections and sharing, and are willing to push their comfort zones (gently!) in their exploration of what is possible in this regard.

Those who desire to constantly expand their thresholds for bliss, ecstasy, joy, pleasure, fulfillment, and love...

Lovers of Life, Beauty, Freedom, Interconnection...

Body-Positive, Sensuality-Positive, Sex-Positive, Eroticism-Positive, Affection-Positive, Pleasure-Positive Goddesses...

Bisexual Goddesses who would like to flirt with and seduce lovely ladies into their bliss...

You are powerfully drawn to me and recognize me as your life mate/partner/companion.