I AM NOT GOING TO BE DEFINED BY MY PROFILE! I am a girl of many words, so please understand I am finding difficulty in placing everything about me in this silly essay!!

I'm outgoing, & also a geek. I'm a weird combination & a weird mix of things. I'm actually quite embarrassed. I don't really usually go onto these kind of things, but I was curious! {I also wanted to come here to bug some of my friends who tell me that these sites help, but it looks like they're still single! *laughs*} Argh, I'm too lazy to fill this all in. I'll probably write more later. *pokes essay*

I am half Malaysian-Chinese & half Filipina but I was born in Sydney, live in Melbourne, & can only speak English. If you're expecting some ethnic oriental princess - you are going to be disappointed. I can't even use chopsticks! D: I know, I know. But whatever. I'm very content with myself & how I am. :)

I would say I'm very artistic; love singing, songwriting, photography, painting, drawing, reading, jewellery making, flash-mob organsing, & rifle shooting....

I love Lolita fashion; I love dressing with bows, ribbons, frills, lots of purple. I'm more girlish than "womanly". I can't walk in heels. Men made them anyway, so understandably they aren't comfortable at all!!

I AM A BIG PERSONALITY, I am very friendly - I connect with a lot of people, & I'm too damn random for my own good.

I am random, talkative,, bubbly, funny, and young at heart.

I've just recently moved out of home... YAY! I'm getting my life together as I used to live in a very abusive household with my family. I work in a Telstra Shop selling phones. I don't love my job, but I love yacking to people, helping them out & just being helpful in general. This may sound lame to you, but I don't care!!

In my spare time I love organising crazy flash-mob events with the group STEFASAURUS PRODUCTIONS on Facebook, singing, songwriting, photography, painting, I'm absolutely positively addicted to Twitter... :)

My group STEFASAURUS PRODUCTIONS available at http://www.melbourneflashmob.com started on a whim of creativity, impatience & frustration. I wanted to attend an event that I had seen been done overseas. I searched for an hour & a half online to find the "next Melbourne one" but couldn't find one at all.

So I thought, "Fuck it! I'll just make it myself!" 150 people attended my Freeze Frame event, I had an interview with ABC Radio about it, & The Age sent a photographer to document the event - with a picture of the event being on the front page of The Age website. I was so proud of myself. :) I got asked on that day, "What is your next event?" --- And so, that's how I started my group, which now has 400 members, & is single-handedly run by myself. :) I guess sometimes, impatience is key! :D Also, "If you want something done, you've got to do it yourself."

I love reading & reviewing books that I've read. I'm just getting back into the whole review thing, since I've always wanted to get free stuff & have a review site. :D Maybe I will one day...

I'm hopeless at cooking & ironically have started a group food blog at http://www.thewhininganddining.com - I am hoping perhaps to make a giant KITKAT one day for a big party launch, & of course learn more about the world of food! I am seriously completely hopeless! Maybe you could teach me?

I also help the band Thirsty Merc, I've been helping them for years. I'm the Victorian Street Team Leader - that entails poster runs, mailing list sign ups... but I get to go to their gigs for free & chill with the band, so I can't complain. :) I love supporting talented people; GENUINE support. I don't really have crushes on celebrities or musicians. That's just silly.

For fun I love going to band gigs, musicals, music festivals, concerts, comedy gigs... I do drink! But I only drink socially. I don't go out of my way to have a beer & what not. Clubbing & "doof-doof" music aren't really my kind of thing.

I would like a place where I can talk, not have my voice drowned out by thumping. I honestly don't see the point of "getting smashed" because people do these things to be more social, to be more outgoing, to have more courage etc... I don't need alcohol to do these things as I already do them naturally when I'm sober. :)

Have I mentioned I love my sports? I am not very athletic, but I love watching tennis, soccer {REAL FOOTBALL}, & the Olympics. I get so into it sometimes that I yell at my TV. I don't really have that many friends that are into sports unfortunately. They're more into anime conventions & cosplay - things I like, but still --- I think I need more friends who are into sports!! I don't like feeling masculine for liking sports! Sports should be a universal appreciation, but I guess I just haven't been lucky as of late!

Regarding sports for myself, I've been to a shooting range a couple of times & am very interested in rifle shooting, & would love a gun licence one day. :) I'm trying to go rifle shooting every second Sunday. I disagree with game shooting, the shooting of animals but i do enjoy shooting my targets. :) It's okay, you won't be a target, I promise. I'm harmless. :)

My dream is to be an accomplished singer/songwriter. My family forbid me to learn any music, so I haven't had any musical training. Whatever talent I have with singing & songwriting - it is all raw. I think of a melody, write the lyrics & then I always remember after that.

So say for example I forget the song melody & the lyrics. If I can view the lyrics again, I instantly remember everything exactly how I wrote it to begin with. I cannot play an instrument or write/read music notes... but that doesn't mean I am any less worthy in comparison to those who can. If you can play, I'm more than happy to sing with you, or to you. I've recently started in a music duo, so I'm hoping this dream works out. :)

Well, being random for starters. :D

My smile. Apparently I'm really funny, quite fun to tease, I'm very bubbly & outgoing.

I also have a habit of typing "&" instead of "and". :)

Second impressions are probably more important than the first. Despite me being talkative, I am also a very good listener too. Although stubborn, I am open-minded. However there are many things that I'm old-fashioned about. People catch me sometimes saying, "Walkman" instead of an "iPod". I feel so silly about these tiny things sometimes.

I say a lot of silly things. People tell me I don't have that little alarm to filter things I should not say out loud, & so I say a lot of things that make sense better in my head than anywhere else. At the very least, I am funny! Or, so I have been told anyway. :)

I really like too many things. :( I love reading fantasy fiction novels, I LOVE MY MUSICALS, I love going to band gigs, music festivals, I can also never live without dried mangoes & chocolate. :)

I love Ai Otsuka, Powderfinger, Thirsty Merc, The Killers, Michael Buble, Dashboard Confessional, Little Birdy, Newton Faulkner, Ayumi Hamasaki, YUI, Damien Rice, Aqualung, Katy Perry, JET, Queen, Coldplay, End of Fashion, Jimmy Eat World, Bob Evans, Lifehouse, Taylor Swift, Sum 41, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Paramore, 30 Seconds to Mars, Muse, Celine Dion, Bryan Adams, Michael Jackson, Christina Aguilera, Sick Puppies, Rufus Wainwright, Frankie Valli & The Four Seasons, The Police, David Bowie, Radiohead, Nine Days, The Superjesus, Elton John, Billy Joel, Stevie Wonder, Crowded House, The Fray, Avril Lavigne, Beyonce, Split Enz, BOO BEE BENZ, Jason Derulo, Boys Like Girls, Eskimo Joe {well, they used to be cool, now not so much}, The Beatles, Lily Allen, Matchbox Twenty... there's more but too many to name~ As you can tell, I have a very broad taste in music, & I'm not ashamed about ANY of it!!

My favourite movies are Battle Royale, Kill Bill 1 & 2, Coming to America, Karate Kid {original series & remake}, The Wedding Singer, Never Ending Story II, The Adventures of Priscilla: Queen of the Desert, The Little Mermaid, AVATAR {yes, that movie rocked!}, MAMMA MIA, LABYRINTH {the one with David Bowie, guys!}, all Indiana Jones movies, Finding Nemo, WALL-E, Toy Story {all of them! 1, 2 & 3!!}, Weird Science, What A Girl Wants, Balzac & the Little Chinese Seamstress, Serenity, Mao's Last Dancer, Pretty Woman, SPACE JAM, Hairspray {musical movie}, The Producers {musical movie}, Taiyou no Uta, NANA, Tokyo Friends ... there's more but too lazy to write them all. I do love my Tarrantino films too.

My favourite musicals are; Jersey Boys, The Lion King, Wicked, Miss Saigon, Avenue Q, Monty Python: Spamalot, Spring Awakening & Mamma Mia.

MY FAVOURITE TV SHOW IS GLEE! Yes you heard me; GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE GLEE!! Okay, you get the point. I love that show SO much!! I also love Hana Yori Dango {I don't care if you have no idea what this is! I LOVE IT!} & like Firefly, Veronica Mars, Scrubs, Verita's Quest, The Sooty Show, Boston Legal, So You Think You Can Dance {both US & Australia versions}, Roswell, Birds of Prey, Get Smart {yes, the original series}, Will & Grace, Everybody Loves Raymond, Two & a Half Men, ALIAS, HEROES, LOST, Pushing Daisies, Gossip Girl, Batman {that hilarious 60's series}, NCIS, Samurai Pizza Cats, Sailormoon {yes, you read correctly}, In Case of Emergency, Reaper, Merlin, Legend of the Seeker {I don't care what you think! This show ROCKS!}... I'm sure I've left some out, but that's all I can think of right now.

I'm very unadventurous with food, but I'm trying! My new years resolution is, "Don't be afraid to try new things!" :) I can't eat spicy food because I'm weak, but I'm mostly happy with anything else. :) This is why I've started a food group blog mentioned earlier called, http://www.thewhininganddining.com - hopefully I learn a thing or two. :)

My favourite book is, "Shiver" by Maggie Stiefvater. I loved it so much I emailed the publishers to give me an Advanced Review Copy before the release date of the next volume: Linger. "Shiver" is a fantastic book that's really well written about a girl who falls in love with a werewolf. The chapters are all written in first person, however the two main characters both take turns to tell their story in each chapter. It's so brilliant. The writer is such a rockstar too, she replies to everyone online on Facebook & Twitter. I just love it when musicians/writers take the time to reply to their fans. It goes to show they're not letting fame get to their heads.

I do love my fantasy fiction, I love Harry Potter, although the ending pissed me off, Eragon {but that movie was god awful}, & I AM NOT A TWILIGHT GIRL. I've read the books before the hype, & seriously - they're not that great. Vampires are overrated. :/

My mobile phone
Twitter
Strawberry Chocolate
Water
Socks
My dreams

This sucks, I can name more than six. Bah humbug!!

Banana Milk
The Internet
Love
Spaghetti
Chicken Wings
My camera
My own bookstore...

Okay, I think I fail at naming just six things...

Everything! I think too much!!

Oh, & food. :) I think I'm almost always hungry.

Depends on my mood. :)

It really hurts when your father always calls you a "devil" child when you know there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. :( </3 This is not a joke, this is truth. But I've learnt to deal with the past, leave the past in the past, forgive & carry on with life. I'm strong, & I won't let bad past experiences in my life ruin my future or get me down.

I enjoy a chat, I am very talkative & friendly; so don't hesitate to say hello! :) I love making friends. :D I'm looking for friends first - first & foremost. I'm looking for a new best friend. Someone who is easy to talk to, who is understanding. Someone from a different world so I can learn about life in another perspective that I haven't come across before. :) Be random, & don't be afraid to speak up. :D

Also if you read this far, congratulations!! GO YOU!! :) I'd give you a medal, but heck, I don't even know your name. :)